Dreamland
DREAM...
"Rin, rin come see this baby"
Rin looked over at Akiro why was he walking out towards the lake?
"Silly, where are you going? There's nothing to see over there but that old lake, we've seen it a dozen times!"
"Little bird trust me."
Rin rolled over and dusted off her white sundress. What a goof, she loved it when he Americanized her name and called her little bird. Just something about the way he said it always made her smile.
"Oh fine but you better not push me in the lake because if I'm going down so will you Mr."
Akiro laughed as he turned towards her his hand extended outwards. She always loved how his short spiky black hair looked blue in the light especially when the sun set. Rin put her hand in his and laughed as he twirled her into his arms and wrapped them tightly around her as they stared out across the lake.
"Do you trust me Rin?"
"Always."
"Good, now close your eyes and I want you to picture something for me."
"Okay, my eyes are closed what am I picturing? You, naked yum!"
"No silly! Not today..."
"Damn"
"Ah rin shush, now I want you to picture an empty apartment, are you doing that?"
"Yes."
"Good now I want you to fill that apartment with...ah Rin let go of my belt it's not time for that!"
Rin giggled and she entwined her hands with his."
"Now after you've filled it with furniture, I want you to add 2 dogs and a cat have you done that?"
"mhm"
"Alright now I want you to add me and you, and I want us to be curled up on the couch together all..."
"Wait why can't we cuddle in bed? I wanna cuddle in bed!"
"Alright fine, we are cuddling in bed...naked."
"Yes!"
Rin smiled as she felt the rumble of Akiro's laugh deep in his chest.
"Alright, now picture us in 3 years from now? Can you picture all that clearly my little bird?"
Rin scrunched her eyes tight and smiled
"Yea, actually I can."
Even though Rin couldn't see it she just knew he was smiling down at her as he rubbed small circles on her arms.
"Rin all that is possible then, I really want that to be our future once we are out of high school we can run away from all this."
Rin opened her eyes and she felt Akiro move to stand in front of her, she blushed as he looked down at her with those intense icy green eyes.
"Rin, will you run away with me? Will you stay by my side and live with me? I can't promise you riches or that you'll always be happy but I can promise I'll never stop loving you or stop trying my hardest to make you smile, like I'm doing now"
Rin threw her head back and laughed as she wrapped her arms around Akiro's neck. Standing on her tippy-toes Rin touched the tip of her nose to his before answering
"Yes Akiro I'll runaway with you, all I want is to be a part of your life, like I'm doing now."
Akiro laughed before Kissing Rin on the lips lightly then slowly deepening the kiss as he wrapped his arms around the middle of her back pulling her in closer.
"Mm Akiro I love you."
"I love you more koi."
Rin gasped as Akiro vanished from her arms, looking up Rin watched the sky begin to darken as the scenery around her shifted, She wasn't in the park anymore, she behind the Tokyo theatre in the alleyway were, oh Kami, no, no she didn't want to see this.
"Akiro!" Rin felt her eyes well up with tears as Akiro suddenly appeared again, but this time, he was covered in blood and lying face down on the ground choking.
"Akiro! akiro roll over!" Rin felt herself panic as she tried to run to him but she couldn't move, it was as if there was some barrier between her and him. Rin screamed at the top of her lungs as she felt the warm tears start to pour down her cheeks
"Akiro get up! Akiro baby move! breathe! BREATHE!" She couldn't stop screaming, he was making the most awful of noises and he wasn't rolling over he was going to suffocate in a pool of his own blood. Rin felt a small surge and suddenly she was underneath the ground staring up at him slowly suffocating to death. She couldn't touch him; she tried clawing scratching no matter what she couldn't reach him.
"BREATHE DON'T DIE ON ME!"
Another surge and she was right beside him and she watched helplessly as he started to shudder and twitch before he went completely limp and everything went black.
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Rin woke up screaming. Hot tears were pouring down her and she was making the worst gurgling noise, she shot up immediately and cringed as she emptied her stomach into the waste basket beside her bed. She hadn't had a nightmare like that in over a year. It was awful and harsh and so real she felt the fresh stab of grief all over again. She pulled her hair back as much as she could before another stream of halfway digested pills and booze pour out of her mouth. Swigging a stale glass of water to try and kill the rancid taste, Rin laid back down shakily thinking
"You Promised me we'd run away, you promised."
A sob escaped her mouth.
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It was entirely that little twit's fault! Sesshomaru kicked off the covers angrily and sat up looking at the red blinking numbers next to him. 3:47 great, just fucking perfect. He apparently was going to work tired today, as he had been for the past month since he had driven that human girl home.
Rin that was her name, well of course it was. Oh don't pretend amnesia you can't go one hour without that name popping up in your head. He silently chastised himself. Was this the work of his conscience finally rearing its ugly tiny little head? Maybe although he could have sworn he had been born without one. Maybe he was wrong.
Enough musing over possibility of finally discovering his long lost conscience, he had more pressing matters to attend to like the fact that images of Rin and him having sex were burned into his brain, yes that's right, they had sex, it wasn't fucking, it was sex! oh god damnit. He had been gentle and taken his time; he had been slow and made sure she had been pleasured as well as him. He hadn't fucked her like he had other females. That wasn't normal for him. He didn't have sex, he fucked and moved on. didn't he? Yes he did because he didn't give a rat's ass, speaking of asses hers had been a ten. Oh god-fucking-damnit! this was not fucking healthy. No he fucked her, he didn't have sex with her he had fucked her. Plain and fucking simple. She had caught his eye and turned him on and he did what he normally did with a female that caught his eye and turned him on, he fucked the living day lights out of her and like any other chick he would move on. Right? well of course, he needed to stop obsessing over this fucking child. Sesshomaru groaned as he ran his hands through his hair. That was it, he had defiled a child, that's why he couldn't stop thinking about her, and even in his world that was taboo. Now it all made sense everything did, well he would simply have make amends by never coming in contact with her again. Exactly that would work; he would make sure they never came in contact. There case fucking closed.
Sesshomaru nodded to himself as he stepped into the shower.
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The sun was shining too bright, oh who the hell opened the blinds? her head was pounding; oh she swore she was going to kill the sun one of these days. Groaning loudly Rin threw a pillow over her head in a feeble attempt to block out the sun. Slowly her eyes grew heavy again and that lull that comes over you started to pull her deeper into the darkness of dreamland and just as she was about to give in the smell hit her, oh god it was rank!
"ugh what the fuck is that smell?"
Tossing the pillow off of her head Rin rolled onto her side and saw the waste basket.
"oh that's just gross." Rin whispered before again groaning as she sat up hands holding the side of her head as the blood left her head making the pounding in her head to times worse. this was just fucking peachy she thought as she chucked the contents of the waste basket into her toilet gasping as some of it splattered onto her shirt.
"More nightmares and hangovers sweetheart?"
Rin jumped dropping her puke bucket and turning around to find her mother all suited up for work smiling at her, oh that was creepy, her mom smiling, at her. She couldn't help the shudder.
"Yea."
Mitomi smiled as she took in her daughter's ragged appearance, her long hair sticking out in messy tangles, her shorts rumpled and her oversized shirt spotted with fresh puke stains. Dark circles ran underneath her eyes and her pink lips were very much cracked and bleeding. Mitomi's smile widened.
"well I made breakfast for you sweetheart, just some toast and butter, come down to eat when you've washed up."
Rin raised her left eyebrow.
"No thanks I'll pass you probably poisoned it anyways."
Mitomi looked genuinely shocked.
"Why would you ever think such a thing? Rin you're my daughter."
"well there's something you don't say every day."
Rin threw in sarcastically as she watched her mother start to get angry.
"I was just trying to do something nice and be a mother to my daughter."
"Yea well don't you're not very good at being a mother, mom, so uh just stick to spreading your legs your much better at being a whore."
Rin had no idea where her sudden outburst of anger came from; it must have been the bottled up emotions from her dream last night, or maybe the fact that she thought her mom was trying to get rid of some sort of guilty conscience by actually paying a little bit of attention to her today. Well whatever the reason, rin was shocked by her anger and she could tell her mother was done playing mom. oh boy.
Rin backed up as her mom stormed into the bathroom and pinned rin against the wall.
"You little bitch!"
Rin flinched as her mother slapped her open palm against the wall. Mitomi laughed as she watched Rin flinch,
"Oh you better be scared of me Rin, you fucking better watch your back!" Mitomi shoved Rin into the wall for good measure before storming off. Rin waited to hear the front door slam shut and the sound of the engine starting before she let the tears fall. Rin burst out sobbing and she wrapped her arms around her knees. She just couldn't muster up the strength to be numb today; it was as if someone had turned her emotions on full blast. Her mom screaming at her calling her bitch, the anger she felt when her mother did something nice for her. It never used to be like this, once upon a time her mother used to sing lullabies, kissed her booboo when she fell, and held her close when she would wake up crying from a nightmare.
Oh but that was a lifetime ago she was surprised she even remembered, maybe Rin had dreamt it, it certainly seemed like a dream when she thought back on it and then looking at what just happened this morning, her mother, caring; that wasn't possible.
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Bankotsu smiled as he slid the knife across the screaming girl's throat. Hmm, Rin's mother had contacted him a few days. It simply made him giddy to know that soon he would be able to finally clean up the mess he had made.
"Oh sweet Rin, don't you worry, it won't hurt forever."
Bankotsu wiped the blood onto the dead girl's bare breast.
"Dispose of her, I'm finished here."
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Rin couldn't focus in school, what were they talking about? the proton's attracted the neutrons? no wait she said electrons right? Rin thudded her head on the desk, she couldn't take this. Her mind was anywhere but chemistry.
"Psst Rin."
Rin looked over and saw Inuyasha wiggling his eyebrows at her as he slid a small blue box into her bag. what the hell was he doing?
"miss michyio! the lesson is up here not written on Mr. inutaisho's face."
Rin glared at inuyasha as the rest of the class murmured and laughed. She mouthed a promise to beat him later before turning back around in her seat.
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"Oh I love you!" Rin threw her arms around the taller boy's neck successfully turning his cheeks red.
"Ah rin, not in public get off, kikyo will kill me if she sees this."
"Fuck kikyo, you bought me salvia I love you!"
Rin jumped up and tackled Inuyasha again successfully pinning him between the locker and her. Inuyasha laughed and pealed Rin off as he looked around making sure kikyo wasn't nearby ticked off looking.
"yea well I thought a little welcome gift was in order, ya know I'm just returning the favor for the weed and free vodka."
Rin smirked
"hey what are connections for?" Inuyasha returned the smirk.
"well shrimp what's been up with you this past month you seem, more out of it than usual, smoking some good stuff you're not sharing?"
Rin closed her locker. and picked up her bag staring down at her pink converse.
"Yea something like that."
Rin watched as Inuyasha picked up his own backpack and stretched cracking his back loudly as he headed for the parking lot.
"yea well, share the love shrimp, share the love."
Rin rolled her eyes as she turned and headed the opposite way.
"oof!"
Rin collided with the music teacher Mr. Miyagi.
"Oh I'm terribly sorry child I really wasn't paying attention."
Rin helped gather the scattered papers.
"that's alright."
Mr. miyagi looked up and smiled
"Oh rin just the girl I wanted to see come, follow me into my office won't you."
It wasn't a question so much as an order as the stout little old man waddled off into his office.
"close the door behind you please. yes take a seat, well then."
Rin sat down hesitantly; she had no idea where any of this was going.
"Sir?"
Mr. Miyagi straightened up and clasped his hands together, clearing his throat before he spoke. Rin really didn't have a great feeling about this.
"I've decided that this year's new year's show needs some new talent and I think you are just the girl to do it."
well he certainly didn't beat around the bush, rin thought dryly to herself and my Miyagi rambled on. Singing in the choir? Rin shook her head no, she hadn't sung in a year and she didn't plan on breaking that long abstinence. Rin shook her head again.
"I'm sorry my Miyagi but I really cannot do it, I've already got a full schedule and too much to do what with this being my senior year and all."
Rin got up and turned to walk out the door.
"ah, wait young lady I haven't dismissed you yet."
Rin held her hand to the door knob. Well temper temper, there went Mr. nice guy.
"You see my dear, this isn't an option, I know you are missing an art credit, and you and I both know that sketching 101 won't cut it since you are, you know a senior and all."
Rin smiled at the use of her own words being thrown back in her face, this teacher definitely had a temper, but she just couldn't do it no way. Rin opened the door.
"I'm sorry Mr. miyagi I really can't do it." and with that Rin saluted and vanished out of the choir room.
a/n: well here is another chapter, just to be clear on a few things, rin is 17, i know some people might think 14 or 16 because of sesshomaru's guesses but he's wrong i did that on purpose to show, sesshomaru really doesn't pay attention to anyone else other then himself. i Hope i get reviews, oh and to make something clear, answering a nasty review i got and deleted, if you don't like my story, because of the sexual content or the fact that this touches a little on the topic of "statutory rape" then please do not read it just to tell me that, no one is holding a gun to your head, don't tell me how twisted i am and disgusting i am, if you don't have constructive criticism or anything nice to say, well then don't say anything at all. Oh and for anyone reading my other story, im having a bit of writer's block on the chapter for it, so it'll take me about another week before i update it. Anyways please review, don't flame.