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Chapter 10

Bella POV

Without looking through the door hole I open the door and I see…Edward.

He hasn't changed much from last time I saw him.

His hair is all over the place, he looks like he hasn't shaved in a few days. He has dark circles under his dead green eyes.

"I know you don't want to see me and I understand that, but let me tell you something Jessica gave birth two days ago…"

Does he really think I care about his lover and her baby?

I want to close the door, but he won't let me. His foot is stopping me from shutting the doors.

We look at each other for a long time. I can see the love and passion in his eyes but also I can see the confusion and worry in them.

I want to kiss him so badly, but I have to stop myself, he's not mine anymore.

I feel his hand on my face and I lean into his touch. I missed his touch. I missed him.

I just relished that all that time we were apart my heart was with him.

Damn it!

"Edward…."

"Bella please listen to me. I did the DNA test and I'm not the father of her baby; plus she said that she was paid to tell us that I slept with her, so that person could have you!"

I look at him and I see that he is telling the truth. But who would want to do that to Edward and I? No one besides our family knew that we were together.

"But who…?"

"Jacob Black," was enough for my words to turn around.

I started to fall but before I could hit the floor, I feel hard arms catching me and everything goes black.

Edward POV

Shit! I shouldn't have told Bella that it was Jacob. I carry her to the sofa and place her there. I quickly go to the kitchen and get cup of water for Bella.

I sit down next to her and try to wake her up by talking to her. After ten minutes, she finally opens her eyes.

I smile down at her and give her water. Good thing she is drinking it down, and then she asks me to make her something to eat.

I smile and go to the kitchen and make her some pasta. I place food on the table and sit next to her and think about whether or not Bella will take me back. Damn I hope that she will…I miss her.

She's my life and our child is…

"Oi!" Bella's voice pulls me out of my thoughts.

"Yes?"

"Have you heard anything I said?"

I smile sheepishly and shake my head.

"Should I repeat what I said or are you just going to look at me like idiot?" she jokes.

I smile at her and see that she finished her pasta.

"I think that all this Jacob drama should just go and let us get things right…"

I nod my head and smile. Maybe when we getthings right she will want to come back to me. Or maybe she…found someone already? That thought makes me angry, I don't want any other man to touch, kiss and love her the way I do. And my child being raided by someone else! It's just too much.

"Edward! Damn it! I'm talking to you and you're ignoring me?"

"Sorry, love. I was miles away…"

She says something under her breath which sounded like 'yeah right'.

"Bella? Please tell me what you were saying."

She rolls her eyes and said, "We need to find Jacob so I can talk to him."

I look at her like she is out of her mind. I know that pregnancy messes up her hormones and stuff but I didn't think that it would mess it up that much! She hated him, she told me once that she doesn't want to see him again. No matter what!

"What? Why?"

"You heard me, Cullen. I just want to tell him that he's late. That I don't want him because I'm in love with someone else and that I'm having children with that person."

She looks down at the table and blushes. Was she talking about me? Did she still love me after all the problems and pain I caused her?

"You still love me?" I say bit shocked. I never thought that Bella would love me after all of this.

She looks up confused and looks into my eyes and says,"Yes."

I can't stop myself I have to kiss her, so I attack her lips with a hungry kiss. God how much I missed her.

She pulls away so she could breathe.

"I missed you, my love. I love you so much."

I looked at the kitchen clock which was behind my love. It said that it was well after one o'clock in the morning. Damn, I kept her up and I know that pregnant woman need more sleep.

"Love, we'll talk later today, ok? I should go and you should go to bed and have a nice and long sleep."

"No, I'm not…" she is cut off by her own yawn.

"Yes, you are sleepy. We will talk later today. I promise."

She nods her head and tells me that she will only go to sleep if I stay overnight. I want to say 'no' but I can be such a selfish person. She wants me to stay over, then I will.

I amtaking off my jeans and my t-shirt and am about to get on my bed on the sofa which I made myself when Bella stops me.

"What are you doing?"

"Going to sleep?"

"Oh? I made you a bed on the sofa in my room because that sofa is not as comfortable as it looks, but if you want to stay here then fine…"

I smile and agree that I will sleep on the sofa in her room. Okay now I can't say it was because she wanted me to sleep there but it was my selfish side came out and took over my mind.

"Hmm Bella and I making love to each over again. Her hot mouth around my cock. My mouth…God, you're Edward not helping yourself! And now you have a problem down there!" I tell myself.

Damn today's going to be hard.

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