So I said I was going to talk more about the adoption now and I did, a little... Now I actually have to warn, because it got a little sexy... I don't think you will mind, but this one contains some sex, so enjoy^^

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I had been on edge for days. The worst part was that my father had actually redialed the number and had called several times already. I hadn't picked up, knowing it was him, but Deidara hadn't realized this one time. He had picked up with his cheery greeting that everyone falls in love with and then got screamed at for no apparent reason. Of course I couldn't let that happen to my blonde. No one would scream at him. So thankfully I was home and could rip the phone out of Deidara's stunned hands. His blue eyes were widened and his body had stiffened completely. I felt so bad for him, knowing exactly what kind of things my father had said to him.

My father kept ranting, not even realizing I was now on the phone. But he did know when I started talking. I didn't raise my voice like he had done. There was no point to it. I told him that if he ever spoke to Deidara again, the whole family would never hear anything about our baby. Right when I said it I knew I made a mistake. I never wanted him to know that Deidara and I were adopting a baby, but it just slipped and it was the perfect threat. He valued offspring so much. They needed an heir to the Uchiha throne. Of course father was still hoping that Sasuke would find a woman, but we all know that it will never happen.

He actually fell silent as soon as the words had reached him. It shocked me that he had nothing to say. No smart comeback, no screams aimed at me. He was just completely silent. Since he didn't have anything further to say, I decided to hang up the phone. I didn't want to speak to him in the first place.

First I needed to focus on Deidara. He was still staring into oblivion, those beautiful blue eyes way too wide. It was always hard to snap him out of situations like this. Sometimes he was just so sensitive and we had just gone through a rough patch. I was glad we were doing better now.

Between all the phone calls from my father, we also received another call. Something that had lifted a weight of our shoulders. We were still the chosen couple for the blond baby girl and they wanted to make an appointment to stop by and check our apartment. When I hang up after making the appointment, Deidara flung himself at me and we tumbled to the floor. Tears of joy streaked his pretty face and I couldn't remember a happier time than that. We were finally moving forward again.

But now Deidara was falling apart and I was starting to wonder if I actually knew what my father had said to him. Usually it was something along the line of gays being horrible and that he should be ashamed of himself, but never got Deidara down. He was stronger than that.

My hand goes to his cheek and I left his head up so he looks me in the eye. Tearstains or on his cheeks again, but these aren't out of joy. He is looking at me, but he doesn't see me. I wipe his blond bangs out of his face and I see him reacting a little now, his face turning towards my touch. I don't know how to make this better, but I know I have to and I have to do it fast. Deidara can't be depressed too long. It's something I just don't want to see. I will start blaming myself for this and maybe I should be blaming myself for this. Hadn't I tried calling my mother, than none of this would've happened. See, it's already starting.

His bottom lip shakes a bit and my black eyes snap down to see it move. That pink luscious lip shakes again and then teeth gnaw at it, trying to keep the soft sobs in. I can't stop staring at those lips and how they are teased with those pearly white teeth. I lift Deidara's head a little further up and lean down. My lips softly touch his and I hear him suck in air, shocked at the sudden touch. I understand it wasn't what he was expecting, but I just couldn't hold it in. I kiss him again, tasting salty tears on his lips. It takes him a while before he responds, but he realizes I'm not stopping.

Slowly those plump lips start moving against mine and a shiver runs down my spine. I suddenly realize that we hadn't touched each other like this in a very long time. The mood was just not there ever since Sasuke had moved out again. And just looking at Deidara could turn me on.

My tongue slips out, forcing its way into Deidara's mouth. He always tastes so sweet and I can't help but sweep my tongue through his mouth to taste it more. My hand goes around him and grabs his ass tightly. He knows what I want now and he isn't complaining as far as I can tell. He actually pushes his hips forward, them colliding with mine. He feels something hard pressing against his leg, but I also feel something hard pressing against mine. I'm not the only one who's missing some attention.

I break the kiss, my half lidded eyes looking down on him now. Slowly he opens his blue ones, blinking a few times to actually see something. He hums softly, asking why I stopped. I don't answer him, just simply let him walk backwards through the little hallway connected to our living room. I open the first door we reach and guide him inside. He blinks in surprise when he realizes where we are, a question mark obviously present in the blue eyes. Again I don't respond. I take my own shirt off and he moans softly when he sees my pale bare chest. Quickly he takes off his own shirt as well and immediately starts taking off his jeans. So inpatient, but I don't mind at all. I follow suit and turn on the water.

Yes, we are in the bathroom.

Deidara grabs my hand and pulls me into the shower stall, actually slamming me against the cold tiles adorning the wall. I groan, a little out of pain, but more because I'm so excited about what's going to happen. Deidara never really takes the lead, but when he does, I'm always in for a surprise. A tanned hand tightly grabs my erection and I groan again. He was moving fast… I don't really mind that at all.

The luscious lips latch on to my neck and suck hard, marking me. I don't mind that as well. But the hand now starts moving in a rough pace and if Deidara keeps this up, I'll be done within minutes. Surely that wasn't what he was going for. But damn does that hand feel good wrapped around my cock. I groan again and bite my lip the same way Deidara had done before.

Deidara leans his body against mine, his hand now wrapped around both our erections. I feel the tight knot ebbing away, glad he chose not to make me come already. I wanted to do so much more. He lays his head against my shoulder, the plump lips close to my ear. 'Prep me. I want to feel you,' he whispers and I groan again, my hips bucking forward. I can already feel the tight walls around my hardened length.

My fingers are wet due to the water beam, so I just get them between those full ass cheeks, my finger teasingly sliding over the puckered hole. Deidara shivers and gives my cock another hard jerk. It shocks me so much that I press the finger in without warning and I can hear the blonde hiss a bit in pain. It had been so long that he actually got tighter again. This pleases me, but I know I have to be careful.

Deidara grabs a hand full of my hair and gives it a harsh yank. 'Hurry up. I want you to fuck me,' he hisses. So maybe not so careful after all. Quickly I slip the second finger and the third after a few minutes as well. Deidara is nowhere near being prepped right, but it's actually the blonde who rips out my fingers. I really have no say in this today, but when Deidara throws of all our shower supplies off a little edge and pushes me on it, I'm not complaining.

My breathing is coming out in rushed huffs, anticipating what Deidara has planned. The blue eyes are staring at my erection and a pink tongue slips out to lick the luscious lips. Then he turns around and it seems he's just going to leave me alone in the shower. But that's not what he does. He slowly backs up, grabbing my cock and lining it up with his barely prepped hole. He sits down slowly in my lap, my cock sliding into him. His head is thrown back and hearing the moan, he's ignoring the pain as much as possible. My hands grab his hips, my fingers digging into the tanned skin. I groan loudly, the tight walls becoming too much for me. This just feels so good.

Deidara doesn't move for a few minutes, trying to catch his breath. I knew it would hurt and just when I was about to comment on it, he lifts himself off my lap and slams himself back down. I don't even have time to respond to that, because the blonde is already back up in the air. He immediately picks up a fast pace. I can't see his face now that his back is towards me, but I know the lips are opened so moans can roll out as much as he likes.

'Grab my cock,' he suddenly demands, sounding a bit breathless. It then hits me that he's doing this only to please himself. I frown at first, but slowly a smirk finds my face. Well, I don't mind he wants to be pleased first, because this means I can take advantage of him right after this.

My pale hand wraps around Deidara's erection, giving it an experimental pull. He moans, pushing himself down on my cock hard. This was a good thing then. My thumb slides over the head of his cock, using his precum to make my hand move easier. My free hand then goes up to his head and I lay it on his forehead. When he feels it, he immediately responds by lying his head down on my shoulder. I keep him there with my hand and I start kissing and sucking on his neck, marking him more than he did to me.

The walls now start to tighten and his thrusts become more erratic. The moans still fall of his lips, but he mixes in some screams now. I pray the neighbors won't start complaining about it. His whole body suddenly starts to shiver and he comes all over my hand. Even after I made sure he had nothing left inside of him, his body kept shivering, showing off how intense the orgasm had been. It had been such a long time of course.

He holds completely still at first, not wanting to move out of my lap at all. But I'm not done yet and I still want to take advantage of him. I stand up, making him move along, but I make sure I don't slip out of him by grabbing his hips. I make him lean forward, his hands placed against the opposite wall. He doesn't complain and he doesn't comment, knowing this was going to happen. I pull out and thrust back in roughly, a loud groan slipping off my lips now.

The whole day we fill with sex after that, not wanting to think about all the crappy stuff that had happened. We get out of the shower and into the living room and from the living room we move to the kitchen. At some point I have no idea what I am doing anymore, just that I am enjoying Deidara to the fullest. We use each other's body to forget and we use each other's love to remember.

Characters © Masashi Kishimoto

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