Chapter 10 Girly night

Raven's POV

Before I knew it almost two whole months had passed before me and luckily I was on my way home for a well deserved girly night. It was basically a night where my sisters, Harmoni, Iziah and Jamie and my cousin Storm would get together and chat about all things girly. Things with Shane had picked up immensly and we were back to the old days where we were actually happy and trusted each other so obviously there was no way in hell I was going to tell her that Randy had kissed me. That was another thing that got to me while I was there, he kept looking at me, stealing glances and trying to talk to me with his eyes. I tried to ignore it, I did but deep down somewhere inside me, I wanted to let him in and tell him what he did just so I could move on and possibly be friends with him.

"Hey girlfriend!" Iziah hollered hugging me like a bear. I loved these nights, it was just us girls, no partners, no work, no anything.

"Hey Izzy, I take it you've already started on the booze"
Izzy laughed as she took a seat next to Harmoni, we sat around relaxed with a few beers (or bourbons rather) and chatted about everything but as always it turned to men.

"I've only had one" Iziah shot me a look "And I can't believe you lost to a horse faced barbie doll"

"Izzy!" We all said together, it didn't take a genius to figure she was talking about Kelly.

"What?"

"Kelly is actually really sweet so don't be mean"

Iziah rolled her eyes at me "Oh c'mon if she were at school with us we would hate each other"

"Ok maybe she would be the cheerleader and we would be the freaks and we would hate each other but thats not the case now and she's a friend of mine"

Iziah gasped "Your friends with a slut"

"She's not a slut Izzy" I gave her a hard look "Mayrse is a slut, AJ is a slut but not Kelly"

Iziah instantly relaxed "As long as she's not a whore"

"She's not a whore but she does have a crush on John Cena"

Jamie gasped with horror, ok maybe I shouldn't of said that in front of her knowing full well how much she likes him despite being married, "How dare she like my future sex slave"

We all just looked at her, with her brain injury weird statements weren't unusual but that was really random.

"What? I've discussed it with Eli and he said I could keep John as my sex slave"

"Well as long as Eli said it was ok" Harmoni laughed ruffling Jamie's blonde locks. If anyone represented Barbie, it was Jamie with her blonde locks and blue eyes. She even had Barbie's long legs which I was very jealous of.

"So Raven, Dad says your working with fuck-face again" Storm started taking a drink of bourbon.

"Wait who's fuck face, Batista or Randy Orton?" Iziah asked

"Why is Batista a fuck face?" I asked hoping to keep the conversation away from Randy.

"I don't know" Iziah said thoughtfully "But everything about him screams fuck face"

"Yes I'm working with Randy again" I said knowing that Storm wouldn't let it go.

"Am I the only one that thinks Randy is smokin' hot?" Harmoni questioned making Iziah smack her in the back of the head. "What?"

"Ah hellew, he made your sister's life worse"

Harmoni rolled her green eyes, flicking straight black hair over her shoulder "I'm not condoning what he did and I'm not condoning him being a bully, I'm just saying with his mouth shut he's smokin' hot"

They all giggled except me, they were just playing around but I found myself thinking the same thing when I was alone in my hotel room, take away his bullying and his ability to speak and he was one attractive honey.

"I tell you when hubby's away, Randy helps me sleep" Harmoni giggled winking at us,

"John Cena helps me sleep when Eli's away" Jamie cut in "I wonder if Eli would let us have a threesome with him?"

We all cracked up laughing, only Jamie could make a night like this worth remembering.

"Well you can ask him Jam" Storm laughed "And Rae can ask John if he's interested"

Jamie's blue eyes lit up "Ooh could you?"

I shrugged like it was nothing "Sure I don't see why not, they already think I'm weird"

"And do they know your psycho?" Iziah asked seriously "Because thats something they should know straight off the bat"

I just laughed "Well Randy knows"

"Ooh what did you do to him?"

I shrugged again "Not much really, said a few death threats, kicked him in the head and slammed his face against the table"

"Raven!"

"What he was annoying me" I said defensively

Iziah thumped her fist in her hand "How many times do I have to tell you, death threat then break a bone, god you manage to mess it up everytime"

We just laughed like she was joking, she wasn't. Maybe I had it a bit wrong, besides me and Randy, they knew why I hated him so much.

"So how are things with Shane?" Storm said changing the subject, she could tell I was in need of a subject change.

"Meh" I said without enthusiam, sure things had picked up between us but I just wasn't feeling it anymore. I wasn't sure if I loved her anymore and I just wanted it to end but at the same time I didn't wanna let her go.

"Not good I take it?" Storm probed. Just like me she held several degrees in Psychology so trying to lie to her was like trying to catch smoke with your bare hands.

"Any day now I think it will end and I don't even care" I sighed sadly, my mind snapping back to him. With each passing day I tried not to think of him but it was hard and everyday I wished he was here to hold me.

"You know who I miss" Iziah cut in cheerfully smiling at me supportively. She loved him as much as I did.

"Please don't say his name"

Iziah patted my hand, which made all of them pat me sympathetically, "We all miss him Raven"

"Do you think he knows?"

"Of course he knows and I bet if he was here he would waste Randy for so much as breathing in your direction"

I sniffed sadly, "I need some air, excuse me"

It was always the same, I always thought the sadness would leave, I mean people always said that it gets better with time but in fact it only gets worse.

"You ok?" Storm asked sitting beside me on the rocking porch swing, the others were still inside talking about this, that and the other thing.

"Yeah I guess"

"Something is bothering you, I can tell"

I looked at her for the longest time wondering if I could tell her my dirty little secret, deciding against it I gave her a fake smile. "It just hurts is all"

She gave me a hug "It will get better Raven I give you my word"

"Thanks"