Obsessed
Chapter 8
Bella Pov
I had lost track of the time I had been here and was slowly losing hope of ever getting away. I was starting to regret not just embracing my family and their twisted views and arranged marriage ideas. When Edward first approached me with the idea of marrying me to a stranger so they could unite families I thought he was kidding. Then I was informed that my parents, Emmett and Rose, and Edward had all had arranged marriages. My brother James was the only one who married for love having shared my ideas of soul mates. After that talk the already strained relationship I had with my eldest brother just crumbled; not to say I don't love him, I just scoff at his ideas and beliefs.
But now being here in this godforsaken cabin with Jasper and no one else I can't help but wish I were home. When I left the family, I packed what I could and took off to make it on my own, telling my mom I needed space. I decided I didn't want to be a Masen anymore knowing what it entailed so I started using my mother's maiden name. I was determined to sever all ties and be my own person. Oh how wrong I was. I really could use my family now.
I heard the front door close; knowing it would be Jasper I got up and changed into sweats and a t-shirt quickly. I figured it was better to be more clothed since all I had on were shorts and a tank. "Bella?" I heard Jasper say. Reluctantly I answered telling him I am in the bedroom. He walked in with a huge grin on his face and looked from me to the bed and back again. I stood up and moved to the chair on the other side of the room thinking it maybe a safer bet. He sighed loudly and sat on the end of said bed.
I wanted to distract him from whatever thoughts he was having about that bed. I racked my brain for safe topics, but came up empty-handed. I did have a question that I had wanted to ask since the basement but my nerves had failed me every time I started to voice it not wanting to piss him off again. I cleared my throat and decided to be brave.
"Jasper, I have something I want to ask you about."
"Ok shoot angel"
I wondered if he knew how annoying that nickname was? "Well I found a box in the basement that said Alec and I was wondering who he is and why you have his box." I said while looking down, pretending to be interested in the pattern on the chair.
He was quiet, too quiet, so I slowly lifted my head expecting to see anger. Instead I found him with a pained look on his face and his eyes clenched shut. He started rocking back and forth muttering to himself then he fisted his hands in his hair and kept repeating "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, I'm am so sorry, it was an accident, Oh my god I am sorry, you were my only friend." His voice was escalating, and he was rocking faster and faster, his breathing turning to sobs.
I had no idea what to do or think on the one hand this is my kidnapper but on the other hand he is clearly in pain. Sighing I got up and as gently as I could I pulled his hands from his hair and tilted his chin so he had to look up at me.
"Jasper, are you alright? I didn't mean to upset you I was just curious."
Then his whole demeanor changed he went from sad to pissed in seconds. "Bella, I don't want your pity. I want you to just admit you love me and let me worship you the way I have dreamed of since I first laid eyes on you. I am patient but there is only so much I can take and its time for you to give yourself to me," he said. His hands latched on to my wrists tightly, eliminating any chance of putting some distance between us.
I tried to pull away to no avail he only tightened his grasp. It was my own fault for feeling guilty and trying to console him. He swung me around till I was flat on my back on the bed and began to kiss me all over my face saving my lips for last he pushed a kiss to my unwilling mouth and pried my lips open and shoved his tongue into my mouth. When I began to gasp for air he let my lips go with one last quick smack and then began to lavish attention to my neck while using one hand to pull my arms over my head and hold them there. Meanwhile, he used the other to push my shirt up. When he got my shirt as far enough up that it was bunched up under my chin and armpits, he started kissing my breasts and sucking my nipples. I kept trying to squirm away while trying to remember the self-defense training I had had. I got an idea. I didn't have much leverage, but it was worth a try. Leaning up as far as I could go with my hands pinned and Jasper kissing my chest I brought my leg up to knee him but all he did was rub his cloth covered hard on over my thigh and then bring the rest of his weight over on top of me. 'Well,' I thought, 'that was a bust.'
He started to kiss back up to my neck again and this time I knew he was heading for my mouth so when he got close enough I jerked my head up and head butted him right in his nose. I heard a satisfying crack and blood started to pour out so I knew it was broken. He jumped up quickly letting me free and I righted my clothes. He brought his hand up to catch the blood and turned to me with a furious look on his face. "You're going to pay for that you little bitch. I have been lenient with you but now you're going to learn your place." I didn't even see him raise his fist before it collided with my jaw and everything went black.
