Jamie handed his partner the drink she'd ordered an ice tea before sipping his water. Officer Lily Thompson, a rookie who just graduated from the academy. She was five foot eight with wavy brown hair and large piercing brown eyes. After just a few hours she seemed to learn quick but still wasn't Eddie.

"Thanks, so how am I doing," Lily asked nervously. She'd been scared assigned to the commissioner's son but Jamie turned out to be really cool.

"Honestly you pick up things really quickly and have really good instincts. I can see you doing well here," Jamie admitted setting his water aside. He looked at her sideways exchanging a smile.

"12 Sergeant to 12 Charlie.."

Narrowing his eyes in curiosity why Renzulli was directly calling them Jamie lifted his hand to the radio confirming. "12 Charlie go."

"Hey kid, I was just ordered to send a 10-2 out from 1pp with orders to return back here forthwith," Renzulli told him.

"On our way." Jamie's heart sped up pulling into traffic heading back to the 12th wondering why they were being asked to return. He easily maneuvered the late night traffic, making it back in fifteen minutes.

Jamie led Lily inside catching the sympathetic looks from coworkers as he headed to Renzulli's office and knocked gently. "Boss," he greeted, heart throbbing against his chest in anticipation. Renzulli nodded for him to step in sighing quietly at his old boot.

"Have a seat kid. Jamie, your brother Danny was taken earlier today. We don't know by who yet or why but Detective's are being called in to help find him. We're bringing in all resources to find him okay?"

Jamie only heard the first part of what his boss just said, stuck on Danny being taken. "Danny," Jamie mumbled eyes wide in shock. "Sarg I have to help, I can't loose him too.. I can't loose another brother."

"I know kid all the squads are on it and every precinct as we're needed. Jamie look at me, we'll find him and bring him back okay? " Renzullu studied his old boot feeling bad to deliver the news. The family already lost a son now Danny.

"Yea..yea..okay.." Jamie stood up dizzy having to sit back down before he fell. His big brother.. Had to find him. Feeling his boss' eyes watching him Jamie got up again wanting to call his father. He stumbled out of the office past his partner who heard from others what happened.

Lily stood up join her training officer's side seeing the shocked expression on his face. "The others just told me I'm really sorry about your brother."

"Thanks Lily, I really appreciate that." Jamie took a deep breath pulling out his cell dialing Frank's number. "Dad I just heard, what happened? "

"we're working on all the details son, I'll let you know when we hear something." Jamie heard the dial tone heaving a sigh in frustration receiving no more then he already knew which was nothing. "Damnit," Jamie mumbled swinging a kick at the wall.

Breathing in Lily took a step closer to place a hand on his shoulder. "You should sit down, want me to get you some coffee?"

Jamie nodded lost in his own thoughts allowing Lily to help him towards the pantry so he could get off his feet. Once he sat Lily quickly got a cup of coffee and brought it to the table sitting across from him. "I know it's going to sound stupid but how are you holding up?"

"I'm.. I lost a brother already on the job. I can't loose another.." Jamie shakily took the coffee mug bringing it up to take a sip.

"I'm sorry about that too and I'm sure your dad doesn't want to go through that pain again so he's probably doing all be can to find your brother quickly," she reached a hand over the table taking Jamie's for a gentle squeeze. Their eyes met offering each other smiles, Jamie grateful for his partner's support.

Taking a deep breath Jamie took another sip letting the liquid soothe him for the moment at least while Lily watched him.

They sat together in the small pantry across from each other quietly neither saying a word. Jamie's hand quit shaking allowing him to focus on the actual case. Lily stayed to offer support for her training officer protectively glaring at any cop who walked in and tried talking to him.

Renzulli came in and out checking on his friend with no updates to offer. Last he heard they located Danny's car by the water and Detective's were checking it out.

"Try to take a deep breath," Lily counselled. "Just feel that cool breath go in and the warm breath go out."

"What are you doing with me, some kind of meditation," Jamie asked. "Cause it's not working and it's getting me all wound up worse. This frilly crap...Where is Eddie? Eddie would not do this type of crazy stuff."

"Well, that's because Eddie is a guy and I'm a girl..."

"Eddie is a girl!" Jamie snapped. "She's a girl and she was my partner...I'm sorry, I'm just scared."

Lily smiled, "I know you are, just take a long deep, it does work trust me."

Jamie shut his eyes and focused the way Lily told him too, still the minute he felt better when he heard Eddie approach. "Did I interrupt something?" She stood hands on hips watching them with a raised eyebrow.

"Eddie," Jamie got to his feet enveloping her in a tight hug. In times like this he needed her..his Eddie. "You heard?"

"Yea I heard..im actually here to get you..Jamie we found a body.."