I woke up in a white room set up like a hospital room. Well this doctor obviously brings his work home. I'm back at the Cullen's house. Great.

"You lost a lot of blood. What happened? Jasper doesn't want to talk about it." I sighed. "Bells did Edward ever try to control you?" "What are you talking about?"

"Well Jasper told I wasn't allowed to talk to one of my friends anymore because he is too dangerous for me."

"Ah, yes Edward has tried that. I didn't listen. But Edward and Jasper differ. Edward will tell you something and advises you listen. Jasper wants you to listen." I sighed.

"That doesn't explain the blood loss." "Well I told him I'm in as much danger with him than when I'm with Jake." "Jake Black?" "Yea he is my best friend. I just can't cut myself off from him like Jasper wants me to."

"Hmm that's the same person Edward wanted me to stay away from." "Wow, well anyways Jasper said he could control himself better. So I grabbed a knife and cut my arm to prove that yes he can control himself but he won't always be able to."

"Are you crazy?" she scolded. "Well maybe I am but I proved my point. I'm just so sick of people trying to control me and people lying to me."

Bella sighed and walked out the room. A few minutes later I heard someone yell. "WHAT!!!" and then a loud crash followed. I heard feet stomping upstairs. I'm in trouble.

"WHAT IN THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING? CUTTTING YOUR ARM IN FROMT OF A VAMPIRE. LET ALONE JASPER. HE CAN BARELY CONTROL HIMSELF." I tried my best to hold back my tears.

"Don't you dare yell at me Edward Cullen. You have no right. It's my body I'll do whatever I want with it. And in front of who ever I want." I tried to remain calm.

"ARE YOU SOME MASOCHISTIC PSYCHO? HE COULD HAVE KILLED YOU EASILY." He was still yelling so I let him have it. "FIRST OF ALL MAYBE I AM A LITTLE CRAZY. AND MAYBE I DO ENJOY PAIN. AND DON'T YOU FUCKING YELL AT ME FOR DOING SOMEHING I THOUGHT NEEDED TO BE DONE. LEAVE ME ALONE EDWARD. I NEVER DID ANYTHING TO YOU. YOU'RE ALWAYS HARASSING ME AND TELLING ME WHAT TO DO."

"WELL MAYBE DOING WHAT I TELL YOU TO DO YOU MIGHT LIVE A LITTLE LONGER." "SHUT UP!" "YOU KNOW WHAT GO TO HELL FOR ALL I CARE." "WELL I'D RATHER BE THERE THAN HERE." "WELL HAVE FUN," "I will," I whispered. I felt the tear slide down my cheek.

I walked past him and slammed the door. I walked downstairs and out the front door. I figured Jake's house was closer than mine. I began to walk to there.

I was finally in La Push. I was going to the beach but I was sidetracked by the beach. I went over and just sat down on an empty spot and played with the sand.

It was warm and felt really soft. "What are you doing here?" I heard a familiar voice. "Long story Jake," I stood up and wiped off all the sand. "What happened to your arm? Why were you crying?"

I sniffled. "It's nothing," "It's not nothing when you're hurting." I sighed. Quil and Embry ran up behind Jake. "Ari," they exclaimed in unison. "Hey guys,"

"Oh come one smile. Two of the hottest guys on the beach just were excited to see you." Quil joked. I smiled. "What are you talking about? I don't see any hot guys around. I just see you three."

They laughed with me and stop when I kept laughing. "Not funny Ari," Embry complained. "You know I love you guys." I hugged them and smiled. "Hey where's Neli?" Embry asked.

He always had a thing for her. I felt like I was just stabbed in the gut. I tried my best not to cry. "Um, there was an incident. She's dead." I felt the tears slide down my cheeks.

Jake comforted me. "What kind of incident?" "I don't want to talk about it." "Okay," I lifted my face off of his chest. He wiped my tears. "I'm okay," I sighed. "So how about that cut on your arm?"

then I realized I left in the middle of the night and Cerise didn't know where I was. Oh well. "I was proving a point." I simply stated. "Ari, there are other ways to prove a point. You shouldn't cut yourself."

I sighed. "You don't understand." "Then help us understand." Quil pushed. "Well my boyfriend said I couldn't see you anymore. He thought you were too dangerous for me. I told him I'm in danger with him and with you."

Embry had a confused look. "I don't understand why you cut yourself though." "You guys will be mad at me." "No we won't." Quil complained. "Well, I can't really tell you guys because…"

Jake cut me off. "Please tell me you're not dating a Cullen." "How do you know them?" "Wolves and bloodsuckers are mortal enemies." "They're vampires Jake." "Do they not suck blood?"

"Anyway, I cut my arm to show Jasper he can control himself but he won't be able to forever." "Ari of all the vampires you chose Jasper?" Jake nagged. "He is really dangerous."

Embry followed. "Can you guys stop? I'm done with being told what to do. I'll do what I want." "Ari…" "STOP," I yelled. They all looked upset. "I'm sorry just let me do what I want. Let me live. Okay?"

I demanded. "Okay," Embry stated. Quil shook his head. Jake looked mad. "Jake come on, for me. Just let go for a little, please." He sighed "Fine," "I love you guys," I hugged them all and kissed their cheek.