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Eren
What did I do wrong? Why did he tell me to get out? I'm so confused and an emotional mess. I can't comprehend what just happened.
My ass is very sore and I'm wobbling as I enter the elevator. I can barely stand on my feet. I'm so exhausted.
I press button leading to the lobby and collapse when the elevator doors close behind me. I just want to go home. This was all a big mistake that I just want to forget about as soon as possible.
I curl up into a ball and lean against the cold walls of the elevator. I've never felt so alone and abandoned before. Tears stain my cheeks. I sniff and hide my face in my hands.
What a night. It's the first time I've been drunk and I've also lost my virginity to a guy that can never love me back. My ass is hurting and I'm a sobbing catastrophe. No wonder he kicked me out.
Ding!
At this point, I'm too tired to move and I simply watch as the elevator door closes and starts moving again.
Floor 30, 34, 35…. 47… 50… The elevator keeps going until it reaches floor number 70.
Panic spreads in my body. I wrap my arms around my legs and hide my face in my jeans. Who's using the elevator at this hour?
There're only two other apartments besides Levi's so chances are that it's him. But why, what's he doing? Please don't let him see me like this. I'm a mess… not worthy of him.
Ding!
The elevator doors open and I'm paralyzed by fear. I can make out the sound of a sigh but I'm too scared to look up and greet the person standing in front of me.
"Eren." He says in a soothing voice as he leans down to me.
I look up from behind my legs with teary eyes. Why? Why is he here? Didn't he want me to leave already? I don't understand.
Those mesmerizing grey eyes look me over as he cups my cheeks. There's something behind his cold and distant gaze something I can't pinpoint. It makes my heart flutter.
He sends me a reassuring smile as he pull me into a tight hug. Why is he acting like this all of a sudden. I was sure he hated me after what I did… What did I even do?
"Hold onto me." He whispers in my ear.
I wrap my arms around his neck as he lifts me up and carries me back into his apartment. I softly sniff and cry into the crook of his neck, soaking his shirt. He doesn't seem to care about that.
He carries me all the way into a bedroom, which by the looks of it, looks like the master bedroom.
Gently he puts me down on the bed and I dry my eyes with my sleeve. My head is pounding and everything is hurting. There's a slight sting in my heart.
Levi sits down next to me and wraps his arms around me. I lean on his chest as we fall back on our backs.
"Eren?" He says with a soft voice.
I'm too tired to respond so I only manage a nod.
"I'm sorry for treating you like that." He says.
I tilt my head slightly as I look up and catch his gaze on me.
"It's okay, Levi. I'm sorry that I upset you. That was never my intention… I-I don't know what made you so upset though."
He seems to process my reply. I can't help but admire him. The way he averts my eyes and looks consumed in thought makes him look a bit cute.
"Eren, was that your first time?" He turn his attention back to me and glares.
My cheeks turn red and I hide my flustered face in his white shirt (he must've dressed after I left.)
That seems to light a fire under him.
He pops up on his elbow and look down on me. His face is only a few inches from mine. Confusion is written across his face and is that… sorrow? Why is he sad? Did I upset him again?
"Eren… Why didn't you tell me?" He pouts a bit with an ice-cold gaze.
"I-I didn't want to scare you off… I guess, I really wanted to do it with you and I-I was afraid that you wouldn't do it if you knew." I say timidly and avert his eyes.
He looks surprised.
"So I was your first? Eren, you should've told me. I would've been more careful."
"I'm sorr..." A peck on the lips stops me from continuing.
Did he just kiss me? But wasn't it him that didn't want kisses in the first place.
"W-Why?" I manage to say.
"I'm making an exception." He shrugs and rolls his eyes.
A smile pulls at the corners of my lips. I feel special. Levi Ackerman made an exception for me? It makes me so happy. I chuckle lightly as he lies back down on his back and pulls me onto his chest.
"Don't overthink it, brat." He sighs. "And don't you dare droll on me."
He hums softly and gently strokes my back letting his hands run up and down in a caring way.
Sleep slowly starts to consume me while I listen to his heartbeat under my ear.
That seems to remind me of something… something… important…
Levi
I don't know what's going on with me or why I'm acting so unpredictably. When the brat left the apartment, something clicked in the back of my mind and I knew that the last thing I wanted was to let him go.
The hurt look on his face after I told him to leave made my heart stop. I feel like shit for hurting him like that even more because I was acting so carelessly when we had sex. God if I'd known he was a virgin I'd never have been so rough.
I wonder if I was his first kiss as well… The first one to strip him of his innocence. The thought of someone kissing him or even touching him makes my heart ache. I've never felt this way before. What is this feeling? Love? No fucking way, I just met the brat. But… I'd be lying if I said that I didn't feel somewhat attached to the boy.
Ever since I laid my eyes on him at the concert, I've wanted to meet him and here he is sleeping in my grasp after having a rough round of hot sex.
When he wakes up I'll make it up to him. I'm not intending on letting him go anytime soon. I was lucky that he hadn't already left the hotel when I finally pulled myself together enough to chase after him.
Shit I really am an asshole. I treated him horribly. I can't even begin to explain just how bad I feel for him. Eren didn't do anything wrong, he simply acted on impulse. I've hurt him both mentally and physically.
I gently push Eren onto his side and wrap my arms around him.
Shit he's going to be so sore tomorrow. I can't even comprehend how much it must've hurt. His first time having sex and I took him raw, not even preparing him properly.
I kiss his shoulders and pull him close.
"Mhm.. L-Levi…" The brat mumbles.
Is he sleep talking? He's so adorably innocent… So pure and clean. Where's he been all my life?
I chuckle and kiss his neck.
One way or another, I'll make it up to him…
I wake up to find myself with Eren in my arms. There's barely any light in the room. I wonder what time it is?
My phone is in my pants' pocket and I haul it out to look at the time. 7:10 AM. Oh well, it's too late to fall back asleep now. I sigh and put my phone on the nightstand.
Gently I let go of Eren and sit up, careful not to wake him up.
He moves slightly at the lack of contact as I get out of bed. I stretch my back and make my way out of the room. At the doorway, I stop and turn my head back to look at the brat. I admire him. Even though I treated him like shit, he still ended up in MY bed. In my bedroom nonetheless. Not in one of the guest bedrooms, but in here… where he belongs…
I leave the bedroom and head towards the kitchen. Eren probably wants something to eat when he wakes up. As I'm about to enter the kitchen I notice a little device on the floor. Is that his phone?
I pick up what supposedly is Eren's cellphone. The screen is brightly lit by a ton of messages. Most of them are just missed calls probably from his friends. The most recent was just 2 minutes ago. I wonder if I should call them to let them know that he's alright. Without giving it much thought, I slide right on his phone to unlock it, but it goes straight to his wallpaper. That shitty brat doesn't even have a lock on his phone.
I snicker. Well that makes it easier for me to give him my phone number then. I'm about to call my phone but I remember that it's in my bedroom right next to Eren, and I don't want to risk waking him up. Instead, I send a quick message.
Immediately after I've sent the message the screen goes black for a second but lights up shortly after as there's an incoming call. I slide right and answer the call.
"Yes?"
The line is silent for a moment.
"Who is this?" A timid voice asks.
Oh yeah I forgot to introduce myself.
"Levi speaking… Are you one of Eren's friends from yesterday?"
Yet again the other person is silent.
"Wait.. Levi as in Levi Ackerman? And yes I'm Eren's best friend, Armin."
"Yes who else would it be?" I retort.
"Uhm… can I maybe talk to Eren?" Armin says timidly.
"No. He's asleep right now but you can when he wakes up."
"What? Is he at your place? Is he okay? I was worried sick since I haven't heard from him… Oh lord Mikasa is going to kill me when she finds out..."
"Who's Mikasa?" I ask.
"Eren's sister… Anyways please let him know that I called. I need to talk to him as soon as possible."
"Sure! I'll tell him."
"Oh and by the way if he's having any troubles breathing or cold sweating, you need to bring him to the hospital immediately, okay?"
Wait, what? Why would he be have to go to the hospital just because of breathing difficulties?
"Alright." I answer after having been silent for a few seconds.
He hangs up.
Armin's words seems to have paralyzed me. I furrow my brows. Why would the brat need to go to the hospital? Is he not well?
I'll have to ask him about it when he wakes up but for now I need to focus on making him some breakfast.
Eren
When I wake up I find myself in an unfamiliar room with a ache pounding in my head.
I roll onto my back and glare at the ceiling. Where am I?
The memories from last night start coming back to me. I had sex with Levi. My eyes widen. I'm in Levi's bed!
My lips part and I smile widely. Apparently dreams do come true.
I sit up but an excessive pain runs through my spine and I twitch. Fuck it hurts! I've never felt such an abnormal pain before.
Slowly I place my feet on the ground and push myself onto my feet. Good! At least I can stand.
I start 'walking' towards the bedroom door. Wasn't it open last night when I fell asleep? And where's Levi?
A little part of me is hurt that he wasn't there when I woke up. Waking up next to him is definitely something I want to cross off my bucket list. That and go on a date with him. I know that'll never happen in a million years. He said it himself yesterday… or something in that direction… I think… Most of last night is a blur. Armin, Jean and I went to the concert. Jean and I had a little too much to drink… It hit me... Shit I have to call them and let them know that I'm okay. Armin must be scared to death at this point. I would be too if my friend with a dysfunctional heart was intoxicated and suddenly disappeared… That brings me to another question, where the hell is my monitor? I need to find it.
I sling to the wall as I open the door and make my way to the living room. Shit, shit, shit this is bad. I remember taking it off… in the bathroom… What if Levi finds it? I don't want him to find out.
"Oi brat, you're up?"
As soon as I enter the living room I notice the tray with food on the coffee table by the couch. Levi motioning for me to come sit down.
I let go of the wall and slowly wobble to the couch. He looks at me with a worried expression as I sit down.
"Does it hurt?" He asks.
"Y-Yeah." I nod.
Levi sighs and lets his arm rest to the cushions behind me.
"I thought you might be hungry... so I made you something to eat."
On the tray there're miniature pancakes, blueberries, strawberries, raspberries, a few slices of banana and a glass of juice. It looks yummy. Levi must be one hell of a cook by the looks of it. I dig in using the knife and fork, which were neatly placed above the pancakes.
Levi stares slightly as I eat. I don't know why but he seems different. After what happened last night he's acting more caring. Beside that there's something about him, which wasn't there yesterday. It's his expression. He looks at me as if I'm something precious. The way his cold gaze looks me over makes me shiver.
"Eren, I found something in the guest bathroom... I think belongs to you." He gets up and is headed towards the kitchen.
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Please don't let it be what I think it is. I feel like dying. If Levi found out... I'm screwed. What if he thinks I'm just a broken toy that needs to be thrown out. I wouldn't blame him if that's how he feels. Besides I did upset him yesterday... Maybe this was a bad idea... I know I shouldn't expect anything more. It was simply a one night stand nothing more.
Levi disappears into the kitchen and comes back out with my monitor.
He makes his way back to the couch and puts it down on the coffee table right in front of me. I'm out of luck. He found it.
"Eren? What is the device for?" He furrows his brows and sits back down next to me. A little closer than before. What's he doing? I'm receiving mixed signals. It's too much! What do I say? How do I explain this to him?!
"Uhm.. i-it's nothing important, just something." I quickly grab the monitor and it next to me. On the side where Levi won't be able to look at it too much.
Levi's eyebrow arches and he opens his mouth to say something but I take a pancake into my mouth making it almost impossible for me to answer. He simply closes his mouth and sighs.
He glares at me as I keep stuffing my face in order to avoid the subject. Maybe he'll drop it.
"When you're done eating, I'll give you a ride home." He frowns slightly and looks away.
Sorry but next chapter won't be up until Sunday.
