Don't be mad at me! I've been so busy lately, had to choose my GCSE options, homework, crying at Glee and Harry Potter (le cries) and shit like that so, but I'm back finally so do not hate me, please!

Also - planning on writing another ff soon, once I've finished this so don't get confused most likely, but depends how this goes and how I write the next one, I am not telling you what it will be about - you will find out sooner or later.

So here we go...

Rachel P.O.V

I don't know why I didn't realise that I felt this way about him, he was always there for me, and I just pushed him away. I was deep in thought when the ambulance arrived, and there I was, sitting next to him crying my eyes out while Mercedes talked to the paramedics. This was my fault, I just knew it. It shouldn't of happened to him, I shouldn't of rejected him, then, it would all be normal.

"Rachel?" I heard Mercedes say behind me, as doctors and paramedics came to Blaine and took him to the ambulance. Mercedes gave me her hand, and we walked down with them

"Can I go with you?" I said, struggling through my tears.

"Are you related?"

"No... but he's been there for me, and I can't help thinking I had something to do with why he did this.

"Miss, I-"

"You what? Listen sir, this is my best friend and she is in a state obviously, and all she wants is to be with her friend who she has feelings for and knows he has feelings back, and if there was a chance of them getting together, then we'd be so happy for them, so why don't you just let her go, and let her help Blaine some way or another. You don't understand how much this would mean to her." Mercedes shouted at them, standing up for me, like a good friend, she was so sweet, I loved her so much.

"Um... Miss Berry if you would like to get on..."

As I walked on and sat next to Blaine, I mouthed to Mercedes 'Thank You' and she smiled. She said whatever happened she would meet me at the hospital, so there I sat for 15 minutes next to Blaine, asleep, possibly almost dead. I sat there, holding onto his hand, praying that someone would hear me up there, that someone would save him for me.

We arrived at the hospital and they rushed him in, me following behind, when I heard someone.

"Rachel! Rachel!"

I turned around and Mercedes was there, but not just her. Harmony, Kurt, Mike, Tina, and surprisingly, Finn.

"Guys..." I said, as they gave me a massive hug, except from Finn or stood awkwardly next to us. "Can you give us a minute? Blaine's through there." I pointed to where they took him and they left. "What are you doing here?"

"I told you... I want to be with you."

"No you don't! You are lying! I know it! You love Santana, and you will! And you know what, I don't love you anymore, Finn! I realised when I found Blaine, he was the one. I don't care what you think about it, you're a prick and I hate you!" I shouted at him, and stomped off away from him.

"Wait Rachel..." he said, grabbing my arm.

"Don't you DARE touch me." I said and slapped him. I walked away, and he stayed there, in shock, but the funny thing was I didn't care. I wanted to see Blaine, I wanted him to be alive. I needed him.

I continued walking, until I found the waiting room where everyone was sitting. I sat down, tears streaming down my face. I had always been an emotional person, so it was natural for me to cry, but I didn't want Finn interfering with Blaine and I.

"Miss Rachel Berry?" I heard, and I turned around and there was a nurse, telling me to come with her. I followed her into a room where she told me what happened.

"Blaine had an overdose of Ectasy we think late last night... is there any reason you think he could of have for doing it?" I knew straight away and just told her. I told her everything with Finn and then Blaine and what he said and she took me to him.

He looked so peaceful, lying there. He looked better there, without me making hell in his life. I walked over next to him and the nurse left to let me see him.

"Hey Blaine..." I spoke to him, and grabbed his hand. "I miss you. I was a bitch I know, I'm sorry, but seeing you... lying here... makes me realise how much I do like you. You are so sweet to me, Blaine; I don't know how I didn't see it. I just wished you... you didn't do this..." I started crying again, but carried on. "You know, everyone is here, Mercedes, Kurt, Mike, Harmony, Tina... they all want you back. Especially me. I don't know what I'll do if you don't come back. I'm hoping and praying that you won't leave me, Blaine. Please. I can't be without you."

Suddenly, I felt a hand responding into mine. I saw his eyes, moving, trying to open.

"Blaine? Nurse please! I think he's waking!"

I'm so nice, ending it here. But you love me! tell me if this is okay please? Reviews are needed PLEASE? I will love you always!

So yeah... hope I will update sometime this week, not sure though, all depends ahaha, but I put you out your misery for now!

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