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Sesshomaru sighed, massaging his temple as he wasn't looking forward to his mother's visit, he'd gotten the letter saying her arrival was due two days to the ceremony, things were finally going alright with Kagome, he did not need his mother's non acceptance of humans to interfere.

"Mi Lord, what ails thee?" The toad demon inquired not recalling ever seeing his Lord in such a state, if the toad wanted to be honest with himself, ever since he brought home Inuyasha's wench as mate, the Lord has been changing a great deal, of course he was stupid to question the lord's choice but he was sure it was what the entire household thought 'a mere human for mate… and to the great Lord Sesshomaru nonetheless' he mentally scoffed, hoping someone would stop this ludicrous ceremony from taking place although the mating had already happened, it would feel great to at least not celebrate a human as the lady of the west but he could also smell she was with pup, that would make it harder 'the wench must have charmed mi lord' he concluded

"My mother will be arriving 3 days from today to get acquainted with Kagome… I don't foresee good fortune from this event" Sesshomaru replied gracing the toad with his thoughts

Half surprised he got an answer from his lord and a detailed one at that, he sought his mind for a good advise

"Perhaps, the mere fact the Lady Kagome is the shikon miko will please the Lady Inukumi" of course he didn't really think his Lord would buy it but he had to say something, even if he didn't mean it

"You make sense rarely jaken and this is one of those rare occasions, Kagome is a very powerful miko, a bit untrained and unaware of her own powers but powerful nonetheless, powers that could even rival my own with adequate teachings, I can let my mother akin with that aspect instead of just focusing on her being human"

"Aye Mi Lord, exactly what i intended" And with that Sesshomaru stepped on the toad as he left his study to fetch Kagome.

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He watched her as she played with the kids in the garden, laughter and her pleasant smell filled the place, "She's beautiful" he said aloud unconsciously, thankfully no one was around the vicinity to pick up on his slip

'I thought the great lord Sesshomaru wasn't going to fall for a mere human...;' His beast finally taunted

'She isn't mere, she's different' he talked to his inner self

"And i never mentioned this before?, you've always eyed the miko even when she was with Inuyasha, you were just too proud to ever admit. Just take care of our mate and pup or i'll go on a destructive rampage if anything was to ever happen to them, unlike you, this Sesshomaru is true with what he feels.' after having said it's piece he receded to the deeper parts of Sesshomaru's mind

Kagome looked up and smiled at Sesshomaru, he looked like he was thinking about something, she left Shippo and Rin as she walked up to him.

"Sesshomaru?" she called almost worried.

He looked at her and a small smile graced his features, it wasn't one of his fondest emotions to show but she somehow brought it fought, this sudden change in his emotions should be strange but he wasn't in any doubt whatsoever, he was sure he was falling for his unique miko.

"I wanted to see you" he said keeping his bright features to seize any worries

She smiled "You missed me that much my lord?" she said teasingly and his eyes flashed red, referring to him that way sent heat throughout his body, she giggled when she saw her plan worked, she was going to touch and kiss him but the kids would see, that would be inappropriate plus she was too shy for that sort of public affection.

Sesshomaru smelt her own raising arousal and in one swoop they found themselves in his chambers.

The normal Kagome would wonder why she was this bold but this weirdly felt natural, she removed her Kimono and brassiere as she watched his eye continue to flash red, she knew she was about to be devoured.

After they had their fun, Sesshomaru finally told her what he wanted before things got out of hand again, he was still stiff as her butt still grazed his member "The soon to be official former lady of the west Izumi, my mother, will be arriving at the castle in 3 days, it is customary family arrived before the ceremony, in other to get acquainted with their new member"

She felt her heart skip a beat "Your mother- i doubt she'll approve of me" she turned to face him, accidentally increasing his pleasure, he took in a deep breath, he could see the worry laced on her face and smell, he needed to focus, "You won me over and now i do not see myself living without you and my mother will not be any different, you carry the heir of the western lands, she will accept you" he reassured her.

"Is that enough to sway her though, yes I'm with child but in my era that doesn't mean much to families that don't want couples together"

"You are strong, she will see these qualities, as inappropriate as this might sound, my mother is in love with power, when she realises who you are-

"That is just it, who am I asides from being told I'm the shikon miko, which I've failed horribly at; I broke the jewel I was supposed to protect making the most evil demon alive even more powerful… I'm just so confused and now I'm pregnant which is going to stall the search for the jewel on our part and make Naraku even more powerful, sometimes I just wish I never came to this era" her eyes widen immediately as she realised what that insinuated

Sesshomaru understood her doubt and worries but he also couldn't help his thoughts from being spoken "And I raped and forced a life on you you didn't ask for

"No No that's not it" she rushed to clarify. "I mean it wasn't planned and I was hurt but it also wasn't your fault and I thought this wasn't possible after what happened but I love you and you're actually something I'm very thankful for, I just get fed up sometimes, I love you and our baby and I love the beautiful family we'll have -

She was shut up by a kiss from him.

"I love you, be mine for real, Let the mating ceremony we're having in a few days time be real"

She teared up nodding her head rapidly to make up for the lump in her throat preventing her from speaking that moment, after composing herself more she chuckled and said "To think we were about to kill each other some weeks back, I guess this also means that till the baby's born contract is over?"

He smirked "I never bought that, I knew you'd be all over me in no time" and his careless statement earned him a kick where it'd hurt.

"Miko this is the same thing as killing our future pups"

She should be angry but she wasn't she was in love,happy and surprised. "I love that you show me that real you, And I don't believe you were ever so cold hearted, do you mind telling me what happened"

"What if nothing happened and I was born this way?"

"That's a lie and u know it"

"Please, I want to know, I want to know you better" she said putting her palm over his

He gambled delving into the topic but for her he didn't mind reminiscing about the past.

"There's nothing much to say. I really think I was born evil"

"Nobody's built to be evil"

"You thought I was evil?"

"You said it and you did try to kill the mother of your child a couple of times so yes you were evil" she joked

Taking a deep breath he started

"I was once mated, her name was Rin"