Author's Note: I'm sorry I haven't updated in a very long time! I finished my National Exam weeks ago, but I haven't post any new chapters yet! I'm trying to improve my story, and tried my best. Actually I wanted to post an update a few days ago, but I got no reviews for the last chapter so I felt a little bit reluctant to do it…. Now that I've updated, please review! I hope this is good enough, I'm quite satisfied with this one. Sorry for the grammar mistakes!

This is from Gin's POV.

Gommennasai is "I'm sorry" in Japanese, and Gomen is like the short version of it.

Disclaimer: did that in ch 3


"Gomennasai"

When we first met, I think I wasn't thinking right.

Not that I regret it though, but I think I helped you out of pity at first.

I brought you to my rundown shack I called home, and left when you're asleep.

I kinda thought that you'll be gone when I return, turns out I was wrong.

You insisted to stay with me, and tried to help me with the chores.

At first, I think that I should just left you, but then I'll always come back.

Because I was so worried about you being taken away by those shinigamis

Each time I return, I would always find you smiling and says "Welcome back, Gin!", with a huge grin on your face.

And somehow, that grin was really infectious, and I found myself smiling sincerely, which is very rare. Or maybe I never did before I met you.

Time goes by, we grew attached to each other.

But I know I'm not the one for you.

You deserve someone who is kind, open, and can be trusted.

And that someone will never leave you without saying anything.

Yup, if this is a fairytale, you'll be the princess, and I'm probably the butler who have a sweet spot for you, but is impossible to be with you.

I'm a mere guardian, that's why I swear I'm going to take back what was taken from you before.

When I left you, I said, "I wish my capture last a little longer…"

I should have never turned around and saw that look on your face because it almost shattered my resolve each time I remembered it.

I can still remember it vividly, and I found myself wanting to throw it all and return to your side each time I remembered it.

But, I'm sorry. I can't.

I know that look on your face says something like,

"Take me with you…. don't leave me alone again."

I want to, but I can't

"I love you."

I know, I do too. But I'm not the one for you…..

In the very end, I could only say,

"Gomen ne, Ran-chan…."