This is the morning after it is about 2:25pm. Just so you guys don't get confused.

Renesmee's POV

I woke up and he wasn't there. My heart rate picked up and I got up. I put my cloths back on and walked through the little apartment. I opened the bedroom door and walked into the living room. Then I smelt it. Blood. It was human blood and I had to pinch my nose shut to I couldn't smell it more. My throat started to burn once I caught the scent of it.

"I see you're awake." I heard him say and looked into the kitchen to see him leaning on the counter. He had a glass of blood in his hand.

"What is that?" I asked him even though I knew what it was

"Oh come now Renesmee you know what human blood is. Here try some. It will help get rid of your bruises." He told me and got down a glass to pore half of his blood into it.

"I can't." I told him

"Oh come on no one will know." He told me holding out the glass for me to take

"You promise not to tell anyone?" I asked him

"I swear on my death. He told me with a smirk

"You need to promise me that you won't let me have anymore but this half a glass." I told him

"I promise. Now here take it." He told me and handed me the glass

I looked at him and he nodded. I smelled it and the burning in my throat intensified. I took a sip and then downed the rest of it. I set the glass down on the counter. Alec watched me with a smirk.

"How do you feel?" He asked me

"Like I have a lot of energy. What do you want to do? I want to go somewhere. No I just want to dance or play a game. Do you want to play a game?" I asked him everything coming out in a rush

"Okay yeah no more blood for you. Why don't you just sit down and I can grab some CD's that we can listen to. And if you are good I will dance with you" He told me

"Really you would dance with me?!" I asked excitedly

"Yes now come here for a second." He told me

I walked over to him and he touched my face. It didn't like it would so I guess my bruises were gone. He smiled.

"Now there is the Renesmee I know." He said

"She has come out to play." I said with a smile

"Good." He told me and he brought my face closer to his.

I looked him in the eyes for a second and then let him take control. He kissed me sweetly on the lips. His lips where cold agents mine but it wasn't a freezing could more like a coolness. He put one hand at the small of my back and the other hand on my hip. I wrapped my arms around his neck. His tong licked my bottom lip asking for access and I happily let him have it. He pulled me closer to him leavening no space between us. My finger started to entangle themselves in his hair. He moved us so that way I was leaning on the counter instead of him. He tried to pull me closer but we were as close as we could get. He picked me up and set me on the counter and I had to break away for air. Our foreheads stayed touching and I opened my eyes to look at him. He was watching me for a reaction and I smiled.

"Why do you always look at me like that?" I asked him

"Like what?" he asked me

"Like you're waiting for me to react to whatever you say or do." I told him

"Because I'm afraid that you won't like and get mad at me if I say or do something wrong." He told me

I smiled and kissed him one last time on the lips.

"I could never be mad at you Alec. I love you too much" I told him with a smile

He grabbed my face and started kissing my lips.

"I-kiss-love-kiss-you-kiss-so-kiss-much.-kiss." He told me each word after each kiss

I just smiled at him. I looked over his shoulder to look at the clock. It was 3:55pm.

"Time sure does fly when you're having fun." I sighed

"Let's not worry about the time. It's just you and me for now." He told me and I looked back at him

"Can I turn on the radio? I feel like singing and dancing." I told him

"Go ahead love. Just have fun and be yourself until I get back." He told me

"Get back? Where are you going?" I asked him and he took a few steps back

"I'm going to run and get some more blood, it won't take that long." He told me and I jumped down off the counter.

He grabbed his jacket and headed towards the door. I ran in front of him. He smiled down at me and gave me a quick kiss.

"I will be back. I promise." He told me and kissed me one last time before leaving

I smiled and ran to the stereo and turned it one. I'm not sure what the station was but a song was playing.

"Cover up with make up in the mirror

Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again

You cry alone and then he swears he loves you."

This song sounds okay.

"Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?

Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?

Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end

As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found"

I can't believe I am still listening to this song. I mean a guy who hits a girl should be killed.

"Face down in the dirt she said, "This doesn't hurt"

She said, "I finally had enough"

Face down in the dirt she said, "This doesn't hurt"

She said, "I finally had enough""

This girl has to be very strong to leave that guy. If that were me…

"Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?

Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?

Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end

As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found"

Oh my God that is me. But it's my fault that it happens, I yell at him first or I push him. It is always my fault. I am changing this station. I hit the button and then "Love the way you lie" was starting to play. I started to sing and rap along with it. Then when that song was over "Howl" by Florence and the Machine came on. I started to dance along with the music and singing. Once the song was over I heard his voice.

"The irony in that song is that you aren't a wolf." He said

I felt my heart tighten. "Jacob used to say the same thing when I sang along to that song."

"What happened to him? I know he died but you have never told me how." He told me

I turned off the radio and sat down on the couch. He took off his jacket and sat down by me.

"So can you tell me what happened?" he asked me

"I will have to start from the beginning so you understand everything. That means starting a few days before he died. The night before my mother left. Do you think you could keep up?" I asked him

"Yeah I think I can." He told me

"Okay well, it was Friday night and I was over at Jacob's house for movie night. It was Jacob, Seth, Leah and me. We didn't really watch the movie we messed around with Seth about his girlfriend. Then Leah started to tell us about her leaving for a while to go out and visit their cousin in a different tribe. She was really excited because she hadn't seen her in a long time. We all talked until about midnight and then Jacob was going to walk me home and Seth came along with us because Leah had gone to sleep. We just walked because I did not want to go home because my parents had been fighting a lot. So as we walked we plaid a game to see who could throw an acorn the highest. Jacob won. When we were in hearing range I could hear them arguing and so could the guys because we all got quiet.

"Why don't you want to travel? I mean you must want to go places. Come on we could leave right now." I heard my mother's voice

"Bella we have years to travel I mean Renesmee is going into her second year of high school why have her move?" my dad asked her

"She wouldn't have to go with us. She could stay here. It isn't like she can't take care of herself and she has the family and the pack." She told him

"Bella we aren't just going to leave her here! She is our daughter do you not remember that?!" he yelled at her

"So you didn't want her in the first place! I thought you would be happy to get away from her for a while!" she yelled and I walked in the door

"Are you two done fighting?! That is all you guys have done is fight for weeks now!" I yelled at them

"Don't yell at me like that!" she yelled at me

"Don't tell me what to do! If you don't want me here fine I don't care anymore!" I yelled at her and went to my room to pack some stuff

"Do you see what you do?! Why are you acting like this?!" my dad yelled at her and I zipped up my bag and threw it over my shoulder.

I had told my dad in my head where I was going to be staying. I was going to stay at Jacob's for a while until him and my mom figured out what they were going to do. I just walked out of the house. That was the last time I had saw my mother until I came here. I got a call the next morning from my dad saying that my mom was gone. She just left and didn't come back. We looked for days. Jacob and I decided to go look one last time. We went out far. Farther than we should have and we were ambushed. The one vampire Luke he had attacked us but he had another group of vampire's with him. We had killed off most of them but then he got a hold of me and Jacob got distracted." I had to stop to take a breath. "A female vampire bit him in the throat. They didn't rip it out but they just bit him. I couldn't help him, Luke held me there as I watched Jacob scream in pain as the venom spread towards his heart. As his screams got quiet they left. Luke threw me on the ground and I crawled over to Jacob. I had tears in my eyes and going down my face.

"You can't die on me Jacob! Please don't leave me!" I yelled

I heard howling coming from a distance. Jacob looked at me and smiled.

"I will always love you Nessie. Never forget that. Promise?" he whispered to me

"I swear Jacob. I love you too. Just please don't die on me." I cried to him

"I'm sorry Nessie." He said then he was gone

I laid my head on his chest and just cried, when the wolves showed up somewhere whimpering and somewhere howling. It started to rain then someone put their hand on my shoulder. I looked up and saw Seth, he had tears in his eyes and some had fallen down his face. Then my family came out from the woods with Leah leading them in wolf form. Seth got down by me and hugged me letting me cry into his chest. I still haven't been able to get the images out of my mind of him dying." I told him as a few tears slipped through and went down my face

Alec whipped my tears away and hugged me.

"I don't think Jacob would want you to be like this Renesmee. He would want you to be happy and to look healthy." He told me

"I know, I tell myself every day that he wouldn't be happy with me right now." I told him

"Come on I need to get ready to take you back. It's almost 6:30." He told me

"Can I stay here with you for a few more hours?" I asked him looking up at him

"And what do you plan on doing in that few more hours?" he asked me with a smirk

"Whatever you want." I told him with a smirk

I decided you guys should know how Jacob died. It was the perfect time to tell it so that is what I did. I want two or more reviews about what you guys want in the wedding before I update for the wedding. Hope you guys liked this chapter! -Thalia