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The next morning Victoria woke up feeling her husband hard against her rear, she looked at him but he was still asleep. She smiled devilish and started moving against his crotch eliciting a groan from him, Conrad shot his eyes open and blocked her hips.
"Victoria..." his deep sleepy voice sent chills down her spine
"Take me like this" she whispered
He lowered his pajamas pants and entered her slowly, Victoria tossed her head back against his shoulder moaning... he always felt so good inside her and it was a sensation she couldn't get enough of. His thrusts were slow, he was stretching her out in the most delicious way making her groans louder than usual.
"Oh Conrad... You are so hard"
"See? There are advantages in waking up next to me..."
"Mmhm yes"
As soon as his hand reached her clit massaging and pressing it she started shuddering and coming in his embrace.
"Oh Victoria... Victoria..." He moaned biting her shoulder when reached his peak
They both stayed like this without talking, just trying to catch a breath. He buried his hand in her hair, he always loved her smell, when she was in his arms anything bad could happen, they were together, they were in love.
"By the way good morning beautiful" he smiled
"Mmm good morning"
She kissed him and he pulled out letting her turn around so their lips met again in a series of languid kisses.
"How did you sleep?"
"Very good" she smiled "You?"
"Better than I did in a long time and you're still here, you didn't run away, it's a progress"
"I told you I wasn't going to run away. I'm giving us a chance but it doesn't mean I'm not scared"
"I don't want you to be" he brushed her cheek
"I know"
"But?"
"But what?"
"It seemed like you were saying something more but stopped"
"I don't want to ruin this moment" she lowered her gaze
"Okay let's change the subject... What do you want to do today?"
"I thought you were going to go playing golf or something"
"I want to be with you. I'm not saying we have to be Siamese twins from now on but I want to show that things are changing, that you come first than everything else"
"Okay"
"So first I want to spend the morning in bed with you"
"Who knows doing what, huh?" she chuckled
"Well if you don't want me we can simply talk or watch tv..."
She threw herself on him showing how much she did want him.
Later that day, Victoria and Conrad were still laying in bed cuddling. He was kissing and brushing her soft skin, happy to feel her so relaxed in his embrace: being able to touch her was a privilege to him, he hadn't been able to do it for so many years, even the smallest gesture made her stiffen and pull back.
Victoria's head was resting on his chest and she was drawing circles on his abdomen slowly moving south... He groaned, that woman would have been the death of him!
"You're wearing me out" he chuckled
"I can stop..."
"Don't you dare"
She wrapped her tiny hand around his growing erection pumping until he stopped her pinning her wrists above her head and kissing her hungrily.
"I want to try something..." She panted
He smirked "What do you want to try?"
She blushed unsure if answering or not
"Don't be shy, it's just you and I. Come on baby, tell me what you want to try..."
She looked at him "Anal sex"
His member throbbed only hearing those words. He fantasized about that for years but never said to her: even at the beginning of their marriage he didn't have the courage to ask let alone after the David Clarke's fiasco. Victoria noticed how his blue eyes sparkled of something more than lust, she couldn't quite say what it was but she knew she got his full attention.
"Are... Are you sure?"
"I want to try but if it's too painful-"
"I promise I'll stop"
"Do we have..."
"Lube?"
"Yes that"
"I don't think so but we can use your body cream, it's the same"
"You're an expert..."
"Victoria…"
"Who did you do it with?"
"Don't do this"
"Answer me!" She snapped
"It was Lydia! Are you happy now?" He yelled
"I want to be alone now"
"Forget it! You said you were making an effort for us and-"
"And I'm doing it, I'm not kicking you out yelling and hitting you"
"Victoria try to be reasonable"
"Don't you get it?" Her voice cracked "It still hurts"
"I've never loved her"
"She was my best friend" she shook her head disgusted
"And I thought Charlotte was my daughter! You're not the only one hurt! You loved and conceived a baby with another man!"
"You can't stop holding it against me, can you?"
"It's you the one who can't stop! I want to move on but you kept digging up the past. I can't change it!"
"Neither can I!" She yelled on the verge of tears
He looked at her as if he knew he was losing her again "I do love you Victoria"
"I can't stop picturing you with her!" She put her hands on her face "I knew this was a mistake"
"It's not and you know it! We love each other, we could get through everything if you simply wanted"
"It's not that simple!"
"You're making it harder than it is!"
"So it's my fault?"
"God Victoria! Why do you always have to be so maddening?"
"You're right, I'm maddening, you can go finding someone else easier" she hissed
"I don't want someone else I want you! Stop fighting me so hard!"
He lost his temper grabbing her from the shoulders and shaking her. Victoria gasped in surprise then she wiggled out of his grip and starting hitting him on his chest with her little fists.
"I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!"
She hit him over and over again until she started crying. Conrad hugged her tight kissing her hair in order to calm her down while she kept whispering I hate you without really meaning it. Only at that moment he realized how much his affair with Lydia had hurt her, she felt betrayed two times: once from her husband and once from her best friend. You could have had anyone and you knew she was my closest friend… are you physically incapable of taking responsibility for your actions? Her words echoed in his mind and he held her tighter trying to soothe the pain he had caused, he'd have done everything to go back and change the past but he couldn't.
"I'm sorry Vic, I'm so sorry" he whispered
She brushed her tears away and detached from him "Maybe you're right, I can't move on. We can't be together"
"I don't care of what you say, I'm not giving up on you!"
"You're fighting a lost battle, you'll realize it sooner or later"
She closed the bathroom's door behind herself and he heard the water's noise… for the first time he didn't have the impulse to join her, he simply collected his clothes and left her bedroom.
Conrad couldn't quite understand how it was possible that a minute before they were talking about having anal sex and the minute after they were fighting and yelling at each other. Of course he knew why it was just... He passed a hand through his hair in distress, he didn't want to leave Victoria but he was well aware when pushing her was too much and he crossed that limit. She needed time to cool down and then he could show her how true his words were: he did have no intention to give up on her and he had to find a way to earn her forgiveness.
