Authors Note: Sorry it took me forever to update guys. Writers black can be a major pain. I had so many contemplations running through my head as I wrote this chapter. But here you go chapter ten!
Chapter Ten- Let's make a plan
James' P.O.V
Heal me with happy memories. The very thought of making love to Mary right here, right now was almost over whelming. Oh how badly I wanted to make love to her right now. No scratch that; oh how badly I NEEDED to make love to her right now. My hormones were running wild and my dick was throbbing with complete want. I had no mirror, but if I did I'm pretty sure my normally hazel eyes would be almost as black as night with lust.
A small moan escaped from the back of my throat as she grabbed my hand from her waste and brought it up so it was cupping her breast. God they felt so good to touch. I moved my hands to the hem of her shirt and pulled it over her head. I pulled back to admire the beautiful sight I have just discovered. Mary although was she was not as skinny as most girls her in L.A was absolutely beautiful. From the curve of her breast down to the stomach that could only work for the unique girl in front of me, and up to the beautiful light brown hair that flowed down her back. I rolled her over on the blanket so I was hovering over her.
"You're so beautiful," I said. I saw a light blush come up over her face, and suddenly I was no longer thinking about my hard aching dick. I was no longer thinking about the fact my body was desperately screaming to reach an orgasm. I was thinking about the girl in front me that deserved everything in this world and more. She didn't deserve to have her first time like this. Just randomly in a field. She deserved for it to be completely special, and prepared. She deserved for it to be sweet and meaningful. At that moment I wanted nothing more than to give that to her.
"I can't do this," I told her
Mary's P.O.V
"What do you mean you can't do this?" I said almost on the verge of tears. I felt suddenly rejected. I felt like throwing something and stomping off to sob over the fact James doesn't want me in this way.
"I can't do this to you."
"Oh" I didn't want to sound desperate. Or like I needed to get off. Though my clitoris was practically screaming for attention.
"Please baby, don't misunderstand me." He took my chin and angled my face towards his so he could look me in the eye. "I want you more than anything." He told me like he was reading my head. We always had something like that. He only took one look and knew everything I felt. "But you don't deserve to just be fucked random. You deserve to be made love to, and it should be sweet and prepared and romantic. It should be something to remember. I wouldn't want to take your virginity like this." I smiled at him. James was too sweet. Suddenly I felt my vision become blurry. For the first time in my life I, Mary Elizabeth White cried tears of happiness. I pulled my sweet loving beautiful boyfriend in for a kiss.
"I love you" It was a faint whisper but I had no doubt in my mind that James didn't hear it because he wrapped him arms securely around me and whispered In my ear a sweet (and probably the most meaningful) "I love you too." I pulled back and looked him the eyes. "So I guess it's time for you to make a plan Diamond."
James' P.O.V
To say that I was once again shocked was a complete understatement. I wasn't expecting her to want me to start making plans now. I had no idea what I was going to. I mean I after all was a virgin as well. Exactly how much time did I need to really plan this sort of thing was beyond me as well. I didn't want to just spring it on her. What would be so special about that? Suddenly my eyes traveled up her still bare torso.
"Mary not that I don't think you're sexy, but could you put your shirt back on so I can think straight." She laughed as she grabbed the fabric I discarded and pulled it over her head. "Thanks anyways I don't have to make a plan but WE do." I started blushing "I'm kind of new with this."
"It's okay Jamie. Come on let's make a plan."
Well there you go. Sorry I know it was significantly shorter compared to my other chapters. Be sure to review.
