Wow shucks guys. Im so sorry i haven't even updated in over a year guys. I'm so sorry I feel so bad. A lot of stuff has been going on in my life that I haven't had any time to write. 2011 officially is the worst year of my life
Again I am so sorry for not updating in so long.
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EPOV
I was just so mad when I saw that filthy guy put his hands all over my girl. Who the eff does this guys think he is.
I couldn't take my eyes off of her. The seductive sway of her hips, the dress that she wore and the way she moved. I noticed that I wasn't the only that had there attention on her. Then I saw there faces lean in one each other and start to kiss. All I saw was red. I was so angry nothing could hold me back . I wanted to smash his face in for touching MY Bella.
I run up to him and punched him in the face.
"DONT YOU EVERY TOUCH HER AGAIN," I screamed into his face. Then he punched me back. I turned around and was about to punch his face in again when I saw Bella run away. I pushed him away from me and followed her out the door.
I called her name. But she wouldn't turn around.
"Bella, Bella. Please stop. Turn around baby. Dont run away please please just just stop,"
Then she stopped running and I crashed into her.
I looked into her eyes and all I could see were unshed tears.
"Don't ever call me baby again. I will never be your baby,"
"please I'm sorry Bella. Please just hear me out. Please. I- I,"
"No don't talk okay. What you did too that guy was not okay. What you did to me was not okay,"
"Pleas I'm sorry how many times do I have to tell you that I'm sorry. I want to get back together. I wake up every morning feeling a whole in my chest. I feel as if my life is uncomplete without you. I need you in my life. I don't know how to go on without you. Your smile just makes my day when I look at you I know that everything is going to be okay. Please we don't have to be in a relationship. I just want to know if you can every forgive me. I just want to know that at least you forgive me please please thats all im asking," I pleaded with her to try to forgive me. I was literally in tears. I looked into her face and saw the tears streaming down her soft cheeks.
"Edward what you did too me was was. It crushed me. You don't know the pain I went through when I was in hospital Edward the effing damn HOSPITAL then I find out that my boyfriend who supposedly loves me has been cheating on me whilst I was sick. Edward what kind of person does that too a person that they supposedly loves. I lost you and then I lost my best friend Alice because of you. You have no idea what I have been through. In time I think I can forgive you Edward but not now. And as for relationships. I don't think I could ever be with you again. I cant trust you. Quite frankly I don't think we should even be friends. I'm sorry Edward. I have too go" I looked into his eyes and I saw heartbreak, I saw the sorrow and the regret in them. But i also saw the love in them. I flinched when I saw those looks in his face.
Then I walked away. I heard a scream of sorrow but I couldn't turn around. I knew that if I turned around my resolve would crash.
I cried the whole way to the apartment. I went to bed and cried tell I was exhausted.
EPOV
I screamed out of sorrow. I was crushed. The words she spoke too me. I knew I couldn't live on knowing that we would never be together. I couldn't go on knowing that she would most likely never forgive me. I just couldn't go on.
I wept and wept on the pavement until someone found me on the pavement crying me heart out. I looked up into the eyes of Alice. She had a look of sympathy on her face. I stood up and together we walked back to college. Alice didn't say anything; it was just what I needed. Silence.
BPOV
I woke up to the smell of , waffles, bacon and eggs. Hmm my favourite. I looked around me and suddenly I remember the night before. The dance with the random guy, kissing the random guy, Edward punching the random guy, then talking to Edward and my heart breaking all over again. I felt tears start to prickle in my eyes. I looked up to the door and saw Rosalie standing there. I looked into her face and cried.
"Oh honey. I'm so sorry babe. Tell me what's wrong," She whispered gently.
"Not right now Rosie I don't think I can tell anybody right now. I will tell you just not right now," my voice wobbled as I tried to talk. I fell into her arms and cried some more. I was heartbroken and I never knew if I could be the same. I never knew if I could every let someone in my life again.
"shhh sshh babe. Its okay honey. You know what why don't we go have some breakfast. I made your favourite waffles, bacon and eggs. There now and warm and they are just for you babe. Come one lets go get some good in ya," I looked into her face a gave her a small smile. She always knew what made feel better. One of the reasons why I love her.
We went downstairs in silence. We went into the kitchen and had some breakfast.
We have classes today so we got up and got ready for school. I didn't know how to face another day of school. But I knew I had to.
EPOV
I woke up and saw Alice sleeping on my couch. I got up and shook her to try and wake her up. She jerk up in surprise and looked around her. Then she looked at me I saw again saw the sympathy in them.
"Edward, what happened." I looked into her trusting eyes and decided to tell her everything.
"Alice she told me she didn't know if she could ever forgive me again. She told me that she could never be with me because she didn't know if she could trust me. Her words crushed my heart Alice. I poured my heart out to her and she turned me away and know I don't know what to do anymore. Please Alice please tell me what I should do."
"Edward you did some serious damage to Bella. What you did crushed her so badly. How would you feel if the person you thought loved you cheated on you and what makes it worse was that she was sick Edward she was in hospital. Then when she thought she had friends to talk to we all turned her down. We felt her hanging heart broken and broken beyond repair and I don't know if she will ever want anything to do with us anyway. I know it sucks but you know what. Don't give up. Fight harder for her Edward just what every you do don't give up. Please not just for me but for Bella. Your the only that could ever repair her broken hear. Fix her." Then she got up and walked away .
I thought about what she said and decided. Hell no am I going to give up. I'm going to fight harder whether you like it or not. Watch out Bella cause I'm gonna make you forgive me and I'm gonna rock your world.
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