~The next day in the cafeteria~
Sonny's POV
Tawni, Nico, Grady, and Zora were all talking among themselves. I couldn't stop thinking about what happen yesterday. Should I tell Chad how I feel? What if he doesn't like me anymore? What if we get back together and we break up again? I just don't want to get hurt anymore. I sigh. What am I going to do?
"Sonny are you okay"? Zora asked.
I snap out of my thoughts. "Huh? Oh yeah. I'm fine."
"You sure, you haven't ate anything?" Grady asked.
"Oh... I guess I'm not hungry. I'll see you guys later when the show starts." I said as I got up.
When I turn around I bump into someone. "Oh sorry I-"
I than realize it was Chad on who I bump into.
"Hey Sonny-"
I cut him off. "I-I'm sorry, I have to go."
I quickly left the cafeteria and went to my dressing room. Ever since what happen yesterday, I'm too nervous to talk about our kiss.
"Sonny I need to talk to you."
Oh great. I turn around to face Chad.
"Chad, what are you doing here?" I asked.
"Why have you been ignoring me lately?"
"I-I don't know what you're talking about." I reply nervously.
"Really? Well let's see ever since what happen yesterday, you been ignoring me and whenever I try to talk to you, you keep walking away."
I sigh. "Chad I.. I don't want to talk about this." I said as I was about to leave but then he grab my arm and spun me to face him.
"Sonny we need to talk about what happen."
"No we don't," I stated, "it was just a heat of the moment that's all."
"Why are you always doing this Sonny." he said angrily.
I looked at him confused. "Doing what?"
"You keep giving me mix singles. I mean first it seems that you still like me but than other times you want nothing to do with me. I still have feelings for you Sonny. In fact, I'm in love with you."
I froze. He still likes me? Wait.. he loves me?
"But you keep hurting me because you just want to be friends and you don't want to give me another chance. I know I made a mistake by ordering that recount and I hate myself for making that stupid mistake."
I didn't say anything since I'm still shock for what he just said.
He sighs. "Look you may night forgive me for what I did, but my feelings for you are never going to change. I'm always going to love you no matter what and you might have moved on and you just want us to be just friends but I am never going to give up on you."
I look at him uneasy.
"I'll just wait for you than." he said quietly and then left.
I sigh as I sat on Tawni's sofa. I had a few tears falling from my eyes. I can't believe Chad just said he loves me. What am I going to do? My cell phone started to ring.
"Hello?" I said glumly.
"Hi honey, are you okay?" my mom asked.
"Yes... No.. I don't know," I started simply. "I don't know what to do, Chad just told me he still has feelings for me and he said he loves me."
"Aw really, well what did you say."
"I didn't say anything." I reply.
"What why!"
"I don't know. I mean I do miss all the times we had together," I explain, "but what if we get back together and then fight again, I'm just scare of getting hurt again."
"You shouldn't be scare and I should of told you this a long time ago, but a lot of times in relationships, couples will fight or disagree on something, but if two people are really in love and care about each other, than it doesn't matter if they disagree on something or if one of them makes a mistake, that's how life is."
I smile a little. "I guess you're right, thanks mom."
"You're welcome; well I have to go, your grandma needs something."
"Okay bye mom."
"Bye sweetie." she said as she hangs up.
I started thinking of all the times Chad and I had.
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"Do they Sonny? Do they really, cause sometimes I heard you get to have that perfect dance with that one special someone. Guess you're going to have to settle for me."
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"I want you to know that I want to be seen with you anywhere, anytime; no matter how goofy you're big brown eyes make me."
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"Oh my gosh, you flew all the way to Wisconsin, and fell out of the sky, just so you can apologize. Nobody has ever done that for me. How can I not forgive you?"
"I miss you short shack."
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"You know my million fans use to be important to me, but now I only care about one."
"Ha! Wait which one?"
"You."
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"Don't listen to what he said because you are not getting fat. You are perfect just the way you are, and he is a jerk for what he did to you and you are an amazing, sweet, caring person and you don't deserve for what he did to you."
"Thanks Chad."
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"Look you may night forgive me for what I did, but my feelings for you are never going to change. I'm always going to love you no matter what and you might have moved on and you just want us to be just friends but I am never going to give up on you."
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I smile weakly. I quickly left my dressing room and went straight to Chad's dressing. I took a deep breath as I knock the door. Within seconds the door open.
"Sonny? What are you doing here?" he question.
"I'm Sorry." I stated quickly
He gave me a confuse look.
"I'm sorry for not giving you another chance. I'm sorry for pushing you away. I was just scare but the truth is I still have feelings for you and I love you too, and-hmm"
My eyes wide, when I felt his soft lips on top of mine. I close my eyes and kiss him back. I put my arms around him and he started to pull me close. We pull away slowly, but our arms were still around each other's.
"Do you have any idea on how long I waited for you to say that?"
I gave him a weak smile.
He smiles back. "So are we started over?"
"Yeah." I reply softly.
He smiles brightly. "Good."
I giggle. "Good"
"Fine."
"Fi-
He shut me up by kissing me again.
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