A/N: HEYY THERE! THIS CHAPP IS THE LAST ONE BEFORE THE REAL DRAMA BEGINS. I KNOW THAT YOU'LL PROBABLY TELL ME SOMETHING ALONG THE LINES OF 'YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME, RIGHT? I MEAN MORE DRAMA? SERIOUSLY?' BUT WELL YEAH… THE DRAMA IS JUST GETTING STARTED… SO KEEP READING AND ENJOY!
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS FROM TWILIGHT. THEY ALL BELONG TO STEPHENIE MEYER. I'M JUST MANIPULATING THEM TO DO MY BIDDING!
CHAPTER 9: FULL MOON…
I woke up to my annoying cell phone ringing and to yet another hangover. I should really stop drinking. I realized that I was in my own bed and in my pajamas; I wondered briefly how I got in them and decided that I'll deal with it later. First I had to find my phone. After looking for it for about ten minutes, I finally found it on my bed stand, next to my clock. My clock read 5:30 am. Ugh!
"Hello?" my voice sounded like sleep and I rubbed my eyes in order to wake up a little
"Bella?"
"Heyy Ang… is there something wrong? I mean, you're calling me too early to even be awake"
"Well hon, you told me that, on Monday, I had to go to the Cullen's house to get ready and well… it's Monday" she sounded shy and I knew that she was probably blushing right now, even though there was no one to see her do so
"Ugh! I totally forgot… okay, get here as soon as possible; I'll make some breakfast and unfortunately, wake the girls up… I have everything I need in here" okay the last task was going to be really hard. Rose and Alice won't appreciate an early wake up call; they hate it on a daily basis and if their hangover is half like mine, they are positively going to loathe it.
"Bella, are you sure? I mean, I know that your hangover must be awful… I can really get ready here at my house"
"Bullshit; true, my hangover is like hell… but I'm dying to see Edward's face when every guy at school is drooling over you… and I think that Jessica's face is gonna be as amusing as his. I wouldn't miss it for anything. So missy; I want you here in five" if she really thought that I was going to miss something like that, she's got another thing coming. I want to see every guy that talked bad about her, blown away by her beauty. And I want to see Jessica squirm – if she hadn't left her for Tanya's popularity, maybe, she would have us to make her popular and pretty, like we did with Ang.
"Okay Bella, see you later" I closed the phone and got out of bed before making my way to Alice's bedroom, might as well wake the pixie first… that way she can deal with 'the morning ice bitch' – I mean Rosalie – and save me from her wrath.
The house was really quiet so that just meant that no one was awake yet. I opened the door to her bedroom and found her lying peacefully on her side wrapped up with the covers. I went to her bed stand and turned her Ihome on; the song 'Party in the USA' blared at full-volume from the speakers. She immediately jumped out of bed and fell to the floor with a light thud; the sight of a startled Alice on the floor had me cracking up by the time Rose made it to the room; she too, laughed at the sight, while Alice was just glaring at us. When we were finally able to shut up we heard the doorbell ringing and the boys' groans from the other floor. I heard Jasper make his way downstairs and greet Angela before he led her upstairs and to Alice's room. He then, went to his bedroom to continue sleeping. Angela entered to the room carrying her toiletries bag and I turned to look at the girls to explain this.
"Rose, Ally; Angela called me about ten minutes ago and reminded me that we need to help her get ready to school today" they both groaned and grimaced but didn't complain "we also need to start getting ready ourselves, by the way"
So after two and a half hours of beautifying, 3 cups of coffee, some blueberry muffins, a couple of Tylenol and a lot of make up; we were finally ready to go; and let me tell you, any hint from last night's adventures was completely erased from our features. We were all dressing to a certain style today, but we still looked stunning and hot as hell. Rose was wearing a pair of skinny jeans, a white tank top, black – fuck me – stiletto heels, and – for Emmett's benefit – a very stylish and sexy olive green-black rider's jacket. Alice was the complete opposite to Rose's badass look, carrying the sweet and naughty high school look perfectly; she was wearing a really short miniskirt, knee-length black boots and button up pink shirt rolled to the elbows. Angela's look was inspired by her date last night, apparently Ethan had a lot of money and liked the classy and lady-like style, and since he was picking her from school today, she was dressed in a white bubble skirt, white tank top, purple cashmere sweater and purple flats. My outfit on the other side screamed sex from any point you looked at it, I was wearing white short shorts, gold tube top and golden gladiator sandals. Of course, we have a reason to dress like this just to go to school.
You see, we want all the attention we can possibly get; today, Coach Solis is going to give the names for the cheerleaders' team and the girls and I surely made it heads, Angela has to make her grand entrance to school, not only for Edward but also because of Ethan, and well, we really like the spotlight. So that basically covers it. Of course, tomorrow we were going back to our un-sluttish school outfits; no more of this for a while, I really like classy and designer clothes and with the ones that I've been wearing to school lately I feel like a Tanya-wannabe. And that definitely is not gonna happen. After doing a make up and wardrobe check up, we finally left for school, grabbing our purses and sunglasses on our way to the car.
We drove Carlisle's Mercedes and arrived to school five minutes before the bell. I was driving, while Rose was shotgun and Angela was with Alice in the back seat. Upon arriving to school we opened and closed the doors simultaneously – we've been doing that a lot lately – causing a scene and made our way towards class, according to meet for lunch later on the day. On my way to English I heard a lot of people talking about us and about Angela's new makeover, all which was to be expected. What wasn't expected at all was to see Edward leaning against the door of my English class, wearing his signature crooked grin, waiting for me.
"Swan, ya' definitely know how to do miracles" his gorgeous emerald eyes shone with amusement at my obvious surprise and confusion
"What da' ya' mean?"
"Well, Ethan never paid attention to a certain girl before and now Angela has him wrapped around a finger, like I said, a miracle" I smirked at that and remembered what Ang had told me about her date. She told us that he had been very nervous when he first asked but that he soon relaxed when she reassured him, she wasn't going anywhere. He took her a restaurant in Port Angeles to eat in a French restaurant, they spend the night talking and dancing to the slow music in there. Around two in the morning, he took her home and kissed her before leaving to go to his house. She also told us that he called her as soon as he arrived home and asked if he could pick her up from school today. He is truly a sweet guy… I was shaken out of my thoughts by Edward's annoying threatens "of course, we wouldn't want him to be infatuated with a girl who clearly likes his friend"
"What? Which friend?" okay he was really confusing me now. Why wouldn't Angela want a guy like Ethan with her; I mean, how many college guys do you know like that? None. He's one of a kind and who he was referring when he said his friend.
"Bella, Bella, Bella; we wouldn't want Ethan all broken hearted over Angela, when she obviously likes me" well that may be a little bump in the road, but I'm sure I'll be able to fix it, eventually
"Yeahh and what makes you think that she likes you, huh?"
"She said it on Friday, while we were playing Never Have I Ever" Ugh!
"I knew that game was a bad idea"
"Actually Isabella, it was a rather 'informative' game"
"Oh, yeahh? And what do you plan on doing with the answers of that 'informative' game, Edward?'
"Use them on my favor, probably to get me laid… what else I would do?" he said this like if it was the most obvious thing in the world and it made my blood boil.
"Don't you dare blackmail any of us into having sex with you" my voice was cold and deadly as well as my eyes and he just smirked, clearly getting the reaction he was looking for. He stepped away from the door and kissed my cheek – slowly and seductively, might I add – and started walking away. When the bell rung I heard him shout over his shoulder
"DON'T WORRY BABE, I'VE GOT BETTER WAYS" before he disappeared at the end of the hallway.
To say I couldn't concentrate for the rest of the day would be the understatement of the week. Edward's last words kept running trough my mind, and I had a feeling that there was a deeper meaning to them. 'DON'T WORRY BABE, I'VE GOT BETTER WAYS'… what the hell did he meant with that? I kept thinking about the possibilities and I found myself talking to the girls on our way to lunch… where did the day go? I should really stop over thinking things, I'm missing too much of my day on it. I wasn't really hungry, so I grabbed a bottle of lemonade and made my way to our usual table, my friends following quickly behind. My brothers were already there and we greeted them normally.
The conversation on the table didn't really hold my attention and I could hardly concentrate on anything but Edward's words. Halfway trough lunch, he finally showed up; he kissed Angela's hand and she blushed, he just nodded to the rest of us and took his seat. He started flirting shamelessly with Ang but he kept watching me from the corner of his eye, finally after some time his words finally made sense. He wasn't planning on blackmailing us for sex – he knew that wouldn't work – he was planning to get her to fall for him. I couldn't take that knowledge and sit here ignoring it, so instead, I stood up and asked him to go outside with me – quickly looking at my friends so they wouldn't follow – and walked out of the cafeteria. I kept walking until we were deep into the forest that surrounded our school, a few feet outside from the parking lot. I turned to look at him and saw an emotion that I couldn't quite place, but I let it go for now. I had more important matters to take care of.
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING? YOU ARE AN INSENSITIVE DICK!" I didn't even bothered to keep my voice down, no one could hear me anyways, and we were too deep in the forest for anyone to notice us.
"WHAT DOES IT LOOKS LIKE I'M FUCKING DOING TO YOU, HUH?" he was angry and I knew it had a lot to do with loosing the bet. THE BET! Of course, why didn't I think about it before? My free wish! "I'M TRYING TO GET IN ONE OF THE FUCKING HOTTEST GIRLS' PANTS, AND I DON'T NEED YOU FUCKING RUINING IT, SWAN" he was being bold about it and that was what angered me the most. If he could say it so freely now, I didn't wanted to imagine what would it be like later, if Angela gives him what he wants. I took a deep breath and answered him in the calmest voice I could muster up, while being so angry.
"And who says that Ang's gonna give you the time of the day?" I raised an eyebrow at him and he too took a deep breath to calm down
"Trust me Swan; I know what I'm doing"
"I'm not gonna let you do it. You must stay away from her" my voice was demanding and cold and I was glaring at him. I don't even have the strength to yell at him anymore.
"And how do you plan on stopping me, Isabella?" I hate when he calls me like that and he knows it, he's just trying to get me angrier.
"Well if I do recall correctly – and I do – we made a bet that granted me a free wish, remember? You would do one thing that I wanted you to. And my wish is that you must stay way from her" I could almost see the wheels turning in his head and he smirked at me when he found his solution.
"NO"
"NO?"
"Yes Bella, I said No… your wish does not covers anything related to the bet"
"We never did rules for my wish"
"Well, I'm making them now" I wanted to wipe that smug grin off of his face with a slap, but I knew that it wouldn't help me in my position, so I had to resist the urge.
"Fine. I'll do whatever it takes for you to stay away from her. FOREVER" the words left my mouth before my mind could even register them; but I knew that I would keep that promise
"Really Bella? Whatever it takes?" the glint in his eyes told me that I was in it for hell but I couldn't care less. I looked him in the eye and told him
"Of course, Edward"
"Take her place"
"Excuse Me? What do you mean with 'take her place'?" the emotion that I saw earlier in his eyes was back and I could finally place it as desire, desire for me. He took two long steps towards me and crashed me to his chest, he placed his hands on my back and mine were touching his marble-like sculptured chest. I could feel every single part of him touching my body and I couldn't help but like the feeling.
"I mean gorgeous, YOU AND ME, PORT ANGELES, TONIGHT" I knew what he meant and it scared the shit out of me but I couldn't back away, I'm not a coward "unless you want me to keep with my plan"
"NO!" I took a deep breath and uttered the words that I never thought would ever leave my mouth "pick me up at seven, I'll be waiting outside of the Hotchkiss' house, ten or so feet into the forest"
I looked in his eyes and I saw lust, desire, need and dare I say… fear. What would THE EDWARD MASEN be afraid of? He pulled me closer to his body and entwined his fingers on my brown locks – that cascaded in long curls over my back – and kissed me passionately. The kiss was like nothing I've experienced before, I mean, I've been kissed a fair amount of times but nothing could compare to Edward's kisses. His mouth was in sync with mine and our lips moved perfectly together, he ran his tongue over my bottom lip asking for entrance and I opened my mouth for him. When his tongue touched mine I couldn't help but moan at the contact and he kept pressing me against him like his life depended on it. I ran my hands over his bronze hair and it felt amazing, better than I've ever thought it'll be, when I couldn't take the lack of air anymore, I broke the kiss. We were both panting but he still managed to leave me stunned
"That Swan, is only one of the many things I can do to you, and you'll be seeing the rest of them, TONIGHT" and because I am childish and I couldn't let him win and probably because I was still a little flustered from the kiss, I did the only thing that I could think of in this moment; I slapped him and left.
Since I had already lost my Home Economics' class and I knew that I wasn't going to be able to go to History and act like nothing happened, I decided to send the Rose and Alice a text, asking them to ride back home with my brothers. I took my phone out and wrote 'Have something 2 do, ride w/my brothers. Call u l8ter. XO B.' before pressing the 'send' button. I went to Carlisle's Mercedes and drove back home in a daze; my thoughts in a green-eyed boy and what he had planned for tonight; I couldn't help but to be a bit scared. I knew that this was wrong but I couldn't see my friend hurt over this boy. Unfortunately, this way my only chance to do something about it. Another reason for my fear was that I've never been with a boy like that, I mean, I had a lot of boyfriends back home, but I never had sex with any of them. I knew that if Edward wasn't pleased he would keep with his plans, and that meant that I lost my virginity to him over nothing.
I decided to stop thinking about it before I chickened out, instead I went upstairs and to my bedroom, picked up a book and sunk in my bed to get my mind out of trouble. An hour later I heard the door of the jeep slam and my brothers making their way to their bedrooms; once the peace returned I kept reading. At five thirty I was too nervous to be able to focus on what the book said, so I closed it and went to Jasper's bedroom. I could hear him and Emmett playing something on the Wii and trashing at the television. I opened the door and they turned to look at me.
"Heyy Bells, you okay?" my brothers' concern was really sweet but I couldn't help but feel guilty because of the lie I was about to say.
"Yeahh Em, I was just letting you know that I'm going on a date around seven, kay?"
"Really Bells? Who's the lucky guy?" shit, I never thought that Jasper would be interested on who I was 'going out' with
"Umm… actually Jazz, I prefer to tell ya' guys later. You know, if things don't work out or something, I'd rather not have to bail you out of jail because I couldn't keep you away from him" I gave my biggest fake smile and he smirked and motioned for me to get closer. Once I was close enough, he whispered in my ear
"Don't worry Bella… if he hurts you, we do have a lot of money to get me out of jail" I punched his chest playfully and kissed him and Em before leaving the bedroom and making a run for mine. As soon as I closed the door a let out a breath that I didn't knew I was holding and headed to my closet.
Since I didn't knew where Edward was taking me, I decided on a simple regal blue dress, it was a sleeveless waist-tie dress; it had square neckline with pleated bust, adjustable spaghetti straps and elastic empire waist with back sash tie. It really didn't mattered what I was wearing though, he was likely to rip it off at some point in the night; so I decided to pay more attention to what was going to be under the dress. I rummaged trough my underwear drawer until I found what I was looking for. It was my blue tube top bra and flowy skirt with hook and eye detail and ribbon trim, thong and stockings. I went to the bathroom and took a long shower, I used my strawberry shampoo and freesia shower gel, and the smell soothed my nerves considerably. Once outside and changed I matched the dress with strappy platform pumps. My jewelry consisted of diamond earrings and matching necklace, I applied a little bit of makeup to enhance my features and did my eyes in a blue-silver-smoky-way; I added mascara, eye liner, blush and pink lip gloss. I did my hair in a stylish bun and pinned my bangs to the side; by six thirty I was done and ready to go.
While I waited for it to be seven, I picked up my purse and the carry on I had prepared earlier. I checked my cell phone and I had 15 messages, 21 missed calls and 9 voice mails, might as well look trough them now. All the messages were from either Rose or Alice, figures; I opened the first one – it had been send 5 minutes after I wrote mine – and it said 'B – Don't worry we'll ride w/the jerks. Call u l8ter – R', I erased it and realized that they had called me 15 times since the first message and they had left 8 of the voicemails and 13 of the texts in that time. The next text was from Ally and it said 'B – WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU MISSY, AND WHY DON'T YOU ANSWER YOUR DAMN PHONE. LOVE U – A' and Rose's voicemail weren't exactly better 'ISABELLA MARIE SWAN, IF YOU DON'T ANSWER YOUR FUCKING CELL PHONE RIGHT IN THIS SECOND, THERE WILL BE HELL TO PAY. ANSWER ME NOWWWW!' I figured that the rest of them will say the same, so I just erased everything and typed a review 'Girls, puh-lease don't freak out. I'm fine. Call u l8ter – B'. When I was done it was five to seven, so I turned off the phone and went to Jazz's bedroom; I opened the door and poked my head in
"Heyy guys gotta leave. Behave and tell Renee and Charlie that I'll probably be back later"
"Will do Bello, love ya' sis"
"Thanks Em, love ya' too guys. Bye" I closed the door and picked my bags and keys before heading in the direction of the forest. From where I was I could clearly see the full moon and the stars that were shining on the sky, it was truly a sight.
"Beautiful, isn't it" I was startled when I heard him speak since I thought I was alone, but I soon calmed down when I realized Edward was here with me in the forest.
"Yeah, you don't get to see a lot of these nights in Phoenix" I turned around and almost gasped at the sight in front of me. Edward was wearing dark blue jeans, dress shoes and a black button up shirt with the first three buttons open and rolled to his elbows. His green eyes shone in the moonlight and his bronze hair was in its usual disarray; I could smell his cologne from where I was standing. I was starting to feel dizzy and took a deep breath to calm myself. When I finally finished ogling him I realized he was checking me out, and by the looks of it, he liked what he saw.
"I know what you mean" he turned to the sky and back at me "So, are you ready to go?" I nodded and he took my hand. When we stepped out of the forest I saw the car I've dreamed of getting since I saw it for the first time; he had a fucking Aston Martin V12 Vanquish. I heard him chuckle at my response to the car and I turned to look at him, a look of disbelief in my face, I'm sure.
"Is it yours?"
"Yep, Carlisle's welcome present. I've been looking for an opportunity to drive it though. Forks isn't a place for this kind of car, so I figured that Seattle would do"
"Seattle?"
"Well, I figured that since Forks and Port Angeles don't really have a lot of nice places, then I'll take you to Seattle. Besides is far enough that no one will recognize us"
"But, what about school?"
"Carlisle agreed to call them?"
"How did you got him to agree?"
"I told him that I was taking you to a concert as a way to apologize for my rude behavior and he even insisted on paying the hotel we were going to stay in" he took my carry on and threw it in the trunk before opening my door and getting in "Would you please stop asking me stupid questions, Bella. Really I got it all covered, we'll be back tomorrow around noon and it'll be like if nothing had happened" He took off and we were both silent; after a while I couldn't take it anymore so I broke the silence with a question that had been bothering since we left Forks.
"Edward?"
"Yes Bella?"
"I know that we don't plan on telling anyone about this, right?"
"Right?" he was looking at me from the corner of his eye and I could see his brow furrow in confusion
"But why aren't you gonna tell anyone? I mean, I'm not telling because I'm not exactly proud of what I'm doing, but you? I don't get it" I knew there was something more for him not to brag about this and especially to take all the risks in going all the way to Seattle so no one will see us.
"That's none of your damn business" he kept his eyes locked in the road and with an unknown emotion filling them; I could also see his knuckles turning white because of the force he was gripping the steering wheel with. I touched his knee and he visibly relaxed, also the earlier emotion was gone and in its place was an expression-less mask "sorry for snapping at you Bella… but could you please let it go and just enjoy the night, please" his eyes were pleading with me and I couldn't do anything but nod. After that, he relaxed and actually started talking to me, we spend the rest of the trip getting to know each other and at times I could get a glimpse of the sweet and caring Edward and I couldn't help but wish that he would act like that all the time. I guess, we can't always have what we want.
EPOV
Bella looked gorgeous in the dress she was wearing; I loved how that color looked on her fair skin and how it hugged her curves perfectly. I couldn't help but stare at her all through dinner; she was truly a wonderful girl to talk to and I found myself at ease in her company. That was what scared me the most and the reason why we were here in the first place. I knew that I couldn't start thinking of her as dateable material, I mean, I'm THE FUCKING EDWARD MASEN, and I don't date. So I tried to push all the thoughts about her being my girlfriend out of my head – failing miserably – and tried to think of her as any other girl; trying to convince myself that she wasn't different from the rest. Of course I knew better and I had a feeling that Isabella Swan was going something that would change my life once and for all. And I couldn't help but wonder if I should be feeling fear or happiness because of that thought.
By the time dinner was over I could feel my patience reaching its limit and I was getting nervous. I don't know what the hell is going out with me, I've never felt nervous around a girl, and I don't plan on starting right now. Not even in my first time I felt like this, actually I was ease at ease that time compared to this one. Well, I guess that Bella Swan had that power over me, and I just met her a few days ago. Looking up at her, I saw how the weight of things finally fell on her and she was over thinking everything. I just hoped that in that process she wouldn't realize that I wasn't worth her time; and that she shouldn't be giving me her virginity. I knew that she wasn't going to keep it 'till her wedding but she did wanted the moment to be especial. That was why I went overboard with this, if it had been any other situation, I would have fucked her in the back of my car, or at least of that I wanted to convince myself of. I couldn't take her silence anymore so I decided to break her out of her thoughts; never in my life have I wanted so much to know what someone was thinking like I did right know.
"Hey, ready to leave?" she looked up to meet my eyes and nodded, her blank face, once again, in place. I extended my hand and helped her up and outside to the car; I opened the door for her and closed it before getting myself inside. The ride to the hotel was silent and it was suffocating me. When we arrived I got outside and opened her door before she could even unlock her seat belt from the seat, she got out and we went inside immediately. The hotel was perfect, classy but simple, just like her. I could tell that Bella was taking everything in, sometimes they way she saw everything really surprised me; so I decided to let her wander for a moment, while I checked us in. The receptionist was a woman in her late forties and she was really nice.
"Hello honey, how can I help you tonight?"
"I have a reservation under the name Edward Masen"
"Of course hon, let me see" she typed my name on the screen and handed me the keys to the bedroom "yeah, Edward Masen, twentieth floor, room 2262, honeymoon suite. Enjoy your stay"
"Thank you" I went to look for Bella just to find her talking to an old woman and my curiosity got the best of me, I stopped and paid attention to what they were saying
"You're here alone sweetie?"
"Not exactly, you could say that I'm here with a very good friend" Bella blushed when she said that, what a good friend I must be
"Oh I see… you shouldn't be ashamed sweetheart, its okay to want to spend the night with your boyfriend" who the hell was this woman?
"Oh no –" Bella tried to explain to her that I wasn't her boyfriend but the woman cut her off
"It's your first time isn't it?" Bella nodded and the woman smiled sweetly at her "you don't have to do anything you don't want to, if he loves you, he'll wait for you. That boy is lucky to have a girl like you"
"Thanks"
"She's quite something, isn't she son?" I turned around to face an old man, probably in his mid-sixties smiling at me
"Excuse me?"
"The girl, she's with you, right? I can see the way you look at her, she must be a handful though, she's really gorgeous" I turned to look at Bella and she was now alone, I stared at her for a second before reassuring the old man
"Yeah, she's quite the beauty" I felt him pat my back but when I turned around he was nowhere I sight, I chuckled at myself and went to Bella. What was I thinking, following stranger's advices, yeah right "Bella, are you okay?"
"Huh, yeah sorry, do you have the keys?"
"Yes, come on, lets go" I took her carry on bag and we went to the room, I pushed the door open and turned to look at her, once again, she was drinking everything in "The bathroom is in there if you want to refresh" she gave me a kiss on the cheek and took her bags before locking herself in the bathroom. As soon as she was out of sight I let out a sigh of relief and went to open the balcony doors. I needed some alone time. Leaning over the railing of the balcony, staring at the stars, I couldn't help but think about the things that changed in my life over the past month. I thought about how my parents would be disappointed of what I've become, my mother taught me to respect women and I felt like I was letting her down with my actions. A change in the air made me realize that Bella has joined me in the balcony, and that she was now not to far away from me and I turned around to look at her.
She had let her hair down and it flowed around her with the air. She smelled like strawberries and freesias and just like a girl, and I couldn't help myself. I grabbed her by the waist and crashed her to my chest and kissed her like my very existence depended on her. She felt so tiny and soft in my arms and just like she belonged in there. Her full and luscious lips were sweet and I nibbled on her bottom lip. She opened her mouth allowing me entrance and I started to caress it with my tongue. I ran my hand along her arms and felt her shudder, I became fully aware that we were still outside and I realized she was probably cold. I took her on my arms and carried her inside, shutting the doors with my feet. Never breaking the kiss I lowered her until she was on the bed and then took my time to look at her. She looked like a goddess in the moonlight, her skin glowed and her eyes were full of lust and want; and I just couldn't resist the urge to touch her.
I kicked my shoes and socks off and lowered myself at her side; I caressed her entire face with my hands, trying to memorize her features. I knew that I wasn't going to be able to forget about her, this was different. The weekend had stirred feelings in me that I wasn't ready to face just yet; so I decided to kiss her in order to forget about everything. Our kisses became more urgent and I ran a hand from her knee up to her tight when I felt a lacy material.
"Fuck Bella, what are you wearing under the dress?" she smirked and whispered in my ear
"Well, you will never know if you leave my dress on" really? She was giving me free reign, I looked her in the eye and I realized that she wanted me too. I helped her up to her feet and turned her so her back was now facing me. I slowly took one of the straps off with my teeth and she shuddered under my touch; I repeated the process with the other one and lowered the zipper slowly, letting the dress pool at her feet. She turned to look at me and I felt myself getting harder, if it was possible. I was already rock-hard. Bella was dressed in a strapless blue and black bra and matching skirt, the skirt was holding her stockings in place and I was pretty sure that she had a thong under it. She looked absolutely ravishing. And what she said next surprised me even more.
"Well, now I think that you have too many clothes on, Mr." she started undoing the buttons of my shirt and when she was done, she dragged her hands over my chest and to my shoulders, successfully removing the shirt before them. She locked her hands in my hair and kissed me passionately; in that moment I couldn't see anything else. I wanted her and her only and right now no one could stop me. I carried her to bed and sat her down. I got to my knees and gently took her shoes off, I unhooked one of the stockings from the skirt and slowly dragged it down, then the other. I kissed my way up until I reached the hem of the skirt and this one, too, took it off.
She was panting and moaning my name and I continued kissing her. I could never get tired of her kisses. My hands started discovering her body and her hands reached to the button of my jeans, I helped her undo the button and we quickly got rid of them. She broke the kiss panting for air and I continued kissing and sucking on her jaw and neck; she arched her chest up and I took this as my opportunity to unclasp her bra. Throwing it quickly to the other side of the room I turned to look at my goddess, she was perfect and begging me to touch her
"Edward… please… touch me" I obeyed to her request and I realized that I'll do anything this woman asked me to. Her breasts fit perfectly on my hands and I had to taste her, I lowered myself and placed a quick kiss on her right breast, she moaned and that was the only encouragement I needed, I took it inside my mouth and started gently sucking and blowing on it. With my other hand, I teased her left breast before changing my mouth to it and repeating the process. I trailed kisses down her stomach and towards her wet pussy. I took one of the strings in the thong between my teeth and slowly dragged it down until it reached her ankles and threw it to join the pile of discarded clothes.
"Edward please… I need you now" I wanted her to enjoy this so I just kissed her one more time and pressed my covered erection to her wet pussy, eliciting a moan from her.
"God Bella, you're so wet for me" I was enjoying kissing her too much, but when her hands reached the top of my boxers, something inside of me snapped and I realized that I couldn't do this. I stopped her and she turned to look at me confused. I realized that getting her out of my system was not going to happen, I would just want her more. I realized that I couldn't take this from her because she was clearly afraid. The look on the restaurant told me that she wasn't ready and I couldn't bring her this kind if pain. Suddenly, the old lady's words stuck me 'if he loves you, he'll wait for you' I knew what she meant right now and I finally saw what had been in there since the first time I laid eyes on her. I had fallen for her that day on the parking lot. I realized that I'M IN LOVE WITH ISABELLA MARIE SWAN; I knew I had to tell her, but I was too afraid of how she would react. So I did the only thing that I could think of at the moment; I got out of bed and got dressed, I didn't even look at her before I left the room.
BPOV
To say I was confused would be an understatement; I couldn't understand what had just happened and why he left. I knew he wanted me, I had felt it when he was pressed against me, and I had seen it in his eyes so many times before. But the fear from earlier and the fact that I was left naked and alone in here, by the man that I finally realized I was in love with, just made me feel rejected. I knew I was foolish to fall for the player, but there was nothing I could do about it. That's why I was going to give him my virginity. That old lady's words made me realize that I had always been in love with him; since the first time I saw him on that fateful day on history. So finding myself in this position just made me fell awful and ugly. And I did the only thing that was left to do when you are alone and brokenhearted; I cried.
While I cried I thought about the things that happened tonight. He had been so sweet over dinner that I almost forgot that we weren't really dating. For the first time since I met him, he didn't even flirt with any other woman but me. I remembered being afraid when we left the restaurant but after my chat with the woman in the lobby I was mostly confused. When I went to the bathroom was when everything seemed to fall into place, while I brushed my hair I realized that I was in love with Edward Anthony Masen and that I would do anything for him; but I knew he would never feel the same way. So when I found him staring at the streets from the balcony, I decided that no matter what, I would give anything and everything to Edward, and I would take whatever he gave me on change. When he started kissing me and undressing me, I felt loved and desired. I knew it was wrong to feel that way because he wasn't in love with me, but I couldn't help it.
I always knew that I would give myself to man that I was in love with. All the fear that I had felt in the restaurant before, was just a distant memory. I was ready and I wanted no one but him to bring me that kind of pleasure. I wanted to show him how much I loved him without having to say the words and without having to be crushed because he couldn't say them back. I also knew that I will have to forget about him as soon as we arrived to Forks and that I'll be forced to bury my feelings for him in the deepest of my soul. But for tonight I was just going to forget about everything and enjoy. Of course all of my plans were crushed when he pulled away from me and left me alone.
I don't know how much time I spend there just crying, I knew he wasn't coming back so I didn't even changed, I just covered myself with the blankets and cried. When I finally got the strength to stop crying, I got dressed, took my bags and was out of the hotel and hailing a cab. I must have been a sobbing mess, but I couldn't care less about it. There was no way I was going to spend the night in Seattle and much less in that damned room. It just hurt too much; so I gave the driver the directions to my house and three hours later, here I am sitting in my bed, dressed in my pajamas and crying myself to sleep over the man that broke my heart, but that I couldn't stop loving. I was crying myself to sleep over THE EDWARD FUCKING MASEN. Over Forks High School biggest player. Over the love of my life.
A/N: LONGEST CHAPTER EVER! YAYY! AND SORRY FOR THE COCKBLOCK AT THE END, BUT WELL EDDIE HAD TO REALIZE HIS FEELING AT SOME POINT DIDN'T HE? I REALLY WASN'T PLANNING ON THE STORY TO BE THIS WAY BUT I GUESS THAT EDWARD AND BELLA HAVE MINDS OF THEIR OWN, I JUST WRITE WHAT THEY TELL ME TO…WELL I'M GONNA GO HIDE UNDER A ROCK NOW SO YOU WONT KILL ME! REVIEW!
TODAY'S STORY:
I'm Not Falling For You» Bella get's picked to be on a dating reality show! How will the guys show their love and who will be the last one standing!
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