Summary: Ever had that annoying habit of asking what ifs when you're down? Making up random scenarios in your head and wondering what the outcomes would be for each one? If only we could run our lives according to what we come up with. If only, in a perfect world, maybe. If only Derek hale hadn't tossed me aside like I meant nothing at all….yeah…if only.

A/N: I know I took a while to get this up, but I got stuck at my uncles because of a freak storm. Instead of being scared, I was more saddened by how badly we've managed to hurt our planet. Global warming….*sigh* Yes I am a BIG TREE HUGGER or whatever you want to call me, I care for my planet, what can I say. Anyways, I was unable to use the computer since the lights were off over there, but I got back last night, had no time to right I was so knackered xP anyways…enjoy guys! Thanks for those two reviews hplover1616 and Lycan Lover 411! =) Can you guys believe I still haven't seen the finale! Ugh! Im dying of anticipation! I had been recording the whole series (THANK YOU DVR!) and my brother accidently deleted it! T_TSAD FACE! But w/e again…I dnt own anything but my OCs =)

STILE'S POV

"Okay, okay, okay! So that doesn't explain anything, Dude! They were making out!" I shouted at Scott, confusion causing my voice to go up a couple of octaves. I told him about what happened while he was at the Argents' last night and he told me about what had happened when they went to go visit Derek's uncle, Peter. I was still trying to figure out if Derek and Kira were like…boyfriend and girlfriend or something!

"W-what? But…I mean I thought she like…hated him or something. Actually, I hate to say this, but from how mad she sounded at the Argents…I don't know if she's on Derek side more than ours." I nodded.

"And if she's actually with Derek, don't you think that she'll be more obligated to help him?" I stated like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"Ugh! Stiles! What am I gonna do? I told her I would present Allison to her! I mean… I think she wants to trust me, but at the same time she still hates the Argents! You should have seen her last night though! She was…mad isn't it, she was pissed! It looked like she hated my guts for even thinking they were innocent! How is she even supposed to get along with Allison?!" I just shrugged and then closed my eyes and biting my lip noticing that Allison had just come out of the class by my locker. I peeked an open an eye to look at Scott and saw him tense.

"Who am I supposed to get along with?" Allison asked, a confused smile on her face.

"Allison! Um I was just, I mean-" Scott started to stutter and I rolled my eyes. And he calls me jittery! Psh! Yeah right!

"Ugh…a really close friend of ours is back in Beacon Hills and Scotts just worried you two won't get along." I stated and she gave Scott a suspicious smile, still not convinced.

"Scott? Is she…an ex-girlfriend or something?" Scott's eyes bulged out of his head and I slapped my hand over my face.

"Wha-no! She's…she's my babysitter or was! She's practically my sister." Scott rubbed the back of his neck nervously and looked at me as if asking for help. I found it kind of funny that she was jealous of Kira. Kira! The goody two shoes who rose to meet the expectations every adult had of her. Or she had until she turned into a werewolf? Or I don't know!

"Well it looks like you two have something new to talk about." I clapped my hands together and grinned at Scott who just glared at me, mumbling 'traitor'. "I'm just going to ugh…well I'm gonna leave now… That way…so bye!" I pointed at the direction I was going, walking backwards before just turning around and walking briskly out of the halls.

I had thought I was in the clear from answering anymore questions, but maybe going outside wasn't such a good idea. I looked ahead and noticed Kira tapping her healed boot against the wall. This wasn't what I wanted to see! She looked like she could actually be Derek's girlfriend now! She actually looked like a badass! But…it was kind of a turn on with her! Ew…no! Bad Stiles! Her tongue, Derek's tongue…yeah no! Who knows what else could have gone on between the two besides just kissing! I visibly shuddered. I saw her lower her head and her shades fell down the bridge of her nose a bit. She made a 'come here' gesture with her finger and I just gulped, pointing at myself. She rolled more than just her eyes, her head going with the motion in annoyance as she walked towards me.

The clicking of her heals got her a lot of attention. People started gossiping about her and guys kept giving her looks that reminded me of a starved dog looking at a piece of steak! God! Was I this bad sometimes? I mean yeah, the bad girl act looks good on any girl! I mean how many guys hadn't had that kind of fantasy before?! Yeah I had the biggest crush on Lydia since like the third grade, but when my preteen years kicked in, you better believe I'd check out Scott's sitter any chance I'd get! And that was when she'd dress like a bit of a tomboy! Now she had on black ankle boots with spiked studs on them, some tight skinny jeans, a white shirt that was a size too small since it left little to the imagination and showed her navel. She wore her hair down, wild curls everywhere with black shades and leather jacket to complete the look. I swallowed and she smirked.

"Please don't eat me!" I shouted, closing my eyes as she was standing in front of me. Even then I was taller even with her five extra inches. I was taller by another four and still had to look down at her.

"Why am I going to eat you, Stiles?" she laughed and I opened an eye to look at her, a couple of guys glared at me before they walked off. They thought she was mine?! Oh that is too good! " Earth to Stiles!" she was waving her hand in my face when I got a hold of it. I started laughing, not able to control myself. I was aware that I wasn't helping my reputation with my crazy, psychotic laughter, but this was too good! She must have figured it out because she pulled her hand away, taking of her shades to glare at me."I told you I wasn't posing as your girl, Stiles!" she whined and I gave her a cheesy smile. It didn't matter, rumors would already be going through the grape vine.

"It's your own fault! Don't…DO THAT! You don't walk towards a guy all…all sexy! Unless you want to get at them, duh!" I shouted to her throwing my hands in the air, the smile still on my lips. "So…that age thing still in play?" I wiggled my eyebrows and she socked me, I winced. God! Damn werewolf strength.

"Hmph! Whatever! Where's Scott? Don't think I can't hear you guys by the way." She glared and I gulped, now I remember why me and Scott were previously discussing her. She sighed and suddenly placed the palm of her hand over my heart. "Stiles…I didn't mean to scare you guys….honest." The ferocity in her eyes wasn't there anymore and suddenly it was like I was transported back in time to when I was a kid and it was the same Kira that wore converse and plaid shirts. I smiled to her and she smiled back.

"So…you're not like…a double agent trying to help Derek get Scott?" I asked, still a bit wary. She sighed and moved her hand.

"No..I'm not on anyone's side so I can't be a double agent. I'm just…neutral…I'm not trying to help Derek though, if that's what you're thinking. He's a big boy, he can handle himself." I gave her a look and her brows creased, frowning before laughing. "Okay, I'll be there if someone really needs me, other than that, I have my own problems to take care of." I looked at her confused. "Oh! That reminds me! Your dad still Sheriff?"

"Yeah…" I answered wary. "Why?" She gave me a smile, a sneaky smile that I didn't realize she could pull off. I guess even with what I had found out about her being a werewolf and her ties to Derek, I still saw the old Kira that would bake for us and watch cheesy movies with us on weekends and weeknights.

"I need help finding someone…can you get me any records on them?" I panicked a little.

"Um…what are you trying to do?" I asked, nervous.

"I think this guy knows where my Uncle and little cousin are, I just need to find them and ask them if they've seen her." Well that sounds…not …evil.

"Ugh…sure I can do that." Not like I hadn't snuck into my dad's office before. Actually, me sneaking in and listening in on his calls was why Scott was bit and we were going through all this crap! You'd think that'd deter me from doing it again….yeah it probably wouldn't.

"Thanks Stiles, I owe you!" she smiled. I opened my mouth to tell her how she could, but the bell rang. She smirked and leant up to kiss my cheek. I stayed there, stiff and wide eyed. She winked at me, looking around before walking off. "I'll see you later on tonight, Stiles!" she called out loudly and overly giddy, the voice too fake and girly to fit her. I laughed inside, she read my mind. I looked around at the jealous stares from the guys and smirked. She was officially my best friend. I had to tell Scott! Oh right, I hadn't even found out who she was looking for! I thought that was pretty stupid of both of us, as I walked towards my class I wondered where Scott was when my phone vibrated. I pulled it out.

"Hope I was a good actress ;) if you get beat up for that you're on your own! Guy's name is Kyle Anderson. Any records would help! Thanks again!"

Guess I'd find out what I could and let her know. Come to think of it, I had no idea where she was living , either! Wow….great start so far, Stiles. Really good start. I texted her back, this would definitely take me a day.

"Got nothing but time!

Not really, but take your time :)

I'll be near by anyways ;)"

Scott's POV late that night

"Now do you get it?" I looked at the scene below me, not able to understand.

"I get that he's killing people, but I don't get why? I mean-this isn't standard practice, we don't go out in the middle of the night murdering everyone, do we?" I asked, hoping he'd agree with me. I didn't want to be some kind of psychotic killing monster!

"No. We're predators. We don't have to be killers." Derek's emotionless yet slightly annoyed voice responded back. Even though what he told me gave me some relief, it still didn't make any sense.

"Why is he a killer?" I asked, frustrated myself.

"That's what we're we're going to find out." He spoke up before turning to walk back from where we came from. I looked at my best friend and his dad, taking in this whole scene before following him.

While we walked back to his house I kept arguing with him that I had other things to worry about and even after we finally got to the burned down place, he was still not listening. It was starting to piss me off.

"Yes I do!" I argued that I, did too, have a life. "I don't care what you say about him. Making me his pet or-"

"Part of his pack" I groaned. That was another thing that was aggravating me; that he knew so much and I felt like I was still left in the dark. "Whatever, I have homework," I started, listing off reasons for him to believe that even though I got bit by that alpha thing, I was still a teenager that had high school crap to worry about!

"You wanna do homework? Or do you wanna not die?" he asked me sarcastically. I rolled my eyes, annoyed by his…sarcasm! It's pissing me off and neither of us are getting nowhere! "You have less than a week until the full moon. You don't kill with him, he kills you." I started pacing in place as he spoke.

"Okay, seriously? Who made up these rules?" I asked, agitated.

"It's a right of passage." He said it like I should be honored or something! "It's to get you into his pack." That was nice, but I had other "right of passages" in mind.

"You know what else is a right of passage? Graduating from high school! And-and you don't have to kill anyone to do it!" he just scoffed. "Why can't you-you just find him yourself? Or, Kira and you are a pack or whatever! Ask her for help." He just glared at me for suggesting it. "You guys can, I don't know, sniff him out when he's a human." I suggested.

"First off, Kira isn't helping me, just like she isn't helping you. I tried to get her to see, but she's just like you, stubborn. Second, she's not in my pack, we have no pack. Or at least I don't, not anymore. We can't sniff him out. His human scent can be entirely different. Like with Kira, her wolf doesn't make who she is as a human. She can go from smelling like sweetpea and violets to smelling of pine and orchids. Completely different." I tried to ignore the fact that he could pinpoint exactly how she smelled, because I sure as hell hadn't bothered. I just knew that, that smelled like Kira so I called it Kira's scent. I didn't try breaking it down, not like how I knew Allison smelled like vanilla and honeysuckle. "That's why it has to be you. You have a connection with him, a link that you can't understand!" I tried to tune him out, I didn't really want to listen to this if he wasn't going to listen to my side of things either. "If I can teach you to control your abilities, you can find him."

"So if I help you, you can stop him?" I gave up fighting him.

"Not alone, we're stronger in numbers. It's also why I need you to convince Kira that she has to join us. As an Omega, she won't last long on her own, either." All this was just further serving to confuse me. "A pack makes an individual more powerful, it's like I said. We are literally stronger in numbers and even she knows that, but is too blind sighted by whatever she's doing to see that. I think you can convince her, she'd help us if you told her."

"But why me? I mean- she came when she found out you were hurt! And Stiles said you two were getting along pretty damn well!" I said referring to their kiss.

"That was because Stiles called her, if he hadn't, I guarantee you she wouldn't have come. Things between me and her are just that, between me and her. They're things that don't involve, nor will they affect, you. She seems to care a lot about you, like she would a fellow pack mate. That means she trusts you, I need you to convince her to help us then." I groaned. Talking to her would be like talking to Derek! It was useless! It's like he said, she was too busy with whatever the hell she was already trying to do. And from what Stiles told me, she wasn't going to stop until she found that guy or whoever it is!

"You know what she's doing back here, don't you?" he meddled, probably knowing where my silence was taking me. I made a face, not sure if I should say.

"Kinda…she asked Stiles to help her find some guy…Kyler something…I don't know who he is though. Look…there has to be a specific reason why she won't help you…what exactly …did you do to her?" he just changed the subject. I groaned, this was going to be a long night.

KIRA'S POV

It was later on in the morning and I decided to go train a bit before going to find Stiles since I woke up too late to find him before school started. I could use a bit of exercise, my inner wolf was begging for it. My father would not be pleased if I was to return and be weaker then I seemed to be getting lately. My father wanted me on top of my game, it was the reason he allowed me to do this on my own. SO that I could learn to analyze everything and take charge, I had to learn to be an alpha. My father wouldn't live forever, and someday he would pass down his legacy onto me. Hopefully that was many, many years from now though.

I was already in some tight short shorts, some old converse and tank top. I had pulled my hair back into a high pony tail so that it wouldn't get in the way. I looked myself in the mirror and frowned at my reflection. I looked just as I had when I first shifted. I knew it was ridiculous, but I kept hoping that someday I'd look at my reflection and see what I wanted to see. Sure my genetic werewolf make up gave me confidence and not to mention some arrogance, but it didn't completely dictate my personality. As a child I had to fight to please others, work hard and even then some in order to meet the standards set for me. Even then, I felt like it was never enough. I always saw a short little girl, with dimples that feigned innocence, curls that gave off a wild streak, and eyes…eyes that reminded me of how sad my life had become.

People say werewolves can't go into depression; that it's not in us to be depressed, not when surrounded by your pack. I got my pack back, well, I had a pack back. But even when I had my previous one, I never felt like I was enough. Like there was still something else that I had to do. I always felt incomplete. Why did I of all people have to fight so hard to succeed. Success was suppose to come naturally to my kind wasn't it? The Hales were well liked, had great careers. Even the teens and kids had excellent kids and could be considered popular. While I looked like a try hard who had to study long hours to pass an exam or fail, who had to wake up earlier to straighten her mess of a hair. Who had to work out nonstop or feel like I was gaining weight. I felt like I was never going to be like them. Never going to be good enough for Derek, never smart enough like Laura, never…never good.

Then my dad and Cassie and Connor brought me some light. Sure he had practically crushed me when he told me of his one night stand and thus cheating on my mother, but I got over it. Well at least I hadn't been angry towards Connor. Eventually I forgave my father and got close to him. I know he loves me, but his expectations make me feel like I was put on a pedestal only to fall again. I don't want to be perfect. I don't want to be a Mary Sue out of a poorly written story, I didn't want to be some plastic Barbie doll.

I wanted to find out who I was. SO, every time I saw my reflection, I hoped I would see who they wanted me to be. But truth be told, it was only hope that I would be able to please someone…In all honesty, I wanted my reflection to show me those imperfections like they did…so that I could embrace them and say "yeah, that's me," with a smile on my face. But I can't. I can only take in my appearance and frown.

"I'm one clinically depressed wolf." I sighed and started walking out the door. Maybe the workout would get my mind off of things, it always did. Maybe it was because I felt like I was working on myself when I did, again, trying to improve to someday be a better alpha. If I didn't, I knew what the consequences would be, death to me….and my future pack.

I was running through the woods, jumping from trees every now and then. I would flip over branches, making sure my legs were still strong. I would later land on the branches and try sit ups while hanging like a bat. I suddenly heard a noise. I dropped to the ground, crouching down low. I listened for any rustling leaves, any snapping twigs…I listened and found that the stillness of all the animals had me on edge. I mean, I knew they were wary when they sensed anything supernatural, but even farther off, everything was eerily quiet. And then I heard it, the loud and angry roar of a werewolf. I ran, I ran as fast as my legs could take me and stopped at the break of trees.

I felt my fangs elongate and poke at my gums, my claws growing longer and my facial features change slightly. I held back the urge to roar in anger as the smell finally registered with what I heard. Kate Argent shot Derek that night, she was back. That stupid, slutty bitch was back and what scared me the most was the raw desire to feel my claws drenched in her blood. I shook my head, knowing that wouldn't be good for anyone. The rest of the Argents and hunters wouldn't go after me only, but Derek and most probably Scott, too. I wouldn't risk them. I could hear Derek grunt and felt myself calm as a sad memory tried to take over. It was one of me accidentally walking in on Derek and Kate while having sex. It had left me pissed at him for weeks, angry and hurt. I shook my head when I heard her speak some more and the crackling of lightning. I had had enough.

I snuck my way through the front door, minding my stealth. I saw a couple of idiot, naïve, hunters thrown against walls, both out cold. I tried not to sniff the air, too afraid that if I did I would try and annihilate Kate Argent. The blond was the cause of so much pain and I wanted to seek retribution. But I had to be level headed about this. I had to remain calm, no matter how hard, even as my anger peaked when I saw Derek on the floor, convulsing from the electric shock.

"Wow! This one grew in all the right places..I don't know whether to kill it. or lick it." That did it, my calm demeanor snapped and I let out a roar of anger as I charged at her. Bad idea. I had managed to knock her into a wall before she struck the cattle prod against my back several times. I dropped to my knees fighting back the waves of pulsating energy that just engulfed my body in pain. She walked around me.

"I remember you…hm…where he grew…it looks like you stayed the same…Poor little puppy." I bared my teeth at her, growling. She laughed before hitting me against my chest with the prod again. I fell backwards that time, trying to get my bearings, but unable to. Instead I convulsed on the ground. Despite the crackling I could hear ringing in my ears, I heard Derek snarl at her, roaring angrily.

Derek's POV

I was mad that Kira had to show up. The idiot just put herself in danger. I knew Kira hated Kate, maybe even just as badly as I did, but I wasn't expecting her to show up. I'll admit when I saw her, I felt like my masculinity left me at the thought of her having to save my ass again. But that stupid thought left me the second Kate shocked her three times over her back before she relented and fell to her knees. Females tended to withstand more pain, that didn't mean they didn't feel it any less than males did. It just meant they could handle more of it without passing out or dying.

Kate started taunting Kira and I felt my blood boil. Kira didn't need to be reminded of the crap that my stupidity lead me to do with Kate, but there she was, provoking her. Kira, in her anger, growled at her. I noticed Kate smirk and growled at her, but she hit Kira anyways. I roared when Kira started to convulse.

"Aww you're still defensive when it comes to your bitch puppy….how cute." She laughed and I glared. I wanted nothing more than to rip her throat out. I looked to Kira who started to stand a bit, I tried to gain control of my body, but every sensor in my body was screaming in pain. "Up for another round, huh?" Kira lunged and Kate progressed to shock her repeatedly. While Kate was busy watching Kira twitch as the jolts jostled her body I tried to get to the sofa to lift myself up. She seemed to notice and followed me. I didn't care I had to try or she'd keep torturing Kira.

I managed to lift myself up some, staring at her with such anger and hate that I wished looks could kill. I looked to Kira who still hadn't stopped convulsing on the ground, eyes rolled back. My gaze softened and she turned her head to look at her. "Oh her? Don't worry about her…when I'm done with her she'll be perfectly barbequed." I lunged at her and she just shocked me, an evil smile of glee on her face. It was enough to send me towards the wall, the immense pain back, leaving me immobile other then the convulsions.

"S-s-sto-op." I tried to open my eyes at the sound of Kira's voice, but couldn't. My body wouldn't respond.

"Or what sweety? Even now you aren't enough woman for him! Can't you see? It's pathetic. Quit drooling over him and grow some back bone!" I heard Kate laugh. I felt her shock me again and this time my teeth gritted together so hard, I thought they would break.

"Stop it!" I heard someone rush her and the cattle prod jolting with electricity as it struck someone five times. I couldn't handle one, I could only imagine how Kira was fending.

"Oh honey…you're going to die trying to protect him…but between you and me…we both know he doesn't give a shit about a half pint little girl." I opened an eye to see Kira looking at me despite Kate trying to get her to look at her. "You want to know a secret? I was hoping you'd be in here when I doused this place in flames…" I heard Kate whisper in her ear. "And I bet you wish you were too, huh?" I don't know how, but Kira found the strength to lift her fist and punch Kate in the face. She was still too weak though and it only caused her to turn her head slightly. That, and piss her off.

"Kate…" I tried to get her to focus on me, knowing she was going to let loose on Kira.

"One second, Babe. I'm going to teach your little pup here a lesson in training. Shock collars are so last season…now these cattle prods," she inspected the stick before lifting it over Kira. "Perfect." Kate let her hands drop repeatedly with the stick, striking Kira over her head, shoulders and back over and over again. I saw her grunt at each hit and her eyes roll in the back of her head, but Kate wouldn't stop. I couldn't help it, a whimper escaped my lips when I saw Kira stand still for a bit. Her chest wasn't moving…"Aw….I think I broke it." Kate pouted at me and I just glared at her.

She came back over to me but I was too happy to see Kira's chest rise and small slightly than focus on her lifting the prod to strike me. I convulsed again and she just laughed. She waited a bit before striking me again and I let out a grunt that time, I couldn't hold it in. "Ss-st-op!" I heard Kira growl out, how much more could she take before her heart gave out?!

"Awww…so worried about him…poor baby…I know…maybe if you'll say please I won't do it to him anymore." I glared at her and Kira did too. "No? Well okay." I felt the crackling sting envelope my body again.

"P-p-plea-s-se!" I opened an eye and could now see Kira's eyes water. She was afraid for me…

"Aww..okay." Kate said overly sweet..she started making her way over to Kate and I whimpered when Kate struck her once more, laughing again.

"Nine hundred thousand volts of electricity….you never were good with electricity either, were you? Or fire. Which is why I'm going to let you in on a little secret." Kate spoke getting closer to me. I focused on getting up, desperate to get to Kira. I saw her open an eye and crawl towards the wall before slipping and lying on the floor, the electric current still jostling her body. "And well maybe we could help each other out."

I tried to stand, but it was hard, and instead the bitch kept talking. "Yes your sister was severed into pieces …And used as bait to try and catch you…That was unpleasant and frankly a little too..Chainsaw massacre for my taste." I managed to get up a bit to face her, and more importantly, take in Kira's shape. She still didn't move other then her body convulsing against its will due to the high volts running through her system. I looked back to Kate, glaring with hatred. She just ignored me and continued. "But quite true. Now…here's the part that might really kick you in the balls…we didn't kill her." I glared harder at her, sitting up now, the bitch was lying to my face. "You think I'm lying?"

"Wouldn't be the first time." I tried to speak with disdain, but my voice quivered slightly from the convulsions. She had lied to me, gotten me to let my walls down so that she could crawl her way into my heart and kill my family. She was the reason I pushed Kira away as a kid, why Kira spent days crying herself to sleep. She was the reason I'm to blame! Because it's true that it's not only her fault, but my own. I was so stupid that I refused to believe in my long time friend and instead followed this tramp like an idiot! This sick twisted women in front of me.

"Sweety, well why don't you just listen to my heart. " She got down to my eye level and I wanted nothing more than to claw her throat out, but I could burly move. Listen to her heart though? I'd rather not, I was more concerned with the one that was skipping a beat every now and then from across the both of us. "Listen and tell me if I am." I looked from her smug face towards her heart, or where there should be one anyways. If it wasn't for the beating against her chest, I would have thought that instead of a heart, she had a black hole or something.

"We…" she got closer as she spoke every word slowly, her heart never missing a beat. "Didn't… Kill…" As she got closer I saw Kira get up and lean against the wall like I was, watching me with sad eyes. "Your…" Kate got closer and I saw a tear roll down Kira's cheek. "Sister…" by now Kate was right by my ear and I was repulsed by the closeness, instead focusing on Kira who looked at me with so much sadness. "Hear that? The steady beat of cold hard truth." Kira broke my gaze to glare at the back of Kate's head and I turned to glare at Kate some more as she backed away from me. I was glad when she got up and away from me. I turned to look back to Kira, but her head was hung down, she was exhausted.

"We found bite marks on her body, Derek. Who do you think did that? A mountain lion?" she taunted, and I went back to glaring at her. "Why aren't we helping each other out? The alpha killed your sister. So why don't we help each other out and tell us who the alpha is and we'll take care of him for you, problem solved. Everybody goes home happy." I looked to Kira who had lifted her head up again, this time leaning against the wall, her eyes shut tight. I saw her start to stand on shaky legs, wobbling towards the door, her eyes trained on me.

"Unless…you don't know…who it is…" I looked away from them both. The alpha was the one who killed my sister. If I ever had any incentive to kill him now it was magnified tenfold! "So you don't know who he is either." She scoffed and started laughing, I looked at her now, glaring again as she laughed. "Guess who became totally useless?" I knew what was going to happen next and was surprised that when she turned to get her gun, Kira pulled me to my feet and the both of us ran for it. We ran, because our life depended on it. Neither of us turned to look at the other, just straight ahead and when I felt we were a good enough distance away from her I looked behind me.

"Come on, Derek!" she shouted to me, voice still quivering after the attack on her. I looked at my house sadly and then turned away before glaring at the shell that was once my home. I felt Kira cling to my arm and start tugging; I could still see her shaking a bit. I looked at her, her eyes begging me to keep moving. I nodded and as she started to briskly walk away I noticed her knees buckle. Before she could even fall, I caught her. "Clumsy." She whispered. I lifted her up, despite the strain on my body. She hardly weighed much and even then it was a lot for me right now. She tried to get me to put her down, but when she finally stood, she knocked out completely. I caught her, but fell down myself.

"Idiot…you almost got yourself killed." I whispered to her unconscious form, pushing a couple of loose curls out of her face.

A/N: Well that was hard to right, but I loved righting it! =) Truth be told, this episode is what made me fall for Derek lol that haunting look in his eyes and then my heart just went out to him when Kate started shocking him and messing with him. But anyways hope you guys likes. Please…comment and pass the story down. Mention it to your fans, friends…I could really use some strong constructive criticism =)