Disclaimer: I dont own cold case!

Authors note: So I forgot to say the song i used in the last chapter is called "the reason" By hoobastank. Review please! Let me know if you are enjoying this or if i'm just wasting my time. Btw i still dont know where this storys going.

Monday june 17th 9am

Lillys point of view.

I walked in and sat down at my desk. I looked up to find kat, nick, jeffries, and stillman staring at me from the kitchen. Their looking at me like i'm going to blow up any minute. I heard some footsteps aproaching me from behind. "Hey lil i got you something" Scotty said handing me a coffee cup full of orange juice. "I'm really going to miss having coffee" I whispered in his ear. "Yeah i would go psyco without my coffee. when are you going to make a doctors apointment?" He asked quietly so our co workers couldnt hear. "I will make an apointment soon dont worry scotty" I said still whispering. "Ok" Scotty said smiling as he walked over to his desk.

Meanwhile a few minutes earlier.

Kats point of view.

"What are you guys doing?" Stillman asked. "We are watching for the love birds" jeffries answered slowly. "Yeah" Nick added. "Oh look theres lilly" I said happily. We watched her walk to her desk and sit down. She lifted her head up and looked directly at us like she knew we were staring. "Oh lets hope shes not in an ice queen mood or has her female cycle thing." Nick said. I looked up at him angrily. "What?" He said. "Female cycle thing" i said angrily. "Ohhh nick your in trouble" Jeffries said. "Oww" Nick said as i punched his arm. Stillman laughed. I glanced back up at lilly just in time to see scotty hand her a cup of coffee. "Awww" I said as i watched them whisper back and forth. "There talking about something important who wants to place bets on what it is?" Nick asked. "Sure" everyone said. "Nick your first" i said. "5 bucks says lilly and scotty are whispering about some late night plans" Nick said with a wink. "Based on the fact that their both smiling my money says they had some fun last night" jeffries said putting his 5 bucks in the jar as nick wrote down what he guessed. "My money says their getting married" Stillman said as he placed his 5 bucks in the jar with nicks and wills. "My money says shes pregnant and just told him last night so hes worried about her" I said smiling as i placed my money in the jar. "Your going to keep guessing that until it comes true arnt you?" Jeffries asked. "Damn straight" I said laughing. "Wow" Stillman said. "Well they would have such cute kids" I said seriously. Everyone else laughed and walked away leaving me in the kitchen thinking about scotty and lillys future kids.

Lillys point of view.

I set down my orange juice and grabbed my cell phone. I quickly dialed a number and walked away from everyone. I headed toward the elevator where i could have some privacy. I listened to the phone ring until someone picked it up. "philly medical this is colleen how can i help you?" Colleen said in an overly happy voice. "Hi its lilly rush i would like to make an apointment" I said nervously glancing around. "Hey lilly! what day would you like to come in?" Colleen asked. "Is it possible to come in today or tomorrow?" I asked. "yeah we have a space free today at 1pm and tomorrow at 10am." She said. "I take today at 1pm" I said happily. "Ok see you then lilly" Colleen said. "Bye" I said hanging up the phone. I quickly walked back into the squad room. "Scotty can i talk to you for a minute?" I asked glancing around at the kat, nick, will, and stillman. "Yeah ok" Scotty said getting up and following me into the kitchen. "whats up?" He asked. "I made an apointment with my doctor for this afternoon at 1." I informed him. "Ok good but your going to need to tell stillman so you can get that time off" Scotty said slowly. "i will i promise and i will tell you everything the doctor says." I said smiling as i walked away. As soon as i sat down at my desk a wave of nausea hit me. "Lil you okay?" Scotty asked. "Yeah" i said getting up and walking down a hallway to the bathroom. I ran into the girls room and ran into a stall. Then i threw up. After i finished i heard someone enter the bathroom. I quickly flushed the toilet and stepped out to find kat waiting for me. "Lil are you okay you look pale?" Kat asked. "I'm fine" I said slowly as i turned on the water and began washing my hands and face. "Dont lie to me lil your skins glowing" She said seriously. "What do you mean?" I asked. "A Pregnant womens skin has a certain look to it and you my friend have that look" Kat said quickly. MY heart sped up at the word pregnant. All i could do was stand there and look at her. "Your pregnant arnt you?" She asked. "I guess i should tell you but if any one else hears i will kill you okay so i missed my period and ive been throwing up a lot latly. I made a doctors apointment to be absolutly positive that i am. In my heart though i can feel that i am" I said slowly my heart pounding in my chest the whole time. "You are. Its something that you can just tell trust me ive been through it" Kat said slowly. "yeah i have an apointment in about an hour to find out for sure. I cant wait though" i said happily. "Hows scotty taking this?" She asked concerned. "He keeps telling me if i am hes going to buy me a ring, but its too soon for all of this you know?" I asked. Kat thought for a minutes then said. "At least you didnt have a kid with an ex banger thug. Scottys a good guy and he loves you. You can just see it in his eyes." "I love him too. I'm not always the ice queen everyone thinks i am" I said with a smile. "You can be but sometimes your not and lately your not an ice queen your just lilly rush" Kat said smiling. "Thanks kat ill talk to you later and tell you the results" Lilly said walking toward the door. "okay" Kat said. I walked out the door and walked down the hallway. Instead of going back to my desk i went to stillmans office trying to ignore scottys worried glances. "Hey boss you got a minute?" I asked as i opened the door. "Yeah lil Whats up?" Stillman asked. I closed the door and turned around to face him. "Boss i need to take some lost hours" I said sitting down on the chair in front of his desk. "Ok any specific reason?" He asked courious. "Couriousity killed the cat boss, but i will tell you anyway. I have a doctors apointment." I said smiling. "Oh ok let me know if everything turns out okay" Stillman said smiling back. "Okay boss" i said as i stood up and walked toward the door.