Well here is the next chapter of Lost to a gun Shot. Its been 2-3 weeks since I updated anything so I decided to write to make sure you guys know I'm still alive (Though barely) I can barely talk and I have a cold but all is cool.

Disclaimer: Sailor Moon is not mine and if you believe it that it is mine then your are WRONG!

Chapter 9
Uncertainty

Brushing his black hair back he chuckled with one of his classmates.
"Dude your marring that temple girl?!" His friends voice said. He nodded leaning back against the railing. Since Usagi's death Mamoru had made it a point to make more friends outside of the scouts. He had believed that since he had saw the future he would just really stick with the scouts knowing nothing would happen to them...which changed. That girl was the only exception to him not talking to classmates, and now she had transferred away saying she couldn't look at him in the eye and not feel guilty.
"Yeah I've known her for a while," Mamoru said to his friend. "I would call her one of my best friends."
"Wow, I never knew that," The guy said leaning back against the wall facing him. That's when he began to chuckle. "You must have never been around when we talked about the temple maiden at Cherry Hill."
"O?" Mamoru asked looking puzzled.
"We all had this thing for her," The guy said chuckling some more. "But a few of us had asked her not to long ago for a date and she chewed us up and spit us out."
"That's Rei for you," Mamoru said laughing nervously rubbing the back of his head. "But like I said we're getting married soon."
"I just never saw you ever marring anyone else besides that blonde girl," The guy said. "She was really cute." Mamoru's eyes began to fill with pain as he nodded.
"But that can't be helped now," He muttered making his friend realize that it was still to fresh for him to handle talking about it."
"Yeah...so when did you propose to the shrine maiden?" His friend said changing the subject.
"Actually I asked her grandfather about it," He said putting on a smile. "He's old fashioned and all. I figured that would be the best way to get it in good with both of them." He said making his friend chuckle.
"So...I have a strange question...speaking of your proposal to your girlfriend and all..." He asked.
"Jed you can ask anything," Mamoru said.
"Well...how do you know your in love with the girl...well lets say for your example how did you know Rei was the one that you wanted to spend the rest of your life with.."
"Why?" Mamoru said trying to make up a story in the back of his head.
"Well I've been dating my girlfriend for the past four years," Jed said. "I think its at the point where I should propose to her or let the relationship go."
"I see," Mamoru said sighing. Mamoru never really questioned himself if he loved Usagi when she was alive before the incident mainly because they where "destined" which he learned after Usagi's death could be changed. What made him love Usagi in all the lives they shared. He chuckled thinking about her pure hearted antics. That's why he loved Usagi. The fact that she could make him smile even at the worst times. That's when he became startled blushing furcly.
"Well?" Jed said.
Mamoru shook it off quickly.
"You know when you see yourself old, ugly, and gray with the woman holding hands walking down the street and you feel happy about it." Mamoru said trying to figure out what had just happened.
"I never thought of it that way," Jed said smiling. "That does make sense. Thanks bro. Anyway I got class in 10 so I should head." Mamoru nodded seeing his friend walk out of the room and then he stood there alone. Jed and he had been alone in the room that was for a class they had had about 40 minutes ago. Mamoru sat down in the chair next to him. It just didn't seem right. He felt awful about it now.
"What the heck is happening to me..." He muttered closing is eyes.
There again she stood with a beautiful smile upon her face and her raven black hair waving behind her. He had figured that he would marry Rei and that would be that. Never in his mind had he thought he could fall in love with the Miko. Closing his eyes he sighed in frustration. Could he be falling in love with her?! He always thought his heart would be with Usagi and Usagi alone. Closing his eyes he only got confirmation that Rei seemed to be taking his heart. This made him angry. Standing up he walked over to the door and shut it, locking it. Then he walked to a corner.
"Sailor Pluto, I know you can hear me. I need to speak with you," He said glaring at the wall waiting for her. A dark figure began to appear in front of him holding the time key.
"Yes Mamoru?" Pluto said glaring at the renegade senshi.
"Tell me why I have feelings for Rei now and not entirely for Usagi?!" He shouted much so frustrated. Pluto pressed her lips together closing her eyes.
"Destiny changes and so do feelings. You don't need me to tell you that Mamoru. And the Usagi you once knew is gone and will never be back, that is your punishment for breaking the flow of destiny. Remember that for later."
"You know if you saw all this happen in the future, why didn't you warn me or something, you are the senshi of time." He spat. Pluto kept her cool at the very angry Mamoru.
"Only a few people in the history of time can effect the flow of destiny, senshi are one of the few. Normal humans cannot, that is why I do not worry about them. I cannot see a break in destiny for I only see the destiny itself." Mamoru sighed slamming his hand down on the table and walking to a window trying to calm down. "Your new destiny is to marry the Princess of Mars, keeper of the crystal now and love her. You do hold power now, and you can still effect destiny but you are not and will never be as powerful as you where once and going to be." Mamoru turned to her with growing tears in his eyes.
"So it really is it, isn't it?" He said standing tall allowing the tears to go down his cheeks. Pluto nodded.
"Your not the only one who feels this Mamoru, you changed the destiny for everyone someway or another. Chibi-Usa will never grow up having the father and mother she should have, the Usagi we knew will never have fulfilled her dream of being a bride to the one she loved. Rei now has to take on the burden of the crystal and protecting everyone. She will always have thoughts about how bad she is at this compared to their lost princess. I see depression for the princess if you senshi do not help. The others have to deal with Rei and not Usagi for being the princess. Crystal Tokyo will be not as you remembered it when you went to the future. And..."
"And?" Mamoru asked who had stopped crying not to long after the first tear had been shied.
"The destiny of you guys have been changed so another destiny has been changed," Pluto said.
"What do you mean?"
"I mean in this confusion right now Mamoru an evil will awaken that wasn't suppose to awaken till four thousand years in Usagi's first reign, we would have been ready for such an evil." Pluto said. This did not go well over with Mamoru.
"What do you mean..." He asked causously as if he was walking on egg shells.
"It has no name," Pluto said. "At the beginning of the Universe when the crystal was created so was another evil to counter the purity of the crystal though the gods who created both found a way to keep the evil at bay. It was foretold that Usagi would finally destroy where the gods could not turning the chaotic universe into a peaceful utopia that it should have been." Pluto waved her time key showing a black shadow and Queen Serenity with all the senshi dead around her. "It would have been destroyed by Usagi's love for her friends."
"So did Beryl." Mamoru pointed out.
"Beryl is nothing compared to this creature Mamoru, it has no name though it was giving many names throughout time: Lucifer, Satan, to name a few."
"H....ho...how did the gods find a way to stop it?" Mamoru asked worried written all over his face. Nobody was given the word Satan without a reason.
"Its memory was erased," Pluto begin. "And they made it a continuous rebirth from one life to the next on Earth. It did not know what it was nor could it comprehend what it was. Human was all it could see itself as. Because of Usagi's death and Rei's ascension to the thrown the evil is going to awaken 5000 years early within the next few months." Mamoru collapsed to his knees.

He...he had caused this as well. The senshi weren't ready for this at all. Rei couldn't transform! That also met that the crystal couldn't be used.
"I'm not deserving of Rei.." He finally broke the silence. Pluto came up in front of him placing a hand on his shoulder and kneeling down with a kind smile on her face.
"You are Mamoru and your going to have to be there for her. This is going to be the toughest for her." She said. Mamoru just threw off the hand and stood up.
"No I'm NOT!" He shouted heading toward the door and opening it and walking down the hallway pissed. Pluto sighed looking at the orb on her time key and seeing the looming shadow coming from the heart of Earth and engulping it in blackness. She shook her head.
"You hold more power over destiny Mamoru then you know." She then disappeared.

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Wow this one was a dark one. But it is a foreshadow on why Usagi was sent to the past. Review before you leave and as always thanks for reading one of my stories.