I'm sorry for making everyone wait ;~:
I got caught up with everything and i lost track.
So, here you go!
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I put my face in my hands, sobbing. I ruined everything. My life, Edward`s life, Kallie`s life. All of it. I was a monster. A monster who hurt people and didn`t know when to stop. I pushed my hair back with my hand now. Edward, Edward, Edward, Bella, and Kallie. It sounded perfect. I looked up, my eyes scanning the room for what I wanted to find- the telephone. I drew in a shaky, deep breath and strode across the room. My legs shook, my lip was being bit off, and my hands could barely stay in one place. I took the black phone in my hands, just toying with it. Should I call him back?
"Yes, Yes! Call him!" the angelic voice inside my head chanted.
"No, Bella, he`s going to leave you. Don`t fall for it!" the devil voice murmured in my ear. I shook my head, clearing the voice. My thumb-shaking- slowly made its way to the 7....and then the ring tone after hitting six more numbers. I blinked as the phone rang. MMMMMMMMM-MMMMMMM- the ring cut off.
"Bella?" his voice asked, a little worried. I sobbed. "Bella, what's wrong?" he asked again.
"C-...can you come back here?" I asked, my voice cracking. "Please," I added in a whisper with one quick exhale.
"On my way back." I could hear the smile in his voice. My heart pounded as I breathed into the phone.
"Thanks.." I whispered and then, a small knock on my door so soft I barely heard it. Hanging up the phone, I wiped the tears from my face. I practically ran to the front door, throwing it open and then I froze. In front of me was...was....Edward with flowers. He had it all. The bouquet of flowers, a small card planted into those flowers, and a small heart box with I guessed to be chocolate. Without hesitation, I threw my arms around him. While inhaling his perfect scent, I sobbed into his shoulder.
"Thank you, for coming back. Edward, I..I`m so sorry. I..I should trust you more." I hiccupped between sobs. He put his arms around me, pressing the flowers and chocolate into my back.
"I'll always come back to you, Bella. My Bella," I heard him whisper as he inhaled my own scent. I turned my head slightly, kissing his neck. I moved my lips all the way up, now stopping at his ear.
"I love you," I barely spoke into his sensitive ear. He hugged me tighter.
"I love you too. Forever." he whispered back with a chuckle. I unwillingly unwrapped my hands from around him, but they still held his free hand. I laughed, tears still streaking down my face. I blinked my eyes clear.
"We should get inside," I sniffed with a smirk. He nodded and smiled my crooked smile.
"First..for you." he held out he flowers. I took them, smiling widely.
"Oh, Edward. They're beautiful." I giggled, now leading him inside. I didn't hear him shut the door, but he did. I sat on the couch, pulling him down beside me. I leaned my head against his shoulder.
"What brought this all along?" he smiled, wrapping his arms around me. I shrugged.
"I..I realized again that I can`t live without you. I just got you back and," I took a deep breath. He pulled me along his lap, and I dropped the flowers and chocolate onto the floor.
"I know, I know. I feel the exact same way about you, love." he murmured, then suddenly, he was kissing me. I shifted my position, now kneeling onto his lap. He leaned, his back now pressing the back of the couch. I was leaning onto him, kissing him eagerly. My hands tied into his hair, and his hands slid down my stomach, and onto my waist. He pressed me against him, seeming as eager as I was. A small moan escaped my lips and we both tumbled to the side. My lips escaped his for breath, but his lips moved to my throat. He was hovering over me now, kissing his way from my throat to my jaw. I giggled.
"Mmm," he laughed softly, and I cupped his face with my hand. He looked at me, his eyes burning golden brown. His face came closer to mine, but I ended the space by leaning forward. His tongue traced my lower lip, and I almost smiled. His hands held my waist, but one of them moved up across my stomach. He traced the hollow of my neck, and then he started traced my neck softly with his fingertips. My own hands had minds themselves, for they lifted his shirt and traced the ice-cold plane of his chest. He was so muscular..so strong..and then I heard a voice that made us both gasp in shock.
"Mommy?" it called. I met Edward's face-which looked so embarrassed- and bit my lip. Slowly, I turned my head to see my sleepy daughter standing there. I moved my legs, which made Edward get out of his trance. He got up off of me, and I slid off the couch, running over to her.
"Kallie, what`s wrong?" I asked, as if it wasn`t obvious. I scooped her into my arms, and she rubbed her eye.
"What are you and daddy doing?" she blinked, now looking at Edward. I blushed, a deep red, while Edward`s forehead creased.
"What did you call me?" he asked softly.
"..oh. Ehward. I call you that, right? Sorry." she apologized, now hiding her own blush by putting her face into my shoulder. I bit my lip, looking at Edward. He smiled, and then stood to come over to us.
"Hi Kallie." he whispered, holding my hand and looking at our beautiful daughter. She turned, blinked, and then showed her full face.
"No, I don't." she answered suddenly, and I almost groaned. What was this? They had their own conversations. Not fair.
"Ahh, so, you don't mind?" he asked, reaching out his hands. She shook her head reaching out to grab his broad shoulders. He took her gently, and she hugged him. Her tiny arms fit around his neck, and his arms cradled her protectively. I blinked a tear out of my eye and smiled. Father and Daughter. He looked at me, raising an eyebrow.
"You two..look..adorable." I mouthed. He laughed now swaying side to side. I smiled, and folded my arms, leaning against the wall. He looked at Kallie then looked at me.
"She`s asleep." was all I heard before Edward was back, without Kallie. He was now locking me against the wall, his arms like cages beside me.
"What did you two talk about?" I asked, while raising my hand to touch his neck and trace down to his chest.
"I asked her how she felt about me, and I told her she could call me what she did." he leaned in to kiss the corner of my mouth. I blinked, inhaling deeply.
"Wow." was all I could get out. I turned my head, kissing him on the lips. He wrapped his arms around my waist.
"I never thought of myself as a father. A father of a little girl." he murmured against my skin. "But, I couldn`t ask for a better person to share her with, Bella Swan." he chuckled. I pulled his face back to mine, smiling as my hands twisted in his hair.
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Teehee(:
Now, I didnt follow the plot.
Bella
accepted him- I mean, who wouldnt?
So...yeah. ^^ More Victoria
coming soon.
Almost I hope you liked my "steamy" scene in here;
it was a random thing.
~Taylor
