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Chapter 10

Carlisle led us to the lounge area of the living room and I sat down on the left corner of the wide leather sofa.
Edward sat next to me and that made me a little unfomfortable.
He's always curteous when Tanya is out of sight, but in the end he continuously chose to be with her.
Alice and Esme shot eachother one meaningfull look at Edwards action and I glared at them with obvious irritation.
They chuckled and Emmet folded his arms across his chest with a sarcastic grin.
I rolled my eyes and looked expectantly at Carlisle while I utterly regretted my decision to have this conversation.
Tanya would surely be happy about this outcome, her tantrum made sure the whole family was present the next time I found out Edward didn't love me.
His eyes shot between me and Edward and back again "I actually have no clue what so ever to start this conversation" he muttered embarrased while a crease formed on his forehead.
I raised my hands before heavily dropping them in my lap "Now you tell me! Uncle it's very generous of you to sugest, but I don't see how this is going to do any difference anyway" I expressed my displeasure for this envolding display.
Edward moved next to me, uncomfortable by my statement.
I turned to look at him and saw him figetting.. to my knowledge I'd never seem a vampire figet unless for human pretences.
His eyes were apologetic and I felt my muscles tence "What? I'm right aren't I? You chose tanya and there's nothing anyone can say or do to change that" I said loud and irritable.
He shifted his body so he sat opposite of me "Mi'kha.." he whispered with a defeated sigh.
I shook my head and shot up, putting my hands on my neck in an act of uncomprehending stress "What Edward, what? Why don't you just say to them what you've shown me numorous times.." and I stretched my arms out wide in front of my relatives "He doesn't love me, he loves her"
And I dropped them rigidly "And now I am done suffering... I am leaving!" I growled.
I tried to turn away but an iron grasp around my arm prevented me, Edward was glaring at me "Will you slow down and shut up for one minute?" he growled loudly.
My mouth fell open, he was fierce and glorious as he stood beside me "Dang! I love you, woman! I just don't have a clue how to break it to Tanya, she dropped her entire life for me" he yelled as all his aching stress unleashed itselff.
Emmet and Jasper cheered loudly before they were simultaneously silenced by a gutpunch from their wives.
He turned my body towards him and his eyes shot anctiously across my face.
I couldn't speak, he was doing it to me again.. and now in front of our family.
My stomach ached by the thought of this public humiliation "Don't do this to me Edward" shrieked silently "Not again, I can't take it anymore"
His gentle fingers whiped away the tears that had apparently fallen down my cheeks "I love you" he whispered hoarsely.
My head shook involuntarily "No.. you don't. you chose Tanya" I screeched almost inaudible.
Black eyes bored into mine for long minutes and then he kissed me.
His lips pressed on mine with despair, with longing and fervour.
My entire body was consumed by his desirable kiss, his freezing temperature mixing with my heat and his lushious scent washed through all my sences.
I resisted the longing that built up, scorching my throat as I refused to kiss him back.
An icey hand slid to the small of my back and pulled me closer to him, pressing his stone muscular body to mine.
I was lost, had no will of my own and my lips opened to invite his cool, wet tongue.
My breath grew heavier as my nails dug into his hard shoulders, ripping his white button down shirt.
Relatives coughed in the background and I was slowly pulled back to reality.
I unwrapped my legs from Edwards waist,and I chuckeled as I realised I hadn't noticed Edward lifting me up.
My face turned scarlet red and I stared towards the floor "Sorry" I mumbled.
Edward chuckled beside me, wrapping his right arm around me.
I heared a roaring laughter from across me and when I looked up I saw Emmet grin boyishly "That was almost material for an adult movie" he boomed.
Rosalie shot him a warning glare and punched his arm.
Alice chuckled silently with Jasper and I couldn't help but chuckle with them.
A cough grasped my attention "Edward? What do you plan to do now?" Carlisle asked buisness like.
I looked at him anctiously "You meant what you said?" I whispered privately.
He smiled widely at me "Yes love, I meant every word. I love you and I want to spend my very long eternity with the delight of your presence" he mused as his index finger traced my jaw.
He hung his right arm over my shoulder, pressing me to him "And I'll deal with Tanya as soon as she's back.." he followed for the rest to hear.
Emmet and Jasper nodded at eachother once and Edward followed with another.
I could guess they assigned theirselves with protective duties, after all Tanya was a strong vampire.
She was of Russian origin and more than three millenia of age, that made her a dangerous opponent.
"I'll take the inside of the house in case she breaks through your defences" I said as if I'd been part of their silent discussion.
Edward eyes shot to mine "No" he said sternly but I nodded slowly.
He shook his head fiercely "No, I will not risk you any harm" he said louder now but I put my fingers on his lips "Don't you understand? Technically speaking I'd have the most chace in defeating her.. and if I have to fight her, that means you're already gone" I muttered.
He looked away wryly "I just got you back, I can't bare to think of losing you.. I wish there was another way" I lay my head on his shoulder "I know" I whispered as my finger traced cirkels on his chest.

"Come" Edward mused with a naughty smile as he took my hand.
I cocked my head to the right, curious of where he was taking me.
The lovely piano came in sight and I smiled with radiant eyes while little drops of hope cured the illness of my heart.
My hand ruffled through the music sheet I had scattered on top of the piano "This one" I said quickly.
It was a song I'd written for him years ago and now it finally came to use "It's for you, from Italy" I whispered in his ear.
His eyes shot over the title page "Halo?" he said playfully surprised "That's an awkward title for a song for me" he joked and I kissed him swiftly.
He raised one eyebrow ostentatiously "You can do better than that" he said while he put his hands on his hips.
I grabbed his hands and dropped them on the shiny ivory keys "You have to earn it" I winked.
Edward smiled and let out a playfull sigh "Well.. ok.. if you insist" and he turned the first page.
With every word I sung Edward winced a little, realising my pain "It s like I ve been awakened,Every rule I had you breaking,It s the risk that I m taking,I ain't never gonna shut you out, Everywhere I m looking now, I m surrounded by your embrace.. Baby I can see your halo,You know you re my saving grace, You re everything I need and more,It s written all over your face, Baby I can feel your halo,Pray it won t fade away.." and I sat down next to him while I continued singing my love song to him.
When he brought my balade to and end I saw Esme and Alice watch us from a distance.
They embrased eachother, emotional by our long awaited reunion and I smiled at Edward who was staring at my face as if he trying to memorise every inch.
My hand tremled as I reached up my fingers to trace the contours of his full lips and his mouth opened slightly.
He shivered and closed his eyes as my fingertips continued along his jaw and up his cheekbones towards his eyes.
My hot lips on his made him gasp before he answered my kiss feverishly.
Although his kiss was enthousiastic, I couldn't help but sence some sort of fear "Are you sure Edward?" I whispered as my fingers touseled his russet hair.
His breathing was slow and heavy "Yes, I've waited fourty years for your return. And although I hate to hurt Tanya, I know I can't live without you" he whispered hoarsely.
A smile formed on his delicious lips "And I can't wait for you any longer" he mused as he brushed them against my chin.
I chuckled while I raised my eyesbrows sugestively and inhaled to speak when Jasper entered the room in a hurry.
Edward nodded once "I'll be back as soon as I can" he mumbled and kissed me once, long and tenderly.
Emmet raced down the stairs and Rose, Alice and Esme came towards me "Why don't we go upstairs?" Esme said with a well practiced smile that didn't reach her honey brown eyes.
I nodded once and took little Alice's hand to dart up the stairs, taking cover from the wrath of the woman I betrayed.