Disclaimer: Joss and ME own all.... but I'll take Spike if they get tired of him.... Any time... Please?
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Pairing: Buffy/Spike
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Rating: R for later chapters..... hehehe
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Chapter 9: Far Enough
Buffy fell asleep in Spike's arms. He held her for a few hours until the sun began to rise. Then he stood up and carried her to his bed. He pulled the blanket over her and laid down beside her. They slept until mid-day.
Buffy awoke and looked around. Someone's arm was around her waist and their body was pressed against her own. 'What is going on? Where am I? Who is that?' Then the previous night's events came flooding back and she smiled. It was Spike's arm, Spike's body. She was in his bed at his crypt. It was a good morning.
She turned over onto her left side to look at Spike who was still asleep. He looked so peaceful, so happy. She kissed his forehead and he opened his eyes and smiled.
"Hello, pet."
"Good morning. Did you sleep well?"
"Of course. Did you?"
"Yep. Once again Dawn's going to be worried about me. I'd better go on home. Or I could wait til dark and you could go with me. What do you think?"
"I rather like that idea, luv. Stay with me. Dawn's at school anyway, so it doesn't matter much when you go home. Besides, I'm rather comfortable where I am."
"Me, too. I don't ever want to move. Except maybe to..."
"To what?" Spike asked suggestively.
"I'll give you three guesses." She was teasing him. "But if you're wrong, I'll be forced to punish you."
"Hmm... punish me? Then I guess I'd better be right. Or maybe I should just let you punish me." Spike rolled off the bed and stood with chains in his hands. "Will these help?"
"That's a little too risque right now, don't you think? A bit too far. Maybe some other time. I mean, we've only been together for a day and I, well, I'm not ready for that." Buffy was shocked when she saw the chains. She couldn't believe she'd said she didn't want him like that yet. She did, but not the chains. At least not yet. She wanted to know how everything was going to go before she got into the dominance-submission thing. She knew it'd be fun with Spike.
"Oh... well, ok. That's find. So what do yo want to do?" He'd known it was too much. He just wanted to see her reaction. Just as he suspected, it was too much. She wasn't ready to be that close. He was. He knew he loved her, but she had said she "liked him alot." That didn't mean she loved him. He had said that he would let her set the pace. He sat down on the edge of the bed waiting for her to speak.
Buffy knew that she had hurt him. She would have to explain why she was reluctant. "Spike, it isn't that I don't want to. I just don't want to see how everything goes before we get in too deep, okay?"
"That's fine Buffy. I just want yo uto know that I love you, no matter what. I'm your's for as long as you'll have me. I hope you want this to last forever. I could give you forever if you want it. But let's not talk about that now. Come here. Let me hold you."
"You... you'd give me forever? I umm... I don't know about that. Let's work on now. We can worry about forever later."
"That's all I want, baby. That's all I'm going to say about it."
Buffy crawled over to him and laid her head in his lap. He ran his hands through her hair and sighed. She sat up and turned his head to her. She looked deep into his eyes. What she saw frightened her, but comforted her at the same time. His eyes were full of love and hope. For her.
She bent forward and kissed him softly. He ran the tip of his tongue along her bottom lip and she opened her mouth in response. The kiss deepened and she moaned into his mouth when he nibbled her lower lip. She nipped at his upper lip in return and it was his turn to moan. They fell back onto the bed with Spike on top of Buffy. He pressed her head into the mattress as he plundered her mouth.
At first his hands cradled her neck, but then they took on a life of their own. They strayed down her arms and found their way under her shirt. He pushed her shirt up and bared her tight stomach. He moved his lips down her jawline and kissed his way down to her bellybutton. He bit and licked her stomach until she writhed under his touch, then he stopped and rolled onto his back.
Buffy was in heaven. She didn't want him to stop. When he laid on his back, she took it as her cue to torture him for a while. She crawled on top of him and straddled his waist. She kissed him quickly on his mouth then moved her hands to his shirt. She pulled it up and over his head and threw it on the floor. She proceeded to kiss and bited his chest and stomach. Just as he had done to her, she stopped when he began to wiggle and moan. When she rolled off him, she rubbed him with her leg and knew that he was ready. But she'd already told him that she wasn't ready to go that far yet, so she rolled onto her side to face him.
"Why did you stop?" He was a bit frustrated with her.
"I told you I'm not ready to go any further. Please respect that. Trust that I will be ready eventually." Buffy was angry with herself. Why had she stopped? She wanted him very much. It was too late now. She couldn't take it back.
"I know. It's just frustrating. I'm sorry... Well, it's dark now. What say we go on to your house?"
"Might as well huh? Dawn will be home by now. You can patrol with me later, okay? Then maybe you can spend the night at my house for a change."
"Perfect." Spike was starting to look forward to staying with Buffy at her house, in her room, in her bed. 'Maybe we can get a bit further tonight.' he thought.
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Two chapters in one day! WooHOO!!!
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Pairing: Buffy/Spike
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Rating: R for later chapters..... hehehe
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Chapter 9: Far Enough
Buffy fell asleep in Spike's arms. He held her for a few hours until the sun began to rise. Then he stood up and carried her to his bed. He pulled the blanket over her and laid down beside her. They slept until mid-day.
Buffy awoke and looked around. Someone's arm was around her waist and their body was pressed against her own. 'What is going on? Where am I? Who is that?' Then the previous night's events came flooding back and she smiled. It was Spike's arm, Spike's body. She was in his bed at his crypt. It was a good morning.
She turned over onto her left side to look at Spike who was still asleep. He looked so peaceful, so happy. She kissed his forehead and he opened his eyes and smiled.
"Hello, pet."
"Good morning. Did you sleep well?"
"Of course. Did you?"
"Yep. Once again Dawn's going to be worried about me. I'd better go on home. Or I could wait til dark and you could go with me. What do you think?"
"I rather like that idea, luv. Stay with me. Dawn's at school anyway, so it doesn't matter much when you go home. Besides, I'm rather comfortable where I am."
"Me, too. I don't ever want to move. Except maybe to..."
"To what?" Spike asked suggestively.
"I'll give you three guesses." She was teasing him. "But if you're wrong, I'll be forced to punish you."
"Hmm... punish me? Then I guess I'd better be right. Or maybe I should just let you punish me." Spike rolled off the bed and stood with chains in his hands. "Will these help?"
"That's a little too risque right now, don't you think? A bit too far. Maybe some other time. I mean, we've only been together for a day and I, well, I'm not ready for that." Buffy was shocked when she saw the chains. She couldn't believe she'd said she didn't want him like that yet. She did, but not the chains. At least not yet. She wanted to know how everything was going to go before she got into the dominance-submission thing. She knew it'd be fun with Spike.
"Oh... well, ok. That's find. So what do yo want to do?" He'd known it was too much. He just wanted to see her reaction. Just as he suspected, it was too much. She wasn't ready to be that close. He was. He knew he loved her, but she had said she "liked him alot." That didn't mean she loved him. He had said that he would let her set the pace. He sat down on the edge of the bed waiting for her to speak.
Buffy knew that she had hurt him. She would have to explain why she was reluctant. "Spike, it isn't that I don't want to. I just don't want to see how everything goes before we get in too deep, okay?"
"That's fine Buffy. I just want yo uto know that I love you, no matter what. I'm your's for as long as you'll have me. I hope you want this to last forever. I could give you forever if you want it. But let's not talk about that now. Come here. Let me hold you."
"You... you'd give me forever? I umm... I don't know about that. Let's work on now. We can worry about forever later."
"That's all I want, baby. That's all I'm going to say about it."
Buffy crawled over to him and laid her head in his lap. He ran his hands through her hair and sighed. She sat up and turned his head to her. She looked deep into his eyes. What she saw frightened her, but comforted her at the same time. His eyes were full of love and hope. For her.
She bent forward and kissed him softly. He ran the tip of his tongue along her bottom lip and she opened her mouth in response. The kiss deepened and she moaned into his mouth when he nibbled her lower lip. She nipped at his upper lip in return and it was his turn to moan. They fell back onto the bed with Spike on top of Buffy. He pressed her head into the mattress as he plundered her mouth.
At first his hands cradled her neck, but then they took on a life of their own. They strayed down her arms and found their way under her shirt. He pushed her shirt up and bared her tight stomach. He moved his lips down her jawline and kissed his way down to her bellybutton. He bit and licked her stomach until she writhed under his touch, then he stopped and rolled onto his back.
Buffy was in heaven. She didn't want him to stop. When he laid on his back, she took it as her cue to torture him for a while. She crawled on top of him and straddled his waist. She kissed him quickly on his mouth then moved her hands to his shirt. She pulled it up and over his head and threw it on the floor. She proceeded to kiss and bited his chest and stomach. Just as he had done to her, she stopped when he began to wiggle and moan. When she rolled off him, she rubbed him with her leg and knew that he was ready. But she'd already told him that she wasn't ready to go that far yet, so she rolled onto her side to face him.
"Why did you stop?" He was a bit frustrated with her.
"I told you I'm not ready to go any further. Please respect that. Trust that I will be ready eventually." Buffy was angry with herself. Why had she stopped? She wanted him very much. It was too late now. She couldn't take it back.
"I know. It's just frustrating. I'm sorry... Well, it's dark now. What say we go on to your house?"
"Might as well huh? Dawn will be home by now. You can patrol with me later, okay? Then maybe you can spend the night at my house for a change."
"Perfect." Spike was starting to look forward to staying with Buffy at her house, in her room, in her bed. 'Maybe we can get a bit further tonight.' he thought.
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Two chapters in one day! WooHOO!!!
