Ashleypaigex- The next chapter we will find out
5 Seconds Of Clace- Its not to late to tell me thank you for telling me
The song at the end is really important
Song- Stuck In Your Head~ I prevail
Kayla's Pov
I was at work when I started getting a crazy headache and my vision went all blurry I had to put my head down on my desk and take a few deep breaths before opening my eyes again and blinking hard. "Kayla are you alright?" Aaron asked I nodded, even though I wasn't all night I had these terrible pains that felt like I was being stabbed I barely got any sleep but I had to come into work.
"Just pregnant people problems."
"Are you sure?"
"I'm fi-" Just then the sharp pain that went through my abdomen again tears came to my eyes.
"That doesn't look like you're okay."
"I uh maybe it's Braxton Hicks?" I asked he raised an eyebrow.
"Why are you asking me like I know?"
"I don't know but i'm starting to freak out."
"Want me to take you to the doctor?"
"N-no I should be fine."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah, I have to finish this but if I don't feel better i'll come by your desk and ask you to take me okay?"
"Alright just let me know."
I tried my hardest to work even though I was feeling worse and worse as time went on, I finally stood up and went over to Aaron and asked him to take me to the ER I was hoping they would just tell me it was Braxton Hicks and I was being a normal first time mother and had nothing to worry about, it took awhile for me to be seen Aaron stayed with me because he could tell I was freaking out.
"Do you know what's wrong with her?" Aaron said when my doctor came back in.
"We are going to check on the baby and then get you moved to a room."
"A- a room why would I go to a room?" I asked and started to breath faster.
"We need you to try and stay calm right now."
"Stay calm? Aaron i'm gonna punch him."
"No, no punching deep breaths Kay deep breaths." I breathed in and out, my hands were shaking and I was terrified for my baby until I heard her heartbeat fill the room.
"What's wrong?"
"You have preeclampsia."
"W-what is that?"
"It's a dangerous pregnancy complication due high blood pressure."
"My baby is okay right?" I asked and tears came to my eyes I just heard her heartbeat so she has to be okay.
"For right now yes but we will be keeping you here for a while to monitor you and the baby."
"What's gonna happen?" I said with tears in my eyes Aaron was trying to calm me down but all I wanted to do was hear my baby's heartbeat that's what would keep me sane.
"We are going to give you some medication and see if that works and generally if it doesn't we would do a c-section."
"N-no she's not suppose to be due until February it's only December."
"You need to trust us when we say we will do everything to get your baby to full term."
"Okay." I said with tears, I wanted to call Ryland and beg him to come home and be here with me because I was freaking out.
Ryland's Pov
"You going to the party tonight?" Max asked and sat down beside me.
"I don't really feel like partying…"
"You know it's crazy right."
"What?"
"The fact that you are gonna be a dad, I never thought I'd see the day you became a dad."
"I never thought I'd see the day either." I said laughing. "A daughter…" I said I was still trying to wrap my head around that fact.
"Let anyone try and fuck with that girl I will personally kill them." He said and I smiled knowing she already had so many people who love her.
"I'm terrified about being a dad but at the same time I cannot wait until February."
"Three more months to wait right?"
"Yeah it's gonna be the longest three months of my life."
"Have you talked to Kayla?"
"No, she won't answer my calls but if I text her she sometimes answers if it's about the baby."
"Are you guys just gonna call her the baby for the rest of your lives or did you guys finally name her?"
"Kayla said I can pick the first name and she'd pick her middle name."
"What are you thinking about naming her?"
"It's between Katherine, Willow, and now I like Alyna I've been debating on what to name her."
"Do I get a vote on it?"
"Sure."
"Willow."
"I'll take it into consideration." I said he laughed.
"Try calling Kayla you look miserable." He got up and walked through my hotel room.
"Don't touch my food." I yelled once he opened the mini fridge.
He yelled something back but I had already started to call Kayla. "Hello?" It was a guy.
"Is Kayla there?"
"She's getting an IV and they are strapping something around her to hear the baby right now but they are almost done so she will be able to talk to you in a few."
"What do you mean? Is something wrong?"
"Who is this?"
"Ryland."
"Oh…. I thought you were Kayla's dad."
"What's going on?"
"I uh well- Kayla it's for you."
"Dad?" She sniffled.
"No."
"Ry?
"What's going on?"
"Nothing, I'm fine well I will be."
"And the baby?"
"She'll be okay…."
"Kayla what the hell is going on?" Max popped his head back in and stared at me.
"I have preeclampsia."
"What's that?" She explained everything and how she might have to stay in the hospital until the baby gets here if her blood pressure doesn't get better. "I'll come back."
"You will do no such thing."
"But-"
"I'll call you if things get worse I'm not letting you leave halfway through a tour."
"Yeah but-"
"Say but one more time and I'll kick your ass."
"If something's wrong I should be with you."
"I have Aaron with me." She said and a jealous shock went through me.
"He's not the father, I am, I should be there!"
"Ryland," She groaned. "He brought me to the hospital I was scared I didn't want him to leave."
"Were you gonna tell me?"
"Of course I was, after I got set up in here I was going to call you."
"Are you sure you don't want me to come back?"
"Your sister called me, she's coming into town on Friday we were gonna go baby shopping but now she's coming to keep me company."
"What sister I have three."
"Jessie."
"Oh… I didn't know you had my sister's number."
"Yeah she gave it to me after we told your family I was pregnant."
"Well at least you won't be alone."
"Yeah…"
"I'm sorry that I'm not there."
"It's okay Ry, my sister is suppose to come over soon, I talked to my mom but I don't want her to waist a plane ticket coming down here."
"The tour is over in a month and a half and I promise before I even go home I'll come see you."
"Thanks."
"Wait what about Nugget and Sergio who is going to-"
"Jessie said she'd watch them for me until I can find someone to watch them."
"How long is Jessie staying?"
"I don't know she said she needed to get away from New York for a while."
"I'll call her later."
"I have to go my doctors here."
"Alright, don't ignore me anymore."
"I won't…"
"I'll talk to you later."
Kayla's Pov
I was asleep when Jessie came so when I woke up and she was there I jumped. "Sorry didn't mean to scare you."
"It's okay, thanks for coming."
"I might have made a detour and went to a few stores."
"How much is a few?"
"Okay I went to a lot and you won't have to clothes shop for a few months, and look at what I got." She handed a bag to me I pulled a pink onesie out that had flowers and butterflies on it and said. My mommy could careless about your parenting advice. I laughed and sat up and hugged her.
"I love it."
"I thought you would've."
"I just want to say thank you, you've treated me more like a sister then my own sister has treated me and I don't think I can ever thank you enough."
"You don't have to thank me I've always liked you, you make my brother happen even if you aren't together you still make him happy."
"We don't have a first name yet but we know her middle name."
"Oh! What is it?"
"Well Ryland doesn't know yet."
"Why not?"
"He's picking her first name and I'm picking her middle name."
"I will tell you if it's good or bad."
"Jessica."
"What?" She asked confused.
"Huh?"
"You said my name and I said what and since when do you call me Jessica?"
"No," I laughed. "Her middle name is Jessica." I said she smiled and practically jumped on me.
"Are you serious?"
"You mean a lot to Ryland but you also mean a lot to me, I don't think you've realized how much you have done for me."
"I haven't really done anything."
"If you ever met my sister you'd see what I mean."
"Is she coming today?"
"Not really sure she comes and goes."
"So I'm gonna ask you something because I'm nosy and well I've asked Ryland but he won't tell me."
"You want to know why we aren't together?"
"Yeah."
"He has a girlfriend."
"She's phony."
"Phony?"
"She cares more about fame and money than anything else I'm friends with her little sister but I've only hung out with her once and that was before they started dating and I didn't like her."
"What's Ryland think about you not liking his girlfriend?"
"Haven't told him I try and be a supportive sister even if I don't like her."
"Maybe she'll become your sister-in-law and -"
"I don't think it would go that far."
"Why?"
"Ryland isn't the type to get married to someone he doesn't love."
"Well they haven't been together that long-"
"Are you really that blind?"
"What?"
"He's in love with you."
"I think you have it wrong."
"No, I don't he knows you two can't be together so he's trying to move on but he's still hung up on you."
"Well it's not my fault."
"You don't love him?"
"I… did…"
"Until?"
"It's a complicated story."
"I've got all the time in the world."
"He asked me to come over one day I did and the door was unlocked when I went in he had a girl on top of him."
"Oh… Wow…"
"I went there to tell him I loved him despite my sister telling me he was using me and could never feel the way I did about him, I didn't let him explain even though he begged me to listen and then I found out I was pregnant two months later."
"How did you tell him?"
"What?"
"How did you tell him? Did you just call him or-"
"He never told you guys?"
"Told us what?"
"You might end up hating me for this now but I didn't want him knowing I was so mad and I was being a bitch and selfish, he told me he never wanted kids so why tell him about a kid he didn't even want, my sister called him and told him, he came over and I still didn't want him knowing but then he told me he knew about the baby and I was so mad, I was already set on doing it all by myself I don't need someone in my life who was gonna treat me like garbage and then come to find the girl I seen him with he didn't do anything with her she kissed him and when I went to my sister she said you honestly believe that and the thing is I do believe him."
"Ryland's always said he doesn't want kids but I don't think i've ever seen him this excited for something."
"I never wanted kids either but that's only because I have shitty past with men and never thought i'd find someone."
"How so?'
"My step dad use to sneak into my room when I was a kid and do things my mom never believed me she told me not to make up such horrible things because it could get him in trouble, fast forward years later and a few boyfriends later to when I was nineteen I met this guy his name was Tanner god I thought we were gonna be together forever."
"What happened?"
"He started getting possessive but I didn't think too much about it until the first time he hit me, I told him if he ever did it again I would leave him and stupidly I believed him when he said he would never do it again. It went on for a year and half my entire family loved him no one thought he was capable of what he was doing behind closed doors…. Finally I had enough I left in the middle of the night but he found me, he beat me within an inch of my life, I was in the hospital for three months and then physical therapy for another two months."
"I'm so sorry…"
"I pressed charges but he got reduced time because he was a witness for another crime I got a restraining order but that doesn't stop him from finding me, I was living in San Francisco close to my mom but he was stalking me because we are meant to be together or some bullshit so I moved down here and he's left me alone ever since until a few weeks ago I was eating with Ryland and he was there I told him to leave I think Ryland could tell how scared I was and we left, I cried…"
"Kayla-"
"I never wanted to bring a baby into this fucked up world, my mom told me not to have the baby but the first time I seen her little face on that screen I couldn't do it, I will teach her that even though there is a lot of bad there are still good things too."
"You are amazing you know that."
"Thank you, I try I guess…"
"You are also going to be an amazing mother."
"The only thing I regret is that my daughter is gonna grow up in a split family, i've never really known what it was like to grow up in a loving family my parents were always yelling and screaming at each other I was so happy when they got a divorce because I couldn't stand them together and then my mom started hating my dad, they can't even be in the same room without screaming at each other, I don't want my daughter to be raised that way."
"I think you and Ryland will put aside your differences and raise her with all the love."
"I hope so…"
Ryland's Pov
"Hey were on in ten." Zach said I nodded and pulled out my phone to call Kayla and see how she was doing before we went on.
"Lo?" She coughed and tried again. "Hello?"
"I'm sorry were you sleeping?"
"Yeah…" She said softly.
"I'm sorry."
"It's kay." She said the o way to softly I could tell she was falling asleep again.
"Go back to sleep."
"No i'm alright."
"You're not you are falling asleep on the phone."
"I picked her middle name." She said and yawned.
"And I picked her first name."
"What is it?"
"Well what's her middle name?"
"I think you're suppose to say the first name before the middle name."
"Willow."
"I love it."
"What's her middle name?" I asked I was anxious to see what hear what she picked and I felt like I was gonna have a heart attack just waiting.
"I am very please to say our daughter's name is Willow Jessica Herondale."
"J-Jessica?"
"You don't like it?"
"I love it." I couldn't wipe the smile off of my face I stayed silent for a few minutes just taking it in. "Are you still there?"
"Hmmm?" She sounded like she was barely holding on.
"I'll talk to you later Kayla."
"I love you." She said and I almost dropped my phone.
"What?" She didn't answer. "Kayla?"
"Hmm?"
"What did you just say?"
"I said you don't like it, the name I picked for her I can think of something else but you'd have to tell Jess since I already told her."
"No after that what did you say?"
"I didn't say anything I think I fell asleep because you went all silent."
"But-"
"I'm gonna go back to sleep, i'll call you once I wake up because they are gonna do an ultrasound."
"O-okay…."
"Are you feeling alright Ry?"
"I'm fine…"
"Okay."
"Night."
"Have a good show." The line went dead and I put my phone down on on the table and sat down, did she mean what she said or was she half asleep?
"Ryland come on."
"Hey, our last song I want to change it."
"To what?"
"Stuck In Your Head."
"Are you sure, we are livestreaming this."
"I know…"
"Alright…."
You're not the one I want in my bed
But I'm gonna be the song stuck in your head
Stuck in your head
Guess what?
For the record you're the broken one
Tried to sing along but we got stuck
So we turned it over and over again
But now
Fuzzy, sketchy summer song we had
Because we've worn it down
Couldn't turn it over and over again
Turn it over and over again
This will be the last time that I'll spend all life
Never gonna play again
You're not the one I want in my bed
I'm not the song you want in your head
This will be the last time that I'll spend all life
Never gonna play again
You're not the one I want in my bed
But I'm gonna be the song stuck in your head
Stuck in your head
Guess what
Didn't want to have to write these words
Now you're on the other side, reversed
Never turning over and over again
So now
I'll turn it on 'cause it's so damn long
All your lies, how they've worn me down
You can skip the track 'cause I'm not coming back
This will be the last time that I'll spend all life
Never gonna play again
You're not the one I want in my bed
I'm not the song you want in your head
This will be the last time that I'll spend all life
Never gonna play again
You're not the one I want in my bed
But I'm gonna be the song stuck in your head
You make me sick
Wrong and wrong again
So I'm turning you out
And I'm trading you in
Sick, so sick again
Now I'm turning you out
And I'm trading you in
This will be the last time that I'll spend all life
Never gonna play again
You're not the one I want in my bed
I'm not the song you want in your head
This will be the last time that I'll spend all life
Never gonna play again
You're not the one I want in my bed
But I'm gonna be the song stuck in your head
Stuck in your head
This will be the last time that I'll spend all life
Never gonna play again (never gonna play again)
You're not the one I want in my bed
I'm not gonna the song stuck in your head
I don't know if you guys want the baby to come soon or wait a few chapters so let me know
