I'm so sorry for not updating for such a long time! School's a bitch! But I finally found the time to write a new chapter to this story. Please notice that the rating has changed to M. Thanks to all of you who have reviewed so far, I really appreciate it! I hope you like the new chapter and let me know what you think!


9. Point Of No Return

Rory could hear a voice screaming in her head, but she wasn't exactly sure whose voice it was. At first she assumed it to be her mother's, but then it sounded more like Steph and in the end she wasn't even sure anymore if it was anybody else's voice. Maybe it was just the voice of her own bad conscience. But she wasn't listening to it anyway.

Finn didn't think about his own actions at all. All that mattered to him was that he was finally there, in Rory's arms, kissing her passionately. All that mattered was the feeling her presence created inside of him. He deepened the kiss and explored her mouth with his tongue.

This caused Rory to moan. The passion of this kiss was almost too much for her. But she didn't stop. It hadn't been a lie when she had told Finn she needed him. She needed him desperately.

Finn couldn't remember that he had ever wanted a girl so badly as he wanted Rory in this very moment. But just as he moved his hands to the zipper of her dress an image of Logan flashed up in his mind. All of a sudden he broke away from Rory and stepped back.

"Oh my gosh! What have I done? I shouldn't have done that! I'm so sorry, love." he mumbled, unable to look at Rory. In fact, he felt unable to look at anyone in this moment. How could he ever been able to look into someone's eyes after what he had done?

Rory knew that it would be the best to stay away from Finn, to stay where she was and talk things over with him. This was the only way of keeping the possibility to return to normality one day.

But somehow her feet seemed to have a will on their own. She approached Finn and as she stood directly in front of him she forced him to look into her eyes. "Don't you think we have already passed the point of no return?" she whispered and kissed him softly.

Finn kissed her back but the thought of Logan didn't go away. But he knew that she was right in some way. They had already crossed the invisible line between friendship and a forbidden affair. Nothing could be done to change that. So he pulled her closer and kissed her with more intensity even though he knew that going further would only make things worse.

Her hands wandered up his arms and pushed his jacket off his shoulders while she lost herself in his kiss. When she started unbuttoning his dark blue shirt he took her hands to stop her and broke away from her lips to look into her eyes. "Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked, his voice not more than a whisper.

"No." Rory whispered back honestly. But nevertheless she pulled him back to her and went on kissing him. Of course she wasn't sure, she would never be sure about cheating on Logan. And she knew that, come morning, she would probably regret it.

Finn knew exactly how she felt. He wasn't sure about what they were about to do as well. But as well as for her that feeling couldn't stop him. None of them was still thinking, their minds were already clouded with the need to be close to each other, clouded with lust and passion.

Finn returned and pulled her towards the bed. Rory finished unbuttoning his shirt and pushed it of his shoulders. And she really loved what she discovered. Finn surely didn't have to hide his body!

As they arrived at the bed Finn finally opened her dress and it fell to the floor, revealing Rory's black bra and panties. Rory blushed as Finn looked up and down her body. "You look absolutely gorgeous!" Finn assured her as he noticed.

Rory still wasn't used to be almost naked in front of a guy. She felt comfortable with being naked with Logan but with another guy the rather shy Rory returned. Especially because she didn't know Finn that well as she had known the only two guys she had ever had sex with. Dean had been her first boyfriend, she had known him really well and with Logan she had taken her time until their first time.

But finally she overcame her shyness. "You don't have to hide either." she answered to release the tension that had built between them. It worked, Finn chuckled and winked at her.

After another passionate kiss Rory opened his pants and pulled them down his legs so he stood in front of her in nothing but his boxers. And she couldn't believe what she saw. Finn really wore boxers with Homer Simpson on them. "The Simpsons?" she asked before she broke out in laughter.

"Hey, don't you ever mock the Simpsons in my presence!" Finn told her in a fake warning voice that only caused Rory to laugh even more. "I guess I have to find a way to shut you up." With that Finn crashed his lips into hers.

Rory forgot the Simpsons boxers immediately and pulled him onto her bed with her. She could feel his arousal against her stomach and felt herself getting wet even more. She really needed him now!

She fumbled at his boxers and pushed them down. Finn smiled at her impatience and took his time. He opened her bra and kissed her neck and finally her breasts, which caused her to moan every once in a while, and his right hand wandered down to her center, stroking her through the wet cloth of her panties.

As much as Rory enjoyed the feeling of his hands and mouth everywhere on her body she soon couldn't stand it any longer. He was only teasing her by moving on slow and she knew it. "That … is not … fair." she managed to get out between hard breaths.

He stopped kissing her breast and looked up at her with a smirk. "What?" he asked innocently. "You … teasing me." she answered him.

He never broke eye contact with her while he took off her panties and caressed her clit with his thumb. "Tell me what you want, Ror." he asked her in a husky voice.

"I need you … inside!" Rory answered and arched her back towards him. In his eyes she could see the lust and she knew he wanted the same. He really wanted to be inside her but he wasn't done teasing her yet. He wanted it to be good for her, not just a quickie.

He parted her folds and slowly entered her with one finger, but he didn't move inside of her. She thrust her hips against his hand to make him move, but he pulled out of her again. "Finn!" she got out angrily, but she enjoyed the feeling way too much to be truly angry.

He thrust two fingers back inside of her and started to pump in and out. "Better?" he whispered but the only answer he got was a moan. Rorys breaths became ore ecstatic and Finn knew she was close. "Let go, Ror, let go." he whispered and thrust even harder.

Rory couldn't hold it anymore and gave in to her orgasm. When her breathing returned to normal Finn placed himself on top of her. Rory could feel his cock at her entrance and she wanted nothing more than to feel him inside of her finally. "I need you now!" she whispered at him.

Finn saw the lust in her blue eyes and gave her one more passionate kiss. Then he entered her slowly, amazed how tight she was. When he had entered her completely he looked into her eyes to see if she was okay, then he thrust hard inside of her. They found their rhythm and soon both of them were close to the edge.

"Cum for me, Ror." Finn whispered huskily. "With you!" Rory breathed out but after one more thrust she couldn't hold on any longer. As her walls contracted around him Finn came just seconds after her and they rode out their orgasms.

After their breathing returned to normal Finn wanted to get up and leave, but Rory held him back. "Stay with me tonight." she whispered.

Finn nodded, laid down next to her and covered them with the sheets. "Good Night, love." he whispered and pulled her to him. He drifted off to sleep almost immediately, but Rory couldn't even close her eyes.

After the passion and lust had disappeared nothing was left but a bad conscience. She had really cheated on Logan. And not just with anyone, no, with one of his best friends. But what made her feel bad wasn't the kiss in Vegas or the making out at Steph's birthday, not even having sex with him in Logan's apartment. What made her feel bad was the current situation she was in: drifting off to sleep in another guys arms.

That was even more intimate than anything else, that was something that wasn't part of an affair, no, that was something that belonged into a relationship. And exactly that was what made Rory feel bad. Because she had never seen that clearly that Finn wasn't the one she had needed. What she had needed was being close to Logan. She didn't want a relationship with Finn, she wanted to be with Logan.

A lonely tear left her eye and dropped down on her pillow. Now she finally realized that she had only missed the feeling of being loved and wanted and had tried to find it anywhere. But she had forgotten to factor in the most important thing: What made that feeling special was the person it was associated with. And that wasn't the guy in whose arms she was lying in this very moment.


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