Viktor yawned as he woke up feeling refreshed and excited for the day, he walked into the shower and within 20 minutes he left and started walking towards the basement, he smirked as he entered the dark room. "So how has my little pet been?" Viktor said as he looked around the room to see the dildo on the floor, he shakes his head in annoyance.
Ludwig had fallen asleep. But in his sleep he shook, whimpered and panted. When he heard the other he snapped awake. "Please take it off," he said while looking at him with sad eyes. There was still life and fire in them. But he was drifting on the edge of breaking.
"No…" Viktor said coldly as he walked behind the standing. "Why should you feel any kind of pleasure, you don't deserve to..." Viktor said as he looked down at the Germans swollen entrance that was dripping with blood. Then he started to get his dick ready to thrust into that hot hole.
"There's not pleasure. It hurt." Then he saw Viktor moving behind him, so Ludwig he moved his hips away. But then didn't go far since he was chained. "Just take it off. It needs to come off."
"No, I will take it when I want to! Don't you dare tell me what to do you fucking whore" Viktor said as he slammed into the others entrance.
He screamed and tried to pull away. Pulling on the chains. "Stop. Please. Ivan! Come back"
Viktor continued to thrust into the man until he felt himself getting close, and then he groaned as he came inside the other boy.
He cried out. He needed to release really bad. And he was hurting now. And just wanting to curl up and sleep. But he was to weak his throat hurt from screaming and he could barely talk
Viktor slipped out of the others entrance and walked to the front of the room, "what about I make you a deal..." Viktor said as he stroked him and then dug his nails into the others chest. "I want a pet, and that means you will need to only walk on your knees around the house, wear nothing but this sweet collar" Viktor said as he showed him a black spiky dog collar. "Then I will let you cum..."
He do anything to cum right now. So he nodded weakly.
"Good boy" Viktor said as he pet the others head. He used his keys to remove the shackles, so the other boy collapsed onto the floor. Then he went down and started to give the other a hand job on his bruised cock after removing the cock ring.
Ludwig fell to the ground too weak to even stand. And when it was removed and the pumps he came hard . And a lot. But he just panted on the floor
Viktor gave a disgusted look to the panting 'dog' on the floor. He then saw that the other had made a mess on the floor, which needed to be cleaned up. He pulled the others hair towards the ground so Ludiwg's face was inches away from the floor. "Clean the mess you made lick it all."
Ludwig looked at him. "I'm not doing that. I'm not a dog!" He yelled but it was weak. Almost squeaked out.
"It wasn't a request you fucked up twat, if I say lick it then you will. Or if you really want me to fuck you again, then it can be arranged."
He didn't want that. So he shuddered but he started to. Lick it off the floor. Once all licked he looked at him. Then just fell to the floor needed rest
"Good boy" Viktor said as he placed the dog collar on his head and then also added a lead. "Let's go to the living room, come on doggy" He said as he pulled the lead as he walked out of the room.
Ludwig could barely get to his knees. But he didn't and he crawled out. Following behind.
Viktor wondered how long he had before Ivan returned, normal he would have returned when he woke up but he didn't this time that just meant more time to fuck with Ludwig. Suddenly he felt Ivan speak, and then his voice got louder and louder.
Viktor let go of Ludwig as he placed his hands on his head trying to block him out. He didn't want to go yet, but that didn't stop the feeling he had, he knew that within 10 seconds Ivan would be back...
…
Ivan returned to his body as he looked around the room, he was surprised at what he saw. Ludwig watched as the other held his own head and muttered about. He just took that time to lay on the floor. He still had blood coming from his chest and he just shook. His mind coming in and out he was going to pass out any second. The last word he said was. "Ivan?" Then he passed out. His breath slow and shallow.
Ivan gasped as he saw Ludwig on the floor, he looked terrible. Ivan felt so much guilt over come him, he caused this to happen because he wanted to stop feeling anything for a short while and that caused Viktor to do this. He knew that Viktor was more powerful than him and knew what happens when he isn't in control, but Ivan never had any memory of what happened when he is gone.
He looked down at the battered, bloodied, bruised body below him. He picked him up and carried him to the shower. He needed to wash away all signs of Viktor.
Ludwig laid almost life less in Ivan's arms. And as he was passed out the only thing that ran threw his head was him and Ivan the night before cuddled up in bed. Holding each other. He felt safe for the first time in a long time. That was his safe place.
Ivan removed the collar from the others neck and then started the shower; he washed the others hair and let the dry blood wash away. After that he then dried him up and returned to his own bed with Ludwig, he placed some normal clothes onto his body and then tucked him into bed, before he decided to leave him alone... he wouldn't want to be anywhere near him... maybe he should let him go and be free, it's too dangerous for him to be here.
Ivan needs to get another pet and this time don't let his feelings get in the way, because his feelings were dangerous and caused him too much pain
Ludwig blinked his eyes opened. He was in bed cleaned but sore. He knew someone was in the room and it was not Victor. He looked around the room. Seeing Ivan.
"Ivan…" He teared a bit. Just happy to have Ivan back. He dare try and move. He just wanted to be held like the night before. "Come here?"
Ivan turned around when he heard his name, then he saw the other tear up but he had a smile on his face. "Yes darling" Ivan said as he smiled kindly and sat on the end of the bed not too close, he didn't want to scare him too much. He already knew that the other was scared of him, he didn't want to scare him more.
"I'm sorry I hurt your feelings…" he started off. "I'm not scared of you. Just Viktor. He scares me cause I don't know when he's coming out…" he winced as he moved to the end of the bed. He knew he shouldn't be moving right now. But he sat beside him and laid his head on the others shoulder. "Your one of the nicest masters I've had."
Ivan felt a warm feeling spread through his heart when he heard the other speak. Then he felt the other move towards him and place his head on Ivan's shoulder. Ivan used his hand to wrap around the others waist, pulling him in closer. But then he felt himself feel bad, he should let the boy go, he can't let Viktor hurt him again. He didn't want the boys fire to leave his eyes, that was the best part of him and Ivan could already see that he was on the edge of breaking.
"It's alright; you didn't know what you were doing. I should have known you wouldn't like me, like why would you? I am some fucked up person. And I really like you, I don't want you to get hurt. I want to take care of you and keep you safe. But I can't so I am going to let you go. You can leave, here is the key to the front door and I let my workers know that they shouldn't shoot... so you are free" Ivan said as he looked away. He didn't want Ludwig to see the tear rolling down his face.
Ludwig heard him and his jaw dropped. "I can't leave. You bought me, they'll just grab me again saying I was running. They have trackers in me. I can't just run. I have nowhere to go. You said that yourself. I have no one… I have no one. I'm not anything. "He said, he didn't want to leave. As much as he hated Viktor, he had feelings for Ivan and he couldn't just leave.
"Even if you let me go and tell the others at the building you let me go they come after me. I was sold… I am your property unless I'm someone else's but once someone lets me go or brings me back I'm theirs again. I can never be free. "
He teared up. "Don't you want me. I thought you liked me," he whispered. "I actually felt like a human being here. And not just some slave that gets beat around and dicks in his mouth…" his face was wet and puffy. "But if you truly don't want me then I guess I'll be sold again…" thinking it would be his six time.
"You are not no one, and you do have places to go. I could buy a house and you could live there away from me, at then you don't ever have to see me again, or see Viktor again," Ivan started to say before he saw the tears in the other's eyes. He felt even worse now, he thought that the other wanted to be free and now he didn't.
"I do want you, I love you. I don't open my heart for anyone but when I do, I fall for them and I fall hard, I want you… I want you so bad… but it's not safe with Viktor, I would just end up hurting you," Ivan said as he started wiping away the others tears.
"But if you are determined to stay then I won't let you go, because I wouldn't be able to stand the idea that you have been sold to someone who would just abuse you and not realize how beautiful and precious you are. That people would be touching you and that person won't be me" Ivan said as he wrapped his arms around the German.
"You won't ever be sold to someone again…"
Ludwig listened to the others words. "I can learn to deal with him. I can learn. I good at it." He then heard the other say he loved him. He didn't know what love is. Or how it felt. But he wasn't sure what he felt for Ivan was love or not. So he didn't repeat the words.
"If you don't want me and you're just pretending I don't care if you sell me back. I just don't want to be there anymore. I like it here. I want to be here," he said but still wasn't sure if the other wanted him.
He stayed in the man's arms sobbing and crying. "Don't throw me away. Please. All the others did. I don't want to be thrown away again." He shut his eyes. And buried his head in the others chest. He didn't want to be seen crying. Even if he had been crying ever since he entered this house.
"It's ok if Viktor hurts me. You need to get your frustration out some way. So it's ok," he said while looking at the other. "I'll be ok, " he said while wiping his face. "I can deal with him," he said wanting to be strong.
Ivan stroked the others head as he listened to the Germans words. "I'll try my best to keep him at bay, he normally only comes out when I am upset or if he gets restless, but if I feel like he is going to come out then I could try and leave the house or something," Ivan said as he wondered about how he had to make sure no one finds out how special Ludwig is to him, people would take advantage of his weakness.
Ivan also noticed the lack of the word love, what was he expecting? Of course he wouldn't like him. Who would?
"Of course I want you, why would I pretend to care. I want you that's it. I want all your flaws, all your giggles, all your imperfections, just everything. I know there are other people in the world, but I don't want anyone else. I want you. Even when you are sad, even when you are angry, even if we don't agree most of the time, I still only want you." Ivan said as he tried to wipe away the others tears.
"I would never throw you away, how could I? It would be like throwing away a piece of my heart. I am glad the others threw you away because it brought you to me, if they didn't then I would never have met you," Ivan felt the other bury his head in Ivan's chest. He then started to feel his clothes getting wet, the German must be crying.
"I know you are trying to be strong, but I'm telling you it's okay to be not strong. I have you, I am here for you, and I will always protect you," Ivan said as he held the others face away from his chest and looked into his blue eyes.
Ivan then moved forward as if he was asking for permission, he wanted to kiss him but he didn't know if the other wanted to, there was a small pause as he was a few inches away from the others lips, Ivan looked up into his eyes and then on his lips waiting for an response.
"I'm selfish, because I want all of you for me, because I love you…"
Ludwig was blushing. The other was so sweet. And he kissed him softly. Not like the others times. This was soft and caring. Full of love. "I don't know what love is. I never felt it before. So I don't know what I feel with you."
Ivan was surprised when he felt the others lips on his own, it was special and full of love. He then felt the other pull away, and start talking about he doesn't know what love is so Ivan decided to put it into words,
"Love is when you're addicted to this person ... You celebrate this person's triumphs (even when you yourself fail). ...You definitely like this person, and this person likes you. You want them to always be happy and you couldn't imagine life without them... you want to protect them from everyone who hurts them and you don't want to see them hurt... You want to be able to take care of them... love is knowing you would die for them even if they wouldn't necessarily die for you" Ivan said, wondering if what he said explains everything.
"It's hard to put it into words..." Ivan said. Ludwig listened then nodded. Humming while he thought. "I guess I love you then…"
Ivan smiled as he rested his head on the others forehead, "really?" he said as he couldn't believe his luck
Ludwig smiled and looked at him. "Ja." Kissing his nose and shut his eyes. "I need to lie down."
"Okay darling" Ivan said as he lay back down on the bed, he wondered if he should leave but he chose against the idea, he wasn't going to leave Ludwig after he told him that he loved the Russian, no not going to happen. Ivan felt the others head on his chest as he heard the other breathe.
Ludwig laid his head on him. And pulled the blankets over them. Shutting his eyes. He was in pain. And he just wanted to forget about the pain.
