Name of Story: Eyes of Sorrow
Summary: Rin is suicidal, nick named Suiy. She thinks no one cares about her. Especially her so-called parents. Can Sesshomaru change all of that?
Author's Note: I am updating! Horray! I'm not dead. This chapter was hard to think of. I hope you like it! R&R
Name of Chapter: Embrace
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Sesshomaru sat with Rin in his arms for what seemed like forever. Truth is, he didn't mind. He was glad to be with Rin. Comforting her, was great. It felt wonderful, like this was his sole purpose just to hold her!
Kami, he just wanted to continue holding her in his arms.
He wrapped his arms around her more, bringing her even closer to him. He felt Rin's warm tears through his shirt. His head was on hers. He smelt her wavy brown hair. He could feel every time a sob wracked through Rin's frail body.
He wanted her tears to stop but continue at the same time. He wanted to continue holding her and comforting her. This crying right now, was good for her. She was releasing all her bottled in emotions. Emotions that she has bottled up for who knows how long. Sooner or later, those bottled up emotions would eat away at her from the heart out.
It would entirely destroy her.
Those emotions were all ready eating away at her soul. They were making her depressed and suicidal. If he hadn't come into the picture, he feared she was only days away from completing her attempts.
The other day was only mild compared to what could have happened. Luckily, he took her to the hospital and they bandaged her up. She wouldn't have died, if he didn't bring her in, the doctors had told him. She would just be asleep for a few hours, like she was.
He remembered breathing in relief at their news. He didn't know why. It was an involuntary reaction. After the doctors left the room, he looked at her angelic face and brushed away a strand of her brown hair from her face. He remembered thinking how beautiful she looked. He was tempted to brush his lips against her forehead. And was about to do it when Izayoi came in the room.
"Sesshomaru." He looked down to find Rin, staring at him, her pale pink lips parted. Her face was red, puffy, and tear stained. He realized during his thoughts, Rin had stopped crying. One stray tear was making it's way down her cheek. He wiped it away with his thumb, careful of his claws.
"I'm all right now." Rin told him, her voice hoarse from sobs. Sesshomaru imagined her throat must be raw. He handed her a bottle of water that he's brought with him. She smiled in thanks and drank it.
"Keep it." He told her as she offered it back to him. She nodded.
They sat in silence for a while, not wanting to disturb each other's thoughts. Rin shifted, realizing she was still in Sesshomaru's arms and facing his chest. Strangely to her, she didn't feel uncomfortable or claustorphobic, like she expected. It felt nice. She sighed.
Unexpectedly, Sesshomaru unwrapped his arms from her, thinking she was uncomfortable. Rin panicked.
"Don't," she breathed, looking at him. She wanted his arms around her again. She felt...at peace.
Sesshomaru arched his left eyebrow a hair. "I do not want to make you uncomfortable."
"You're not." Rin replied at once. Her face turned a light shade of pink. "It feels...nice."
Sesshomaru nodded. He put one arm around her shoulders and drew her close to him. Rin put her head on his broad shoulder and closed her eyes, enjoying her new world experience. They stared at Mount Fuji, once again lapsed into their comfortable silence.
"When I was little," Rin started, before she could stop herself, "I used to imagine climbing up Mount Fuji and screaming myself hoarse. I almost did it, too. I got as far as that tree line down there." She pointed at the start of the forest.
"What made you stop?" Sesshomaru asked, looking at her.
"Turns out, my grandmother was following me the entire time." Rin explained and sighed. "I was four at the time, of course. When I got to the tree line, she stopped me and said 'Rin, don't run from your problems. Something great will happen to you one day.' Like a child I was, I believe her."
"Then what happened?"
"I went home with her. When my parents found out what I had done, they locked me in my room for two days. I only came out to use the bathroom. I didn't eat. They starved me." Rin exhaled heavily. "My grandmother found out what they did and I went to live with her for two years. It was the best two years of my life. Then, she got sick.
"When I was six, I went back to live with my parents. They abused me and began starving me every chance they'd get. If we were going to go over to my Grandmother's, my parents make me eat a lot to gain weight so she wouldn't suspect anything.
"One day, some how, my Grandmother found out what they were doing. I went to live with her again. Until I was nine, I kept being tossed back and forth between my parents and Grandmother. I hated it." Rin drew in a shaky breath, cursing herself for even starting this morbid story. However, it felt nice to tell Sesshomaru her story.
"One day, when I was nine, my Grandmother took me to an amusement park. I loved it. She let me go on every ride I could go on. She never complained. She bought me cotton candy and won me prizes. I didn't realize until a few weeks later, that would be my last fun memory with her."
"She died." Sesshomaru stated, knowing where this was heading. For some odd reason, something from the amusement park stirred something in his mind.
"Yeah." Rin replied, sounding on the verge of tears again. "I came home one day and my parents broke the news to me."
They lapsed into silence once again. Sesshomaru caught in his thoughts again, as was Rin. The amusement park...Sesshomaru was there once. When he was about ten or so. He wandered away from Izayoi and them. He was by a booth that had a love game. He saw a girl about his age, brown hair and warm brown eyes. She came up to him and spoke to him.
"Rin, we have met before."
To Be Continued...
I'm done. Wow. I'm liking cliffies a lot lately. One in Because Of A Wish and in Kryptonite. And one soon in Misa. Hehe.
R&R kindly please!
Drama Kagome
