Title: Good Girl, Gone Bad
Chapter: 10. Step Eight: Dessert Never Tasted So Good
Disclaimer: I own nothing related to SWAC. :D I own the plot, and that's it.
A/N: WARNING This is a M - Rated story, you've been warned a while ago. Thanks to every single review, some really made me laugh and some just made me smile in bashfulness. :) Aw you guys make my day! -- and not to worry, you aren't pervs... obviously Chad thinks about this kinda stuff more than you do, he has you beat there. ;)
second author's note at the bottom - :)
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Chad grinned sweetly in Sonny's direction as he slid their plates into the dishwasher antagonising slow. She started to bite the inside of her mouth to keep herself from verbalizing her impatience, and grimaced at the amount of effort it took to do so.
"Ok, everything is in the dishwasher. Now we can-"
She threw herself onto his body, knocking over a pan that had been left out on the counter. Her lips attached to his own within seconds, and Chad responded by pulling her closer to his body.
The passion between them was like a magnet, and Sonny couldn't help but be drawn closer to him. His hands slid into the back pockets of her jeans and Sonny moved her own hands up to his neck, pushing his lips closer to her own.
"Bedroom." Chad managed to mumble in between one of the many heated kisses they just couldn't stop.
Sonny nodded, and let out a small squeal when he suddenly picked her up and started towards the staircase. Her hands wandered to the buttons on his shirt, and she started unhooking them as fast as possible. Before she could reach the bottom buttons, he had dropped her on her feet at the top of the stairs, and attached their lips again.
After undoing the last buttons, his shirt was thrown over the railing of the staircase, and her hands flew to the Tshirt left. While Chad started pushing her backwards toward his bedroom, she reached to lift the remaining shirt off of him, breaking their kiss only to pull it over his head.
"Mmmm Sonny." He mumbled against her lips at the feeling of her hands that started trailing invisible paths along his heated skin. Her determination, and ego, only grew from his words, and she didn't notice when he managed to slip her shirt off in seconds.
Before her hands could reach the top of his jeans to unbutton them, her knees hit the side of a bed and both fell onto the billowy comforter.
"Why am I so addicted to you?" Chad asked Sonny in a hushed tone, playing with the strap of her bra.
She smiled at him, knowing that he was asking the question to himself more than to her, "Oh Chad, you've only had a small taste."
Chad chuckled, "I know. That's the problem."
Sonny gave him a confused look, and despite the heated atmosphere that surrounded them only seconds ago, she suddenly became serious.
"What I mean is, I don't know if I can stop." He focused on the pattern of his comforter, to hide his shame from her curious eyes.
"Who said I wanted you to stop? I came here, didn't I?"
Chad brought his eyes back to hers for a brief second, "Sonny, I'll hurt you."
She frowned, and brought a hand up to his cheek to softly caress the skin, "Chad... I don't think you will. I've changed-"
"No, Sonny - you don't get it!" His voice became angry, and he moved off of her body to stand on the floor in front of her.
Sonny's heart dropped so fast that it felt like someone had punched her right in her chest. Slowly, she sat up on the bed and hugged her arms to her body, aware for the first time that her shirt wasn't on anymore.
"...You're mad at me now?"
The pacing boy in front of her suddenly stopped and turned to give her a pained look, "Oh Sonny, no, I'm not mad at you! I'm mad at myself." He sat down next to her, and leaned his arms on his legs, "I knew what I was getting into. I shouldn't have dragged you into my life, I'm not good for you-"
"But I'm good for you." She spoke up, and put a hand on his shoulder, "And whether you like it or not, we're supposed to be together."
"I've been with so many girls before, Sonny. You know that. Doesn't that make you mad?"
Sonny gulped, "Well... sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough. But I never get mad."
"See?! I'm not good for you!" He shook his head, "You're perfect, and you shouldn't feel that way about yourself."
"Chad, I'm not-"
"Yes." He turned his head to look into her eyes, "You are."
Sonny bit her lip, and looked down at her feet, "I don't care though. I don't care that you've had sex with other girls. You telling me that we aren't good for eachother has hurt me more than anything else, and I don't want you to say things like that-"
"But-"
"No, don't 'but' me." She stood up and moved so that she was standing in front of him. Taking advantage of his temporary surprise, she pushed him back onto the bed and straddled his torso, "Now, you either kiss me and continue what we were doing, or I'll force you into it."
Chad grimaced, internally debating whether it would be ok to just go on. "Sonny-"
"Chad."
"Please?" His sad blue eyes connected with her own, and made her own feelings drop lower, "I would feel like I was raping you."
Her chocolate eyes rolled, "It's not considered rape if I agree to it."
Chad snickered, "You have no idea what you're agreeing to."
"Then why don't you show me?" Sonny batted her eyelashes and ground her hips into his own, causing a moan to escape his lips. His eyes shut, and Sonny grinned in triumph, "Well?"
She watched as he squeezed his eyes shut even more and let out a defeated sigh. A twinge of excitement flew up her spine, and her eyes lit up at her victory. He opened his dark blue eyes and gave her a serious look, "If it hurts you too much, we're stopping."
"Mm, yeah, I'm pretty sure that isn't going to happen. Tawni assures me you'll know exactly what to do."
"Tawni must have a lot of faith in me. I never really cared for those other girls, and I'm nervous just sitting in the same room with you."
Sonny giggled, "We're on the same boat then."
Chad rolled his eyes and flipped them over so he was hovering over her body. He snuck a small kiss on her neck and muttered, "My boat is most definitely bigger - and better."
"Can you ever control your ego?"
"Nope." He grinned and connected their lips again.
Sonny smirked against his lips and wove her fingers through his blond locks. While her attention was on him, Chad quickly managed to slip his hands under her back to unclasp her bra, slowly dragging it down her arms.
She let out a shaky breath as his hands slid over her skin. Chad chuckled at her reaction and moved his lips to her collarbone to trail a line of kisses down her chest. He stopped barely a centimeter from her nipple, and a slight moan of anticipation left her mouth, turning into a yelp when his teeth took the place of his lips and nipped at the sensitive skin. Before she could complain, he placed small soothing pecks on her and she realised how good it actually felt.
When he moved to the other side she expected the same routine, and braced herself, but only his lips met her skin. She relaxed against the comforter in relief, but soon let out another yelp when he nipped her again by surprise.
"Chad!"
"Hm?" He mumbled against her skin, and her back arched in response.
Sonny huffed, "You aren't playing fair."
He took his lips off her skin and moved his head away from her body to look her in the eyes, "Oh really?"
She frowned at his cocky attitude, and pushed him to the side so she could climb on top of his body. Instead of straddling his torso this time, she moved lower so she was sitting on his legs, and reached for the button on his jeans.
As her fingers found the zipper, one of Chad's hands moved to stop her, "I don't want you to make me feel good first-"
"You think what you just did didn't feel good to me?"
"That's not what I meant." He explained, "Besides, if you really want to have sex with me - you probably won't want to work me up too much. I'd hate to dissapoint."
Sonny giggled. "Whatever you say baby," She replied, dropping the tone of her voice on the last word, and adding a small smirk at the end.
Chad cleared his throat, which suddenly felt a hundred times smaller, "B-baby?"
"Mhm." Sonny grinned up at him, stealthily sliding the zipper on his pants down while his focus was on her face, "Do you like that?"
"Oh, I love-" His words cut off when her fingers wrapped around him, and his breath caught in his throat. "You're such... a tease, Monroe."
Sonny nodded her reply and started moving her hand up and down him, gaining speed slowly. Chad let his head fall back onto the bed and closed his eyes to keep the sight of Sonny touching him out of his head, which was driving him crazy.
Before he could clear his head in time, he felt something touch his skin that was most definitely not her fingers, and his eyes snapped open curiously. Sonny, who was still moving her hand on him in perfect rhythm, had bent her head and started taking him into her mouth. The feeling alone had him on cloud nine, and seeing with his own eyes what she was doing practically put his heart - and arousal - into overdrive.
She had barely even gotten the tip in her mouth when Chad pulled her face away, and she pouted in dissaproval, "I thought that you would like-"
"Oh believe me, I do." Chad chuckled at her ironic thoughts, and lifted her by her hips so that she was standing in front of him. He stood up next to her and shimmied out of his jeans before moving to unbutton her own skinny jeans.
Sonny bushed as she moved to help him, kicking off her high heels in the process. Once they were off her legs, she stood before him in a pair of yellow polka dot panties, that were almost too small to call bikini style.
Chad smiled down at the small article of clothing, and chuckled, "I love these."
"Looks like you love a lot of things today." Sonny joked, and watched as his eyes widened nervously.
"It's not that I love everything. I just love things that I like. I mean, not the things that I like, but what I like the most. What I mean is-" He started babbling, and Sonny leaned forward and connected their lips, putting an end to his babbles.
She pulled away from the quick kiss and gave him an encouraging smile, "Relax Chad. I swear I'll let you know if I'm uncomfortable with anything."
He let out a sigh of relief, "Okay, thanks."
"Now, what were you saying about my panties?"
"They need to come off." Chad grinned, catching on to the direction the conversation was starting to flow. To further prove his point, he hooked his pointer fingers onto the two sides and started sliding them down her smooth thighs.
He smirked as he realized how damp they were in the center, and gave her a knowing look, "My, My, Miss. Monroe. Someone is getting ahead of themselves."
"Says the person with the hard-on."
"Touche." He flung the garment towards the door, but didn't care enough to see where it landed. He switched their positions so she was standing backwards to the bed and then softly pushed her onto the mattress.
His fingers flew to the area between her legs, and without warning, he started rubbing a quick rhythm against her skin.
"Chad!" Sonny exclaimed in surprise and her hands immediately clung to his shoulders.
He grinned at the effect he had on her, and quickened the pace of his fingers slightly. He watched as her eyelids closed slowly, and her lips opened wider with each moan. After another pass up and down he felt her becoming even more wet, and took it as a sign to try to sneak a finger inside her body.
Although he thought he had managed to stealthily bring a finger inside, Sonny's hips bucked off the mattress before he could get his finger fully inside.
"Oh God, keep going Chad!"
The blond haired actor could only grin as he continued to thrust his finger in and out of her body, and soon added a second finger.
"Shit Sonny, you're so fucking tight." He groaned out, feeling the pressure against his fingers. Her answering moan conveyed to him just how much she loved the feelings he was giving her. Chad tried to add another finger, and her gasp made him wince. Three fingers was nowhere near the size of him, and because she was so tight, it was going to hurt Sonny more than she thought it would.
Her back arched off the bed again, and she let out a whimper, "I can't wait any longer Chad, anticipation is killing me."
He gulped nervously and removed his hand from her body, moving to grab a condom from his bedside table. He slipped it on expertly and turned back around to see that Sonny had moved on the bed to make herself more comfortable on the pillows. Chad chuckled at the blush on her cheeks and pulled the comforter off of the bed so that she was just lying on top of the sheets.
"I'm going to feel so horrible-"
"No, Chad, just do it."
He shook his head, "Sonny, it's going to hurt you."
"It sounds like it's going to hurt you worse, the way you keep going on about this."
"We're probably going to have to stop-"
Sonny rolled her eyes, "Just stick it in me, or I'm going to do it myself."
Chad snickered, "What a way to think of loosing your virginity."
She slapped his arm and gave him an impatient look. He sighed and moved between her legs, positioning himself at her entrance. A feeling of extreme nervousness passed through his body like ice, and he fought the urge to shiver. Looking down, he saw for the first time the extreme fear in Sonny's eyes, and knew that he had to get his act together to avoid hurting her more than necessary.
He slowly pushed the tip of himself into her body, watching her eyes for any sense of pain. But for a brief second the feeling of her body so tight and warm against his own almost made him plunge into her at light-speed. If it hadn't been for the innocent look of her eyes, he would've lost himself, but knew that if he took advantage of her now - he would end up killing himself later.
"Relax, Sonny. Try to relax as much as you can."
"Is that supposed to help?" She asked, her voice raised an octave in fright.
Chad gave her a reassuring nod and kissed her cheek, "It's going to hurt now." She gulped and nodded for him to continue, her right hand had reached for his own and had intertwined their fingers.
He knew that every girl was different, and each would feel different levels of pain, but decided that doing it quick would be the best way to break Sonny's virginity. He gazed into her eyes and quickly pushed himself further into her body, almost as far as he could go.
The shocked sound of pain that came out of Sonny's mouth practically broke his heart in two. Tears streamed down her face, and the hand holding his tightened in grip.
"C-Chad-"
"Shhh, I'm so sorry Sonny." He mumbled against her cheek, using his other hand to wipe away the tears that had fallen out of her eyes.
A sob escaped her lips, and she muttered a short, "Ow."
Chad fought the urge to not chuckle, which wasn't that hard - under the circumstances, and brought his lips to her own to place a soft kiss there. Sonny winced into the kiss, too concentrated at the stinging burn she felt where their bodies were joined. It definitely hurt more than she expected, much longer than she had expected.
Wasn't your first time supposed to be magical, and surreal?
"I told you we wouldn't get far." Chad suddenly interrupted her thoughts, and she could only agree.
"What was I-" She winced again when her body moved an inch and another twinge of pain seared through her body, "-thinking?"
Chad grinned, and brushed her bangs out of her eyes, "I swear, it will only get better."
"Well, I hope to God that it does."
He frowned and started to pull out of her body, causing Sonny to let out a whimper. "I don't think I should push this, you already hurt enough."
"But-"
"Nope." Chad shook his head as he pulled the rest of the way out of her body and began to stand up off the bed.
"Where are you going?"
He looked back to see her eyes had widened in confusion and fear, so he sent a small grin her way, "Don't worry. I'll be right back."
Sonny nodded and watched silently as he walked through a door off to the side of the room, switching on a light as he entered. She sighed and clutched her stomach, hoping that it might ease the pain momentarily.
Chad suddenly walked back into the room, clad in a pair of striped boxers, and made his way over to the bed. Without saying a word, he leaned down and wrapped his arms around her body, picking her up carefully to try to minimize the movement of her body. Sonny opened her mouth to ask what he was doing, but decided that she would just let him take her wherever he wanted.
And that same room he just had been in was exactally where he wanted her, apparently. After entering the doorway Sonny realised it was a large bathroom, and the faucet on an enormous tub was running on full blast.
He moved over in front of the tub and slowly set her inside the warm water, a sigh escaping her lips in the process.
"Try to relax for a second while it keeps filling up."
"Okay." She sighed again, and closed her eyes.
Chad grinned and headed towards the medicine cabinet. He pulled out a bottle of ibuprofen and shook a pill out onto his hand. Before he walked back over to Sonny, he grabbed a cup next to the sink and filled it with cold water.
"Here, take this."
Sonny nodded and swallowed the pill, grateful that some sort of relief was coming. Chad slipped out of his boxers and got into the tub on the opposite side, shutting of the faucet to prevent the water from overflowing.
She cocked her head at him, "So... when can we actually have sex?"
"I'm pretty sure the medicine isn't supposed to heal the pain that fast."
"No, but it's already less noticeable since you... performed the deed."
Chad chuckled, "Preformed the deed? Isn't loosing your virginity more special to girls?"
"That wasn't exactly special, Chad, we didn't do anything and it hurt like hell."
"How many fairytale books do you read? It's supposed to hurt your first time, and for some reason, it hurt you a lot more than I've ever known it to hurt a girl before."
Sonny blushed, "I'm really not being dramatic, if that's what you're implying."
"No, I'm honestly surprised. You were really tight." Chad smirked, "Which should make it even better when we actually do have sex."
She sighed, "Really, Chad, it doesn't hurt now. Can't we just-"
"Sonny, you're doing it again. You're being too optimistic, and I'm going to tell you flat out that if I even try to put my pinky finger in you right now - you'd hurt."
The brunette frowned, and slumped against the side of the tub. "You know... What I said before - about it not being special - isn't true."
Chad grinned at her, "I would hope so. But I think that you should consider the next time we sleep together as the time you lose your virginity, because I see it as more than just a barrier that needs to be broken. It's having sex for your first time, and that's not what we just did."
"Why couldn't I just skip that part and go straight to having sex?"
He rolled his eyes, "Is that all you can think about right now?!"
"Well, I kind of didn't get to finish what you started, and I'm still highly aroused. So yeah, that's all I can think about."
"Let's change that then." Chad grinned at her and moved over to her side of the tub before she could say anything. His hands flew to her breasts instantly, and she let out a low hum at the feeling, "Tomorrow."
Sonny opened her eyes, just realising she had closed them, "Uh... tomorrow?"
"Yes, you'll be a little better by tomorrow night. We'll try then."
She grinned, "Good. Now shut up and kiss me."
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Okay, so, I know most of you are disappointed cause they didn't get it on all the way. But I'm trying to make this as realistic and not fairytale-ishh as possible. It kinda makes me mad when everything is so perfect and unrealistic in fanfiction. Anyways, enough on my rant, I'm severely sorry that it took me this long to update, but I wasn't 'feeling the love' for a while. My so called 'boyfriend' played me a few weeks ago, and i just didn't have the heart to try to come up with a heated love scene while I hated all the men on this planet.
Besides Chad Dylan Cooper - who could ever hate him?!?! :D
So I'm really sorry, but I swear I'll update sooner. :)
And thanks SO much for all the reviews, I'm literally amazed.