AN: Sorry I didn't update in a while I just couldn't find time so here is the chapter.
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And every song reminds me
Of what used to be
That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
So Sick by Ne-Yo
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-Jade POV-
I slowly followed the Cullen's back into their house with the white box in my hand. When I got in there the geishered for me to sit down. So I did setting the box down next to me.
"Ok just tell us her story and is that really Bella or not" Edward asked me. And just to say he sounded pretty angry.
"Yes that is Bella and I guess I should start the story form the last time Edward saw her" I said pausing "Does that sound good"
I heard a bunch of ya's and what not so I started the story.
"Well as you all know 'he' left her in the wood. After that she ran though them for a while until she fell to the ground crying. She was there for who knows how long until Sam Uley found her only because he was a wolf.
Then, she kinda just was like a zombie for a while. Then she started to hand out with Jacob Black from La Push, that is until hr imprinted on some girl named Kaity. She had lost most of her friends by then and just decided to go Goth, or emo, or whatever the hell it is.
It was probably the worst time of her life. From what she told me her father threatened to send her to her moms and she threw a tantrum. About a few months later people just ignored her and she couldn't take it anymore. So she decided to commit suicide. She even has a note." I said as I pulled the note out of the box.
-Alice POV-
"About a few months later people just ignored her and she couldn't take it anymore. So she decided to commit suicide. She even has a note." Jade said as she pulled out the note and passed it around. I could not believe that Bella had been suicidal that is just scary.
After Rose and Emmett read the note it was finally my turn to read it.
To who it may concern,
If you are reading this, I am probably dead.
I have the worst life since Edward left and the only way I can go on without being in pain every waking moment of my life. Every time I sleep I have nightmares and I cant take it anymore. This has nothing to do with other people it has to do with me. I cant take life in this world and soon I will be in the next. I want everyone to be happy even if you miss me but there isn't much to miss. I am just a plain small town girl who took her life to take the pain away.
Please forgive me for what I am doing for I am doing what think is right.
Love to all,
Isabella Marie Swan
How could Bella do that. I am actually kind of thankful Victoria changed her or else she would have just taken her life right there and then.
"Edward" I said in a very sad voice "I cant let you read this until everyone leave it will be better for all of us"
"Why cant I read it right now" he questioned me.
"Because I said so now let Jade finish the story." I yelled at him (I'm sorry that line was kind of corny but I just had to put it in there)
"Well" she said "Uh… Bella went into the woods to go find the meadow. She brought with her a knife and the note, that was were she was going to commit her suicide. But of course she didn't succeed. When she got to the meadow Victoria found her. Bella practically begged Victoria to kill her but instead she changed her. But it really wasn't the best decision"
"Why?" I asked curiously
"I'll get to that" she said "But fist I have to tell you something that you really don't have to know but it might lighten the mood in here.
"OK well after about three months they went back to Forks since Bella, not Victoria had some unfinished business. It involved Mike Newton, Jessica Stanley, and Lauren Mallory. Since she had very good self control for a newborn I think it involved some dead animals, honey, and feather." she said sounding very board.
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AN: Sorry about cutting it short but it is like midnight so I will try to get a chapter out later today (preferably when it is light out and I don't go outside because I am not a big fan of cold weather in Washington)
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-Julia & Max
