Chapter 10: Kidnapped

((((( Jacob's POV )))))

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in my story although I wish I did I do not. They belong to Stephanie Myer.

A/N: Hello family...here's chapter 10. It's a bit eventful in many areas, so stay with me. If you get pissed off, that's alright...just keep reading my next updates.

To my readers...I love you. Some of you PM me with lots of love, and I really want to say that I appreciate the time that you spend reading my stories. They have turned into my babies, and I try to write with the same emotion that I think the characters are feeling...I hope I don't disappoint...If I miss sometimes, stick with me...I promise to make every attempt to improve...love you!

Usually, I write with a special song selection in my ear to inspire me. This chapter was really hard to stay listening to anything. I hope it relays to you the passion that I tried to let you feel from Jacob and Bella.

Anywho...read, read, read...

Huh, she thinks she can just dismiss me like I don't exist. Never! Like I'll just let her ride off into the sunset with him. Huh, little does she know, I have watched her apartment for months now. Leaving me will not be as easy as she thinks. We will see. Huh.

I dusted my clothes off, and smiled. I knew exactly how I would get them back. I dare them to flaunt their relationship in front of me like that. She knows she still wants me. I told her I would forgive her for everything.

I called my contact and got the name of their hotel, along with any information that she had on them. I waited on them to board their flight, and took the next one out. The flight was long, but quiet. It gave me a chance to collect my thoughts and iron out any kinks in my plan.

My contact rented me a room in the same hotel, and the same floor as Bella. I know she will be elated to see me, if even only for a moment. I can see the look in her eyes every time we meet. It lights the fire within me. It consumes me. She is so beautiful. How could he ever have denied her? I would never leave her. Never cause her that much pain. Really, he can only blame himself for Bella and I falling in love. Oh, well.

Two days ago, I had decided to surprise Bella after he left. She opened the door for me, naked, and walked back to the bedroom, twisting and rubbing her hips, teasing me, putting her finger up behind her...asking me to follow her. Her body was so perfect. I had gotten from that visit so much more than I had ever imagined. She was so frisky. The way she kissed me and bit me and scratched my back totally turned me on. She loves playing hard to get with me, but I don't mind. I love her for more than her sex, anyway. My only complaint about that morning was that she smelled just like him. I could tell that she needed a bath. Not that she stank, but just not her regular self. She smelled all over like her lust, her wetness, with a mixture of...him. I just didn't understand how it was all over her like that. Gross! It turned me completely off.

I will never forget her smell. It is what has me addicted to her today. Craving her presence. Her taste. I was so close that morning. I wanted her so bad. I was willing to take any part of her that she would give me. Even make her feel good like last time, so long ago. But she claims she is still not ready. Love making is a way of showing the other person that you are willing to give them everything you have. To share the most intimate of moments. To get lost in your emotions, and the desires of your body. Maybe that is why she will not go to the next level with me. Maybe I need to show her that I am willing to give myself wholly to her. Holding nothing back. She would have to love me then. Complete this beautiful love that we already share. I just hate that, that...Edward has to be with her all of the time. How does she ever breath? She has to get tired of him smothering her. Maybe, I could do something about that, too. He has to see the loss of attraction that she has for him. She probably calls my name out in her sleep just like she called his out when he was gone. Huh, just the thought of that makes my whole body tingle with excitement.

When I went to bed that night, I dreamed of her, only. I left a message for her, and text her goodnight, and an I love you. No response. That Fuckin' Edward. It infuriates me when he doesn't allow her to talk to me. I would never have denied her talking to him when he was in jail. I would have encouraged it. What? Is he afraid of a little competition? I welcomed it. I still consider myself the winner. I got to spend months with the woman of my dreams in my arms, night after night, and won her heart, forever.

I think that maybe a confrontation with Edward would get everything out in the open, and she will not have to worry about hurting him, herself. I could tell him all of the gory details that he allowed, and let him know that we are in love, and I will be fighting for her. Somehow, I know that once it is all out, she will not have to fight her feelings for me so hard anymore. She could just let go, and allow our love to move forward. To grow into something so beautiful that it would transcend all time and space. Nothing else would matter again. But, I know she would be angry with me, at first. I could deal with that. She would definitely thank me later.

I decided to do it first thing the next morning. I would go to the apartment, and make my stand. I felt so excited. Like my life was about to begin. No more hiding. No more lying. We would finally work through all of this, together. Of course, I knew that Edward would never just bow down, but that would be ok. He could never beat me at this game, anyway. Besides, there is always plan B. Huh, well, we would see.

I never slept that night. I just thought about what I would say, and the things she would say to refute what I was saying. I thought about Edward's reaction, and what I would in the end be willing to accept. When the sun came up, I got dressed, and could barely contain my excitement. I went to the apartment, but no one was home. I decided to wait. No one came home the whole day. As I sat there, I wondered that had happened. Were they gone? Had she left me? I called my contact that keeps and eye on things for me.

"Hello." She said.

"Look, they haven't been home all day. What's going on?" I asked.

She told me about a trip they were taking alone to Las Vegas. How they were leaving the children to rekindle their love. I was infuriated.

"When are they leaving?" I said roughly.

"Tomorrow, early afternoon. For seven days." She informed me.

I hung up. Thinking, thinking...what was I going to do? How could I stop this? I simply could not allow that to happen. What would I do without her for so long. And definitely not allow him to get closer to her. To try to push me out, even replace me. Never! How could she? She knows how I am with her. She knows I can't go long without seeing her or being in her presence. Damn Edward!

I sat there in my car, shaking my head, pulling at my hair, wanting to just scream, scream all of the pain away. I needed a release. The pressure was building up so tight within me that it caused me actual, physical pain. My head started swimming, my hands began shaking and everywhere I looked was fuzzy. I knew that if I did not allow myself to release this, I would literally lose my mind. I just let myself go, and I did just exactly what I needed to do. I screamed, and beat up on the steering wheel, and the seats, and my stomach...everything I could hit, I hit. Every cuss word I could swear, I swore. Every image of killing Edward I would imagine, I imagined. Everything that is making me angry came crashing in on me. In the end, I really felt no better than I did before. But, worse, much worse. I looked into the mirror at myself. Angry tears were streaming down my face. My eyes were bloodshot red, and my hair was everywhere. My usual, clean look was gone. I looked like an enraged dog. I felt like one, too. I was even willing to act like one, given this situation.

"I will not allow her to whore herself between the both of us. She will come clean tomorrow. She will choose. And she better make the right choice. She better do the right thing at the airport."

I waited at a gas station that they had to pass on the way to the airport. I saw them, and followed them into the parking garage. I parked at the first spot I saw, and waited on them. When I saw Bella, my heart leapt. Then all I could see was him. Why would she hide from me? Especially after she showed herself to me just two days ago. I felt my shaft stiffen. They paused their approach. They appeared to be arguing. Huh, just what I thought...I do cause a problem between the two of them. She was telling him that she wanted to talk to me. He denied her. I balled up my fists, and took a deep breath. If I am the one she wants, she should be able to freely do as she likes. I noticed them approaching again.

I told Bella how I did not like her avoiding me. When I spoke to Edward about Bella and my past and present, that crazy bitch jumped on me and clawed the Hell out of my face. As I lay there on the ground, I knew what I had to do. I took the trip.

After a few days of getting myself familiar with the hotel's system, I decided to make my move right after Bella left with him. I checked them out from their room television after being let in by the maid. Then, I went downstairs to pay the remaining balance owed on their bill. This would completely close out their room. I also took all of Bella's items for her to come with me. It worked seamlessly. The attendant never asked a question about who I was, nor asked for my identification. I waited in my room down from them. When they arrived, the scene went just as I planned out. That fool left Bella alone. Stupid fool. I immediately grabbed Bella from the back, and turned her to me. I smiled and said, "Surprise, honey. I knew you missed me. I've come here to save you from him." I smiled at her and kissed her on the lips. She froze in my arms. I do not know why she always has to play hard to get with me. When she began to protest, I placed my lips on hers again, and kissed her again with so much passion that it gave me butterflies in my stomach. Bella slapped me, and began screaming at me.

"Jacob! You just do not get it, do you? I will go nowhere with you. I will stay right here, and wait on Edward. Do you not see that I am in my wedding dress? I married Edward today! Get away from me! I hate you, Jacob!" She began walking off.

I stood there stunned. I had never noticed the way she was dressed. "But, Bella. You love me, why would you..."

"Oh, shut up Jacob. I am so tired of this psycho bullshit. Move on, already! Its over!"

I slapped the Hell out of her, and grabbed her by her neck, dragging her to the elevator. Once in, I muffled her mouth to stop her screams. I heard Edward call Bella's name. She tried to scream, but I muffled it. Hopefully he heard nothing.

We exited on the third floor. I forced Bella down the stairs to the first floor. We got inside the cleaners truck that I had waiting, and I tied a bandanna around Bella's mouth. I then tied Bella up, and attached her hands to a hook above her head.

In about an hour, we arrived at an Inn that I had chosen earlier in the week. I chose this hotel because it had direct access to the room. I figured that she may be a bit frisky and may need to wrestle with her, so I didn't want a room full of witnesses in the lobby of a hotel.

I parked, and looked back at Bella. "Bella, we will be getting out now. I expect that you will behave yourself. I am in no mood for your Shit, Bella. If you act up in front of these people, we will just leave to my second spot, and I will...just do not try me...OK..." She did not say a word. She just looked at me with tear filled eyes and shook her head.

I removed the ties from her hands and feet and mouth. I looked at her once more. Letting her know I meant business. She shook her head as a reply.

When we got into the room, I was so angry. I suddenly remembered the last three or four days. She had ignored my every call. My every text. And every email. She even went behind my back and married that Bastard. I looked at her. She was still dressed in her wedding dress, her hair and make-up still perfectly done. I went over to her and said, "Do not move, Bella." I clawed and ripped that dress off her until she stood before me in just her underwear, garter belt and heels. Damn, she is so fine. I was immediately aroused by the sight before me. White lace everywhere. And her smell. I could almost smell her lust. Not strong, but it was there. I smelled her neck and shoulder. Rubbing her back, pulling her close. She knew not to say a word. I cradled her into my arms, still kissing her everywhere I could reach. I placed her on the bed. I could already imagine just how good she would taste in my mouth. How she would feel with me inside her. I crawled onto her, kissing her lips, her neck, her chest. I unbuckled my pants and wiggled them down without removing my mouth from her

"Jacob..."

"Shhhh. We both need this. We have been apart for far too long. It will remind us both what we mean to each other. Shhhh." I placed my finger to her lips.

"But Jacob...I'm pregnant."

"What?"

"Well, I'm sorry for all that I have put you through. Can I talk to you?"

"Sure." I rolled over and sat beside her.

She sighed. "Jake, I have missed you so much. I felt so trapped. I am really glad you came to rescue me." She hugged my neck for a long while, then let go. "I came to my senses at the airport. I saw the look on your face. How much you really loved me. Edward never looks at me that way. I knew then that you were who I should have always been with. I am so sorry."

I leaned over, taking her in my arms. She kissed me like never before. Her every emotion was involved. Her body moving closer to me, then straddling my hips. "Jake, I will not lie to you again. I do love Edward, but I love you more. Can you be patient with me while I sort my feelings out? I know where I want to be now, but that does not stop how I feel. I did it wrong with Edward, and I do not want to do it wrong with you. Plus, I will miss my children. I have to get use to being away from them. He can have them, and we can raise this baby as our own, together. Could we Jake? If not, I could give this one to him, and we could have another. What ever you like, baby."

I was elated at her words. I had waited so long to hear this from her. "Bella, all I want to do is make you happy. I can wait. I will wait forever for you if I need to. And yes, this baby will be ours. We will raise it as our own. I love you, Bella, always." I stood up with her legs straddling me still, and hugged her very tightly. She giggled and told me she loved me, too.

My phone rang. "Hello."

"Jacob...Jacob Black?"

"Yes, this is Jacob."

"Mr. Black, this is Sargent Darren Giles with the Las Vegas Police Department. I am calling about Mrs. Bella Cullen."

I put Bella down, saying nothing in response to him. I was thinking about just how I should respond. I looked at Bella. She walked over to me, smiled, and hugged my waist. "What, baby, what is it?" She asked.

"Put Edward on the phone." I commanded the Sargent. He attempted to continue talking to me, but I only repeated my previous statement. Edward came to the line. I was looking directly at Bella, trying to read her expression before I handed her the phone. "Edward, Bella has changed her mind. She came with me earlier, and needs to talk to you. I handed Bella the phone. She looked apprehensive about taking the phone. "Just tell him what you told me, baby." She took the phone and turned toward the window.

"Edward..." She whispered. "I am so sorry. I love Jacob. I never meant to hurt you, but after seeing him at the airport, I realized how much he cares for me, and how much I really love him." She paused, listening to his rebuttal. "I understand that, Edward, but that does not change the fact that I want to be with him now. You can have an annulment filed. I will not fight it...I know, Edward, if you like. I will not interfere. Just tell them that I love them, but I have to attend to my own happiness now, too. Edward, I have to go. Please try to understand." She hung up. Tears in her eyes. I hugged her gently.

"Baby, it will be fine. Your heart will heal, and I will fill it with all the love in the world for us. I love you so much. Thank you, Bella." She hugged me back and told me she loved me, too. It just annoyed me that she was so sad, again over him.

I took her to the bed and lay her down. I covered her with the blanket and lay next to her all night. It reminded me of long ago when she needed me. I wrapped my arms around her with my hand on her stomach. This is so exciting...I get Bella, and our baby all in the same day. I am so glad I came here. It can't get any better than this. I wonder how long, this time will it take her to get over him. Damn, Edward. I hate him for doing this to her, again.

Day 2

Bella woke up early, sick. She threw up almost all morning. I held her hair over the toilet and got cool towels for her wrist and head. Even though I hated seeing her sick, I was glad to be able to take care of her. Once Bella was feeling better, she said she was hungry. We got dressed, and went to Denny's to eat. Before we left, I asked, "Bella, all those things that you told me last night...was it all true?"

"Of course, honey." Looking in her bag.

"Bella, look at me." I said sternly. She looked up, shocked at my tone. "Bella, I need to know that you will not just run off screaming, trying to get me hurt, or put in jail." I walked up to her close. "I would hate to have to hurt you or your Edward for such a betrayal."

She smiled, and touched my face, that was directly at her nose now. "Jake, I am sorry if I am a slow learner. I am even sorry that you do not trust me. But I am where I want to be. Here, now, with you." She kissed my nose, quickly, and smiled. "Now, come on silly boy before I throw up all over you, again." She laughed. I looked at her for a long moment, but decided I believed her, and laughed, too.

After arriving at Denny's, I decided to not sit and eat. Police were everywhere, and were obviously looking for someone. It should not be Bella, after she spoke to Edward yesterday, making herself clear about what she wanted, but I did not want to take any chances. I would not lose her now. Not after we have gotten so close. We ordered double meals for each of us for later, and went to the room to eat.

On the way home, I noticed Bella looking out the window at two policemen walking into a business. It was like she was trying to get their attention. Her whole body was turned from me, and it looked like her hand was doing something in front of her. "Bella! What the hell are you doing?" I snatched her around to plant her back the seat.

"Nothing, Jake. What do you think I am doing?" She half smiled.

"So you think that I'm stupid, don't you?" I pushed her head. "You stupid bitch. Don't you know I'm looking at you? Damnit, Bella! You been playing me the whole time." I snatched her close to me with one hand, and shook her. "Now, you are working my patience. As a matter of fact, when we hit the room, take all your clothes off, except that pretty bra and panty set. If you plan on running, I will have you before you go. Tonight."

Tears began flowing down her eyes. She put her hand to her belly, and put her head down. He sobs were light, but her body was trembling like a leaf. Even though I felt for her when I saw her like this, my anger over ruled my softness toward her.

We arrived at the room. She walked in first and put her food down. She took a seat and began removing the food from the bags.

"Bella! What did I tell you in the car?" I walked quickly toward her. I was about to rip them off her myself, had she not stood and put her hands up to me, palms out.

"Jakie, baby, listen to me. Please, Jake. I was not trying to do anything you accused me of in the car. My head was laying on the headrest of the seat, while my body was turned to its side. I was feeling nauseous, and was trying to hold myself together. Remember, I threw up everything I had in me, this morning?" She looked at me with the cutest puppy dog eyes. "Jakie, I promised you before we left, and I plan to work my hardest to prove myself to you, if you still will have me." She looked down, then back up at me. She closed the distance between us and placed both hands to my face. "Jake, you complete me. I love you, and I love how I feel when I'm with you. Please, don't destroy what we have. Please have a little faith in me. In us, Jake." She kissed both my eyes, my nose and finally my lips. Her lips were so soft and warm, and her breath smelled like honey and the ocean. I pulled back.

"No, Bella. I can't. I can not allow you to scam me. To tell me just what I want to hear, instead of the truth. Take your damn clothes off. Now!" She jumped back, and did just as I commanded. I looked at her in her panties and bra, and my breath got caught up in my chest. She saw my reaction and stepped back toward me, smiling. "No, Bella. That will not work this time. Get on the bed!"

"But Jakie..." She said, but did as I asked.

"Now, Bella, I want to do this the right way. I want you to ask me to do this, but it is getting harder and harder for me. Especially not being sure if I will have you tomorrow. I will hold myself today, but Bella, would you let me taste you? We have done that before, and its been so long, Bella, please.

"Jakie, tonight? Baby, I'm hungry, and I am scared of you right now. I don't want that to be my first memory of us together, as a couple. Do you want that?"

I sighed, but I understood. I have been acting crazy today, and I want all our moments to be special...memorable. "Ok, no, I do not. I understand." I sat next to her and helped her sit up. "But, Bella, when will you be ready? Will you ever be? I love you, and I want to show you. I want to give you all of me." I put my head down. She reached for my face.

"Jakie, of course I will soon be ready. The only thing that may hinder us fully making love is this baby. I've never had sex while pregnant before, and to be honest with you, it scares me. What if we hurt the baby?" She smiled. "But that other thing, we can definitely do, soon. If you still want to." She looked at me seductively. "I still remember just how good you were at that. Yum, yum, yum." She giggled a little. "Especially how hot you looked when you licked each of your fingers after." She giggled again, and hugged my neck, and whispered in my ear. "You thought I forgot? That was the best experience of my life. No one had ever done that to me before. I will always remember, Jakie."

I smiled in her hair. "Let's eat."

The night went well. We talked and laughed. I even tickled her on the floor. This day ended perfectly. I laid beside her when she got tired, and held her close. "I love you my Bella."

"And I you." She said groggily.

Day 3

The morning went by just like the morning before. She was horribly sick, and was almost inconsolable. I kneel on the floor beside her and held her hair and flushed so the smell didn't make her worse.

We went and got pancakes from McDonald's, and later, we went to see a movie. It was so funny. We saw Death at a Funeral. She almost fell out of her seat laughing. Her laugh was intoxicating. Her smile addictive. She looked over at me looking at her, and smiled at me, leaning over, kissing me on the nose, and squeezing my hand. She is really affectionate and loving. I am so lucky to have her.

Later, I asked her if she minded us leaving the Inn, and going on to Los Angeles to stay in a nicer suite. She agreed, and we got on the road. She sat really close to me. If the car didn't have the middle console, she would have probably laid on my lap. She was very tired. The pregnancy was taking a toll on her. That's all she seems to want to do lately, besides throw up. But I understand. Our baby is more important than anything right now, even my personal needs.

When we arrived in Los Angeles, we stayed at the Embassy Suites near the Airport. It was a beautiful place to stay. It was built like old New Orleans with a center courtyard. The room even had a mini kitchenette. She loved it.

When we got to our room, it was very late, so we left our bags at the door, and went to bed.

I held her close, as always, and rubbed her belly until I went to sleep.

The next ten days went by quickly. We went shopping, downtown Los Angeles, and even took in a couple of movies. She seemed so happy. She smiled more than I have ever seen her smile. She laughed at all my dumb jokes, like she always did, and we lay close every night, saying we loved each other.

Day 15

Her morning sickness did not come this morning, but her face looked pale, and her hands were shaky. She told me not to worry. She was just very hungry. I paid extra special attention to her today. I could not imagine her losing this baby. I was already in love with it, and it would break me as much as her if something happened to it. That night, we did as we normally do. We laid close and I held her while rubbing her belly. Only, tonight, she rolled over, and faced me. "Jakie..."

"Yes, honey."

"Are you tired?"

"What is it, Bella, are you hungry?"

She smiled. "Kind of, but not that kind of hungry." I looked down at her. She smiled.

"Really, Bella, what about the baby?"

"Well, not that either..." She looked down, and blushed.

"Ohhhh, definitely. I'm never too tired for that." She smiled and kissed me long and hard. I could not believe she wanted me like this. Her kiss said that she wanted me. Her body tight against mine said she wanted me. I kissed her back with just as much passion. I moved down her body, kissing everywhere my hands touched, then made my way to her center. It was not as wet as I remember it being long ago, but the smell was still the same. So sweet. She looked down at me, and parted her legs wider. Then, she grabbed at my hair.

"Jakie, don't make me scream. The neighbors will hear." My shaft rose at her request. Anyway...now, I will make sure she screams. Who gives a damn about some damn neighbors, anyway.

I pushed her legs all the way open to me, opened her lips and inhaled deeply. "Damn, Bella. You are so sweet smelling." She pushed my head between her legs. My mouth met her tip ever so gently. She tightened up, immediately, moaning. I sucked her pussy for what seemed like forever. She was moaning, but no screaming yet. "Bella, can I put a finger in?" "Yes, of course. Do what you like. This is your time." Something traveled through me at her honest words. It was warm and sweet. A brand new feeling for me. We would have to discuss this later.

I continued sucking her tip, them inserted one, then two fingers. I knew immediately that that is what she had been waiting on the whole time. She grabbed a pillow and shoved it under her. She then opened her legs up wider than they were before. "Oh, yes, Jakie. Like that." I pushed my fingers in and out of her slowly, then quickly. She began screaming and calling my name. Her juices were flowing so freely, now. I sucked every bit of it up, and swallowed every gush she sent me. She began tightening her walls around me finger and bucking her hips toward my mouth. Her hands also tightened in my hair. I began sucking a little quicker, but slowed down the pace of my fingers. She was getting closer. I could tell. Her pussy was so wet. I licked her tip again, then inserted my fingers as deep as they would go. She tightened and released, screaming and shaking all over, running from me. I pulled her back and sucked her until her orgasm was over. I came up and kissed her stomach and breasts. She was breathing hard and shivering everywhere. I never removed my fingers. I just slightly moved them every now and then. I looked at her. She had the same look of lust in her eyes. I removed my fingers from her, and traced her lips with one finger.

"Jake.." I kissed her hard. She tasted even better on her lips. Damn, could it get any better than this? "Jake..."

"Yes..."

"More, Jake." I smiled.

I rolled us over, pulling her on top of my face. She gasped, but held on to the head board. I sucked her until she came in my mouth, again. This time, the orgasm seemed to be harder, wetter. She crawled off my face, leaning over to kiss all her wetness off my face. She smiled at me.

"Jake..."

"Again, Bella?" She smiled.

"Not if you don't want to."

"What has gotten into you tonight?"

"Maybe it was the way you took are of me today. It was so sexy how you genuinely looked concerned. I'm sorry. We can call it a night." She turned over. "Thank you Jakie."

I turned her back over. "Bella, as long as you want me to touch you, suck you, what ever, I will. Never apologize to me for wanting me." She smiled. "Come here."

I took her and stood her up, putting her leg on the bed. I then gave her a chair to keep her balance. I sat in the rolling chair and pulled up in front of her. "Are you sure you can handle this again?" She nodded her head. "OK..." I placed my mouth on her. This time, flicking my tongue back and forth over her tip. Reserving the sucking for the end once she was ready to come. She immediately loved it. She was moaning and screaming in no time. I placed a finger in her, and her leg almost gave out. I had to support her weight. I didn't mind. I liked her needing me. I quickened my pace and got her to the point that she wanted to come and removed my finger. She moaned, missing the feeling. "No, Bella, not yet. I want to come together." I pulled my shaft out, and began stroking it with some of the wetness that came from Bella. I continued licking her tip and sucking her hole. I laid her down on the bed. I could not hold her weight and concentrate on myself. I kept her at the end of the bed and had her hold her legs up. I was close to my climax, so I began sucking her at a steady pace. She moaned and pulled her legs wider for me. "Jake..I..." Before she got it out, she was coming. All in my mouth. It sent my shaft to rise. She shook and tried to run from me. I held her still and inserted my tongue in her hole, and returning to suck her until she rode her high down.

She got up, and grabbed my shaft, tightly. Damn, she did that so good. She let go and passed her hand in between her legs, and went back to stroking me. She never even got a chance to put her mouth on me, before I was coming. Just seeing her rub her hands between her legs sent me over the edge. She squeezed tight and stroked me until I came all over her stomach. "Damn! Bella!" I fell down to the bed, weak from not coming in so long. "Bella... I want you. Do you think we can?"

"I don't know, Jake. Like I told you, I've never tried it. I'm actually scared to try. What if something happens to our baby?"

"I know. Maybe we shouldn't. We have time, right?"

"A lifetime." She whispered and smiled, hugging me and laying her head on my chest. "I love you, Jakie."

We went to bed just like that...naked. I held her close. I was so happy. She was finally allowing herself to love me. To give me all of herself. I never want to leave this very spot. Hopefully, when I wake up in the morning, this won't all have been a dream. A great, wonderful, passionate dream.

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