Draco stood frozen as Harry fainted, he stumbled backwards and Sirius held him up, "Woah there. Breathe Malfoy, just breath." Draco rushed towards Harry, "Is he alright? Harry? Harry?" James grabbed him, "It was the news, he's a lot more delicate to situations as these." Draco nodded, then turned and hugged James, "I'm going to be a dad!" Sirius ruffled his hair, "Yes you are Draco." Lily smiled warmly, "I questioned your relationship these last few weeks, it seemed hard edged, cold, Im glad you love each other in such a way."
Draco nodded and jumped up onto the bed with Harry, hugging him close. Snape finally snapped out of it, he had walked in at the strangest time, "He's, pregnant?" Draco smiled and nodded, "Sirius, I know that you and Snape are the choice for godfather's do you accept?" Sirius smiled and hugged Snape, "Of course we do. This is wonderful, we must celebrate!" Lily grinned, "We can hold the celebration when Harry is released, I will plan it."
The group stayed several moments longer but then decided to leave, Snape looked at Draco, "Can we talk?" Sirius smiled, "I'll wait outside." He left and Snape turned to Draco, "Draco, was your first time with Harry gentle?" Draco was caught by surprise and he tilt his head to the side, "Why?" Snape sighed, "He was, apparently, a romantic Draco." Draco shrugged, "What's that mean?" Snape headed to the door, but stopped just before he opened it, "He was a virgin." He walked out and Draco stood there for several moments waiting, "Wait, what?" Draco stared at Harry, the boy looked delicate, adorable, attractive, breakable, no.. Draco shook his head, broken. "What have I done?"
Draco was resting his elbows on his knees covering his face with his hands. His insides twisted in a way that made him want to vomit and he knew his bottom lip was trembling. Harry had not woken up since he had passed out two days ago and Draco was worried on several different cases.
First, Harry was pregnant, second, he might not wake up, and third, Harry might also choose to leave him and keep the baby away from him. He lifted his head and rubbed his face, it was puffy from having slept so little. He looked at Harry and almost yelped in surprise to see him awake and staring at him.
"Draco," Harry looked around, "Where is Sirius? Where is my mother and father?" Draco shook his head trying to clear it, "They left." Harry nodded, "I believe I am fine now, you can leave." Draco stood, "You know I can't just do that Harry." Harry flinched as his eyes connected with Draco's and Draco sighed, "We need to talk about the baby."
Harry looked away, "I am not going to have it." Draco froze, this was not a response he was looking for, "Don't say that, please, don't say that." Harry sighed, "Abortion is okay with me.." A slap echoed across the room and Harry lay shocked, as Draco cussed, "Damn it Harry!" Tears flowed down Harry's cheek and Draco tried brushing them off, but Harry flinched. "I'm sorry." Draco said. Harry shook his head, "Don't worry, I can pretend to fall later and they'll think I lost it that way."
Draco shook his head, this was all his fault. Harry had been innocent. Harry shook his head, "The baby was not conceived through love, I refuse to bring him into this hatred world." Draco reached out and touched his hand, "What would your mother say?" Harry shrugged, "She'll live, I'm pretty sure that father will also agree in this case." Draco shook his head, "I'm sorry Harry. I never should have done what I did, please, if you can't forgive me. After the war I will give you your freedom, I'll leave you. Just don't kill it, please do me the favor and don't kill our child."
Harry spat, "A favor? After that handling, that abuse, you ask for a favor!" Draco flinched and tears fell down his face, "Please Harry, give me another chance!" Sobs wracked his body, "I really am sorry." Harry stared at him. Rubbing his cheek where it hurt, "Why do you care about this? Why? Why are you saying this to me? Will you later take it?" Draco shook his head, "Never. I wouldn't do that Harry." Harry looked at his belly, "You raped me." Draco cried out, "I KNOW!" Harry scoot back wincing at the anger in Draco's eyes then looked away.
Draco looked at Harry who wouldn't meet his eyes, he grabbed his chin and turned his face. Their eyes clashed and Harry couldn't look away. "Give it a chance. It deserves to live." Harry knew he wouldn't be able to live with himself if he killed this baby, "I'll think about it." Draco sighed and nodded, he didn't want Harry to lose the baby, if anything, the baby could hopefully patch things up for them.
Harry looked at the hand on his, "If I do keep him, we can't offer a functional family." Draco leaned over and kissed Harry's forehead, who flinched at the touch causing Draco to die a little on the inside. "We will make it work for the baby Harry." Harry pulled away and laid back, his eyes closed and Draco sat back in the chair. "Fine Draco. However, if this so much as seems like it won't work, I will not risk it and abort." Draco nodded, "It will."
Draco looked at their house, it seemed beautiful but dead on the outside. He would have to get someone to liven it up some, before the baby was depressed by it. He parked the car and ran to the other side to help Harry get out. Harry rolled his eyes but took Draco's hand. Trembling slightly, he was led to the door and when they pushed it open he was startled by people screaming congratulations toward them.
Draco closed the door and pointed at Lily several feet away, entertaining guests. "Your mother decided you needed to be assaulted by everyone short of Tom. I could not stop her, and your father and Sirius laughed at my attempts." Harry nodded and let go of Draco, who frowned but didn't say anything, "I should have told you she does that, a lot." Draco grinned at him and pushed him towards Lupin and Sirius, "Go tell them the good news and that you're okay. Sirius has been hounding me forever about you. I must arrange several things for tonight."
He didn't notice Harry freeze at that or the panicked look that crossed his face, instead he turned and walked away. Harry took several deep breaths and walked over to his godfather's who quickly embraced him and began a conversation about the most recent attacks. "I can't wait until I go back out there." Harry was saying. Draco came up behind him and startled him, making him jump slightly, "I doubt you'll be allowed Harry. More like, I completely forbid you to do anything of the sort."
Harry who was still a bit frighten bit his lip and felt tears filling up his eyes, "I don't feel to well, I'll be leaving now." Draco watched in surprise as Harry walked to the staircase and disappeared onto the second floor after a while. "What did I say?" Draco asked the other two. They shrugged, "Remember that he is pregnant so he is a lot more emotional. Also, he might have not remembered that he can't fight with us until he has the child." Lupin agreed with Sirius, "Why don't you go and comfort him Draco?"
Draco nodded and made his way upstairs, his heart aching to be loved by this raven haired beauty that he had broken in the worst ways imaginable. He knocked on their shared bedroom door and when there was no answer he walked in. Harry was curled up in a little ball, sobbing into the blankets. Draco's heart broke and in half a second he was next to Harry craddling him into his arms.
"Harry?" Draco whispered as the young man in his arms tried to silent himself, "What's wrong? I thought we were going well." Harry pulled away but Draco held on, "Harry?" Harry looked up with tear streaked cheeks, his mouth opened then closed. Draco kissed those lips, he couldn't help it anymore. Harry had become so defenseless, fragile, small, since he first met him. He pulled back and Harry looked confused, then sad again. "Talk to me?" Draco asked softly, "Please?" Harry looked away again, "I thought you were not going to control me anymore. I want to be able to fight again. I don't want to be punished anymore."
Draco waited a few moments for Harry to stop talking. He apparently waited too long because Harry started shaking again, his eyes squeezed shut. Draco leaned down and kissed those eyes, he wanted to see them while he held Harry. "Harry," Draco started his voice low and soft, "I believe you misunderstood me. I want us to love each other eventually, at the very least care about one another. However, I meant, you could not fight while pregnant. I didn't mean to sound controlling and if I did, I apologize. Don't close yourself off to me now please. I do not intend to hurt you ever again, so please, I know you probably cant, but please, try and trust me a little?"
Harry looked at Draco, his face relaxed as much as he could force it. "Can we sleep then?" Draco felt butterflies in his belly as he hoisted Harry up and with one hand pulled off the covers, laying Harry down. He took off his shoes, and then covered him with the blankets. Harry looked surprised then a small smile graced his lips as Draco crawled in the other side and placed an arm around Harry's abdomen. Together they fell asleep, dreaming of the baby inside.
