Hey guys! Long time no update! Really sorry about that. I honestly don't have any real excuses so I am just going to leave you all with an apology and a new chapter in the point of view of both Alex and Tasha starting from when the strigoi attacked court. I love you all –Sammy
Chapter 7: Alex POV
Tasha is insane. I'm insane. And dumb. And an idiot. A fool. A dumbass. Not a guardian. The hardest truth to face? I was barely even a guardian anymore. Since I was four years old, I was raised in an academy to be a guardian, a man that's only duty is to protect Moroi against. Explain to me how the hell I was doing that now? Exactly. I'm not. Instead of doing my birth given duty, I am sleeping with a Moroi who was most certainly not my charge not to mention she is one of my best friends arch nemesis. I am a disgrace. A ginormous part of me wanted to smack myself upside the head but then another part of me… I'm not sure, the other part of me was just plain confused as hell.
When I heard that Tasha was pregnant with Dimitri's kid I was beyond pissed but I still am not sure why I was so mad at her and at him. I didn't even know Dimitri and it wasn't like me and Tasha really were involved. She was more like a fuck buddy than anything to be honest and I understand that that makes me sound like a huge prick but hey, it is what it is. When I found out about her pregnancy I went straight to her about it.
"Tasha can you please fucking explain to me why everyone at fucking court is talking about how you are pregnant with Dimitri Belikov's child?" I practically growled at her when I pulled her off to the side, near a far wall at the corner of Court.
She smacked me which was to be expected. "Listen you prick, first off: you don't get to be pissed off at me for sleeping with Dimka because me and you are not together. Me and you had sex ONCE and that DOES NOT mean that we are dating or anywhere close to it. And second: it's not even his baby. It's yours dumbass!" she yelled.
I remember being dumbstruck. I've always wanted a baby. Honestly I don't know if that risks some of my man cred of anything but I have always wanted to be father. Mason was the closest that I've ever come to being one. A baby of my own? My heart sped up and a smile appeared on my face just thinking about it.
The only problem about Tasha carrying my baby- strike that, there were tons of complications because of Tasha being pregnant with my child. One of the problems was one that I previously mentioned; Tasha is Rose's arch nemesis and Rose is like a little sister to me. Another one was that: Tasha ABSOLTULY REFUSED to admit to anyone other than me that the baby wasn't Dimitri's. She was leading everyone on to believe that Dimitri was the baby's father and I couldn't help but be pissed beyond belief.
It took a while before I actually had the nerve to talk to Tasha about how I didn't like keeping it from everyone and when I did talk to her, I didn't like the way she responded. After I bunch of random sentences in which that she was really just avoided the topic of conversation, we finally got to the point of her admitting to everyone who the real father of her child was. Even then, we only got out a few sentences before Tasha glanced behind me and told me that she just saw someone run away. That worried both of us. If someone found out about the baby before we actually had a chance to tell anyone about it then we could both be in deep shit. Instead of worrying like we both were tempted to do, she pulled me up into her empty apartment –empty because that Belikov jackass was spending the night with Rosie which I was pretty sure made Greg a little more than pissed considering that he was in the hospital- and she had her way with me all night long.
When I woke up in the morning, Tasha was drawing shapes on my bare chest while she rested her head on my shoulder. I glanced at her before I turned my head back to the side and closed my eyes again. I felt her lips rest against my ear and I felt myself grow hard despite my lack of sleep from our previous night. Not only did her lips cause my little member to grow but she only aided it when she smoothed her hand over the sheets where I was growing. Her words threw me way off.
The words that she uttered while she drew on my chest with her finger tips surprised the hell out of me and I was left with no words left inside of me.
"Let's turn Strigoi, then no one can keep us apart."
Tasha's POV
Dimitri was an idiot to think that he could make everything work between him and that whore of a girl. She was merely a little child whereas I am a fully developed woman who can give him much more pleasure than that little tramp could ever even begin to imagine. I was going to take him back and he was going to be mine no matter how I had to do it. If pretending that the baby in my womb was Dimitri's in order to keep him than so be it.
Alex had no right to be upset with me because I was telling everyone that my baby was Dimitri's. I mean sure, I was lying but it's not like me and Alex even had anything together. He was nothing more than a pawn in my game that happened to be really good in bed, and when I saY good in bed, I mean GOOD. IN. BED. Even better than Dimitri even though that only happened once due to his only weak moment of missing his "precious Roza".
Of course, being me, I'm smart so I figured out quickly that simply pretending that I would have Dimka's baby wasn't enough to make him stay especially after that Rose bitch ratted me out about the real father of my baby. This calls for drastic measures. I would do anything. When I say anything, I mean ANYTHING.
My sister and her husband turned strigoi once upon ago but they went about it all wrong. They actually were dumb enough to go back for their son, my nephew, Christian, and because they did that, they were murdered. Idiots. Disgraceful idiots. Those two had no idea what they were doing. I would. But never mind that, I would prove my smarts soon enough. All I had to do was convince Alex that it was a smart idea and a perfect game move. Honestly, I believed it wouldn't be that hard to force him to stray from his beliefs and his family and friends and to also make him believe that it was all of his own free will and thought.
"Good morning, baby." I muttered while I drew shapes on his chest. He was probably too tired to hear me seeing as we got really down to business last night… over and over and over again. He leaned his head away from me to rest it on his other shoulder since I was currently occupying his other one.
Knowing that I only had a little bit of time before he was completely asleep again and when he woke up then he would be too awake to really think about what I was going to tell him. I tilted my head up so that my lips were brushing against his ear. I saw his pants straining against his little situation growing under the covers. I brushed my hand against his little buddy through the covers causing him to take repetitive deep breathes to calm himself down.
"Let's turn strigoi, that way no one can keep us apart." I muttered. Alex's head turned towards me and his eyes burst open.
(It might get a little graphic here)
Fearing that he would be way too awake and he would understand the consequences of what I had said, I moved my hand slowly under the covers and I gripped him in my hand, slowly moving my hand up and down his long length. I watched as his eyes slowly started to close as his breathing deepened.
I whispered into his ear as I gently started to speed up as I stroked him, "Come on baby, it would be amazing. Just us… together… forever." I sped up and he groaned. "You and I can raise this baby together because I know that you've always wanted a baby." I crawled up under the covers to take him into my mouth and move him in and out. As soon as his breathing started to get extremely deep and I knew he was almost ready to explode, I took him out of my mouth and went up to his face again while I continued to stroke him with my hand. "How's that sound baby?" I whispered, "Do you want to turn with me?"
As soon as the words left my mouth, he let lose all over the covers. As soon as he calmed down enough to breathe semi-normally he turned to me, kissed me hard on the mouth and let his tongue explore before he pulled away from me, looked me right in the eye, and said, "Yes baby. Yes I do." He closed his eyes and relaxed against the bed while I made myself comfortable against his warm body.
Watch out Dimka, I'm coming to get you. I thought to myself and smiled before I fell asleep in my pawns arms.
Whooaaaaaaa…. TASHA SEDUCED ALEX. Does anyone else feel really bad for Alex? I mean the guy just wants a family of his own and he got stuck with a crazy bitch?! Let me know what you guys think about this chapter. I love you all sooo sooo much and I really appreciate all of your wonderful reviews. I wont be updating again until I get 10 more reviews. Have a wonderful day/night -Sammy
