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getlostandruncici: Cici i know what you mean, but sometimes the feelings we get for another person, can be so strong, makes us make do or say stupid actions, been there, done that, but thats what makes us better, im sure emily curses herself for letting happening. i think her blaming herself what happened with jenna is understanble. but we know it wasnt really her fault, and she needs to see that. if noticed Paige also sort of blames herself about the divorced? her coming out, her parents arguing all the time, selene yelling at her, Paige and Emily have that in common and understand each other, maybe thats why Paige is willing to be her friend after all. having a friend who understands you so well and you can relate as well, makes them complete whole. haha hope you like shana in the end, just like the show, "sketchy"
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Chap. 9
a foolish heart
"So what's the plan?" The younger sibling asked while getting in the car.
it was nice Friday night, the nice windy weather, send shivers yet it was a nice bliss feeling. The girls were ready to enjoy the night, after debating if they should go or not, but when they got a called from Lois saying she probably just sleep in her office, the girls just got up and started to get ready, ignoring the fact that Lois was just ignoring their existing. They know that she is becoming their father.
"Well, we pick up Shana and enjoy ourselves. Is Alex coming?" Paige asked as she turned on the car before she starts driving.
"Yes, he is meeting me there. Oh I think you turn left here, 3478, call her."
"I'm outside..." Paige was doubting having asked Shana to come with her. She didn't want to give the other girl false hopes. She heard the door open then close. Shana was dressed up as a witch, a hot witch, with a small black dress, a tiny black hat, black heals, and a small broom. Paige decided to dress up as -El Zorro- she already had black pants, black long bottom sleeve, all she bought was the mask and sombrero. Selene was dress as Tinker Bell. Paige made her wear tights under the short green dress. After a small chat about what to expect at the party, they talked about nonsense things. The three girls made it to the Hastings residence. Paige opened the rear left door for Shana who smiled at her. They started to walk towards the house, but before they could get inside the house, there was this big black tunnel. All kinds of sounds were coming from inside, and some of the guest were screaming. Hanna was not kidding when she said –"You don't wanna miss a Hastings party."-
When they were about to go into the black tunnel, Selene turned to see Alex. He was waiting for her dressed as Peter Pan. It was kind of fitting for him. Alex held Selene's hand as they started walking inside the tunnel. Shana looked at Paige, waiting for her to hold her hand. Paige awkwardly put her arm around Shana's shoulder and started walking inside the tunnel.
After a few screams and laughs the four of them made it inside the house. It looked like an old abandoned mansion but the party was actually in the backyard. They made their way outside to the back yard. A lot of people seemed to be having a blast. The D.J. was playing great music, maybe it wasn't going to be too bad after all. Shana excused herself from the group and went to chat with some of her friends to Paige's relief. She looked at Alex and at her sister, they seemed like they wanted some alone time so she started to wonder around. She walked towards a table to get some of what seemed to be fruit punch. Paige grabbed a cup and started serving herself when she saw Emily, she was dressed as Pocahontas. If the Disney character was real, that would probably be Emily. She heard some random girl asking her if she was done wasting the punch on the ground. She looked annoyed and Paige just walked away. She went to stand by the pool.
"hey, how are you?" the beautiful Pocahontas was suddenly next to her.
"Just been busy soccer and stuff, h-how have you been?" she said turning to face Emily. She felt like the whole world could disappear right now, and she wouldn't notice. It was just the two of them, together.
Emily glanced behind Paige, probably looking for someone, before looking back at the soccer player "Where's your girlfriend?"
"Pardon me, but the only one with a girlfriend is someone else, which speaking of..." Paige wanted to bite her tongue so hard after she said the word girlfriend.
"She wasn't feeling well. So, are you and that girl dating?" Paige sensed the uncomfortable
way Emily spoke.
"Hmm no, I don't know" Paige sigh deeply "Emily I wanna be friends, but I don't know how to break this tension." Emily was facing the pool now. Paige could easily see her beauty. The way she was concentrating on the water, like she wanted to jump in and swim, suddenly made Paige want to swim too.
"Friends?" It was more of a question than statement than . "I'd love that. A friend is what I need." Emily sounded happy about it, but her eyes said differently. They seem sad? Confused? Unsure of what Paige had offered, but maybe Paige was just imagining all this.
"i still think we need to talk but some other time, somewhere less crowded" She gave her a weak smile and nodded
The D.J. started playing what seemed to be –fool for love by Tegan and Sara, the remix, both girls stared at each other, without a care in the world, forgetting for a second about their deep feelings, and starting over, with a solid friendship. Paige wanted to be there for Emily, maybe not as a lover but a friend an unconditional friend. She knows it will be hard but she is willing to make an effort.
*Do you remember I searched you out
How I climbed your city's walls?
Do you remember me as devout
How I prayed for your calls?
I stood still is what I did
Love like ours is never fixed*
"Dance with me?"Emily said pulling Paige out of her thoughts. Paige smiled and nodded. She grabbed the gorgeous Pocahontas's hand gently and they both made their way to the dance floor. Emily wrapped her hands around the soccer player as she placed her hands around the brunettes waist. They both looked and smiled at each other. As they dance, Paige feels like it's a dream. She just wishes it had a different ending.
*I stuck around
I did behave
I saved you every time
I was a fool for love
I was a fool for love
I was a fool*
Was god playing a joke on them? because that's exactly how it seems like, and playing this song out of the blue? seriously Paige just listen to the song played, she was fool, a fool to love Emily this way, away that no one probably understand. Love is describable and unexpected, the way she can lost in those brown eyes, the way Emily's warm soft skin, those lips that she wants nothing more to captured but she shouldn't, is not healthy for either her or Emily yet it is such addiction.
*Then you blamed me and blocked me out
How long did you think I'd last?
Then you disappeared for weeks to pout
How many times could I pack?*
standing here, holding each other, staring, Paige sees how the other girl just bites her bottom lip and looks down and up to meet her eyes again, she sees how Emily's eyes are getting red, and feels how tight she holds onto her, Paige could leave and forget all about this girl or maybe convince herself she can but that will be a lie, Emily fields is all she can think of, the heroin she never wanted to explorer.
"we are going to be okay, i promise" she whispers words to confront them both, she feels the Emily's head in the crook of her neck.
*If you're worried that I might've changed
Left behind all of my foolish ways
You best be looking for somebody else
Without a foolish heart, a foolish heart*
where they going to be okay? who knows but thing, she will stay, stay because running away wasn't in her to do list, it wasn't her anymore, she has a reason to stay, she wasn't her father, she wasn't going to run away and abandon anyone. as the song fades away, they both wish the song would play forever, both with foolish hearts, with a foolish love that no one can see nor understand but only the two of them.
"Hey! You made it!" Hanna smiles at them, giving them two thumbs up and starts dancing with her boyfriend, Caleb. Paige looks around, she sees Spencer dancing with Emily's lab partner, Toby. Aria is dancing with someone who's face is cover by a brown paper bag with a drawing face and holes to see. Then she sees Selene dancing with Alex. Her little sister is smiling, enjoying her time with him. She is glad that her sister is happy. It's been a long time since she has been happy and right now that's all that matters. Paige feels someone tapping on her shoulder.
"Do I get a dance too, Zorro?" The witch is standing looking at Paige and Emily.
"Paige forgot her manners. I'm Shana." She said as she interrupted the pair's dance.
"Emily" Emily introduces herself awkwardly, crossing her arms around herself. If looks could kill, both girls would probably be brutally attacking each other.
"Heyyy, I'm glad you came!" Spencer hugs Paige and whispers "You owe me McCullers."
"Here you are my lovely sister," Selene stood next to Alex holdings his hand. Spencer who was holding hands with Toby frowned when she looked at Alex.
"What's up bitches? Are we dancing in a circle like those little middle schoolers?" Hanna said while holding Caleb's hand. Everyone started laughing at the blonde's comment. Paige was glad that they seemed to see feel the tension and help break the Ice.
The D.J. started playing –Scream & Shout by Will. feat. Britney Spears. The circle was formed, Paige was between Emily and Shana. It was awkward for the first 2 seconds, then all of them started to sing along
"I wanna scream and shout, and let it all out
And scream and shout, and let it out
We saying, oh wee oh wee oh wee oh"
Paige took a glance at her surroundings. All the girls and even the boys around her including her sister, Emily, Hanna, Aria even Spencer were smiling and singing like lunatics. She was having an awesome time. For the night she was forgetting all about her broken heart, her father's neglect, and Lois's avoidance. Tonight she was going to enjoy herself. Tomorrow would be a different day, same problems maybe, but a different day and she would have the beginning of her new friendship with Emily Fields to look forward to. Maybe this is better, to start with us being friends. There are issues that needed to be resolved with her father and with Lois for her to be happy with herself, and then maybe love would eventually happen. Fate has its mysterious ways of making things happen.
i feel like i made Emily look like a bad guy, that was never my intention.
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