BPOV

Everyone finally gathered into the living room and gathered around me and Jesse with confused looks on their faces.

"whats up Bella, why did you gather us…you look like somethings wrong." Asked Dom

"w-well I have something to tell you all, and I know you wont like it"

With a shaky voice I began to tell them all about my past and all the things that Edward did and said to me. It seemed to get easier the more I talked but Brian seemed to have a look that was complete and udder disbelief at what he was hearing. Everyone was pretty quite after I got done telling my history….of course Brian was the break the silence that had fallen over the room.

"WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?! ME OF ALL PEOPLE!" I just shrugged not really knowing how to form words at this time.

"we spent so much time together, I thought that we were close enough that we could share shit like this…" he sounded so fucking hurt that I just couldn't stand to stay to even see what anyone else had to say…so I just left. I ran out and got into my impala and just drove til I got to a lake that me and jesse found the last time I came home during college break. I ended up losing track of time until I heard a twig or something snap behind me…I didn't even turn to see who it was..but of course I heard the one voice I wasn't sure I wanted to hear.

"jesse told me where to find you…" he came and sat next to me, I still didn't say anything.

"im sorry I yelled at you…it-it was just all so much I just didn't know how to react and it just came out..im so sorry Bella. I just wished that I could have met you sooner so I could have saved you some how" his voice started to crack

"I should have known" I said "I should have known from the start when he wouldn't leave me alone that something like that could have happened. I was just stupid in thinking that he would eventually give up." I lean my head on Brians shoulder so he knows that im not mad at him.

"when was the last time Edward said anything to you?"

"that last time I saw you in Barstow. He told me that I couldn't hide from him. I havent heard from him since but that doesn't mean that he isnt out there just waiting for his chance to try anything again"

He wrapped his arms around me "I wont let him hurt you baby, I'll do everything I can to protect you. I promise!"

EPOV

She had no clue that I was closer than she thought..i always have been. Pretty boy has no idea that he wont be able to keep that promise. I will have even if it kills me…

A/N: honestly making edward into that kind of character is hard so edward lovers please don't hate me. Im still trying to figure out how im going to work the other cullens int to the story but be assured they will make an appearance at some point