A/N: Took me longer than expected. Been pretty busy, I guess. Got myself a full-time job, so I don't think I will be updating as fast as before...

I stayed up all night writing this chapter yesterday. Hope it doesn't show too much...

Well, I'm keeping my words; time to answer to reviews. You know, it takes me around 2 hours answering to all of you. As much as I like doing it, I don't think I will do it every time. Only when I feel like it.

Truna: Glad to learn it seems realistic. I thought the huge amount of angst was making it unrealistic. Anyway, thank you!

Yami-chan: Ha, seems like someone made a review before you did, you little uke. Type faster next time. Miku touching herself while thinking about Luka doesn't prove anything... Pfff. xD Anyway, I lost hope in you updating your stories.

Cien-Mysilwiec: Aw, thank you. I'm glad I'm able to make it interesting. I'm trying to describe kisses as best as I can.

Aerosophical: I really like when people tell me I'm able to convey the feelings to my readers. Thank you. Miku x Luka is just perfect for tragic, drama romance. I guess it's not for nothing there are a lot of them, but I'm glad that you're able to feel strongly about them. It's still just the beginning...

Im A Stalker: Thanks, glad you enjoyed the chapter. Be lucky the weather is hot where you live. We're freezing in Canada. Haha, I think I'm getting enough sleep, thank you for your concern. Yesterday was an exception.

sgtranglin: Thank you!

lukaxmikufan37: Haha, I don't think you will cry. Not yet.

Chrester: This is probably one of the nicest reviews I have ever received. You've said so much, I don't even know where to start. Thanks a lot for your kind words. Don't worry, I'm planning on finishing this story. I know how it feels like when your favorite authors don't update their stories. (I'm still waiting for y8ay8a to update even if she told me some months ago that she would, but I didn't receive news since then. Meh.) I'm a huge Negitoro fan as well, that's why I'm trying not to add any other pairings and concentrate on them only. And there will be a fair amount of lemons... You don't need to worry about this. xD I know that the quality of my chapters goes with my mood, so I'm trying not to force myself anymore. Of course, you can do an illustration about my fiction! Makes me happy you want to! I would like to see it when it'll be done (if you don't mind). Anyway, huge thank you for your review!

Kenat-sama: Haha, you were waiting for that kiss, weren't you? I know, I'm being heartless with Miku and Luka... Thanks for your review!

AniMangaLoidXD: Oh, I know! The title is totally out of place, but I can't change it -as much as I would like to. Anyway, thanks!

Asagi-chan: Maybe you'll understand Luka more in this chapter, maybe. Anyway, I really get the feeling you're mad at me... I honestly don't know how to answer you anymore...

Takogirl: I don't think they can fix things easily. I mean, they both deceived each other. Especially after everything Miku has done to Luka. We can't really expect things to go smoothly between them.

yuidesu: Haha, Luka has her reasons. I'm pretty sure you'll understand in this chapter. Thank you!

xtotaldarkness: Thank you, I'm glad that you're enjoying the story so far!

Flopy: Haha ! C'est peut-être un peu trop triste, en fait, mais j'essaie de pas trop mettre ça dramatique. J'essaie, du moins. En tout cas, merci !

Erika-The-Unicorn: Whoa, are you okay? Well, like I've said last time, I'm glad I'm able to make you feel that much... I guess. xD

Manga-Artist108: Ah, don't worry. Luka has her reasons! I'm probably making it too angsty if it looks like a dramatic tv show, haha. Anyway, I'm glad my chapter has been able to cheer up. I hope you're doing better.

Himechi21: I like angst, so I don't think it will stop any time soon. Still, glad that you enjoy it!

SockMonkey: Um... well, that was pretty random. xD Anyway, thank you! Review any time you want!

Midnight1478: Haha, I hope I've updated fast enough. xD

The New Student Can't Be This Cute! -Remake-

Luka closed her eyes and exhaled deeply. Remembering the kiss she had shared with Miku yesterday was giving her chills. It was making her feel all hot and bothered. It had been so sudden. She had just wanted it to be a fast peck, nothing more, but the tealette had pressed her lips back into hers instantly, not giving her the chance to go away. She had even pulled herself closer to her, causing their bodies to be pressed together. She had been able to feel her heart; it had been beating as fast as hers. She clearly remembered the petite's girl delicate curves against hers, she remembered the softness of her pink lips, she remembered her thumb stroking her spine in a rather persistent way. She remembered the high-pitched, breathy moan Miku let out as the kiss intensified. They both had to pull away to catch their breath. If it hadn't been for that, Luka was sure they would have kept going for a long time. A shiver ran down her back. Everything had been a real turn on for her. Especially when Miku rubbed her spine. It had given her shivers; it had been enough to make her feel sexually excited. It took her a lot of self-control to stop everything.

The pinkette bit her lower lip. Her hands were shaking. Anxieties and worries stirred up in her belly. She was certain of it now; Miku wanted her as much as she did. The kiss and intimate caresses had been enough to prove it. There was also the hungry, needy look she gave her once they pulled away. Miku had wanted more -no, she had needed more. Luka was confused. She felt conflicted. She had been perfectly sure the tealette was straight. Worse; she thought she was homophobe. But with the passionate and deep kiss they shared, it couldn't be. She wasn't heterosexual. Maybe she's just confused... She can't be into this for real... She heaved a sigh. She didn't understand at all. She called her disgusting, she even seemed to be scared of her and yet...

Luka growled and shook her head. She shouldn't think about it. It was all over anyway. She was determined not to see her anymore. It was for the best.

"Is something wrong?"

The pinkette almost forgot Meiko was with her. She was running her fingers in her silky, pink hair, humming a cheerful tune. They two of them became pretty close. They would often hang out. They even tried to date at some point, but it didn't work. She didn't enjoy her kisses, she didn't like the intimate hugs they shared; the brownette was taller than her and it wasn't something that pleased her. Meiko wasn't her type, but she still deeply enjoyed her presence. She could tell her everything without being judged. She was the kind of friend she always wanted to have. She could trust her.

"I..." Luka hesitated a bit. She didn't know if she should tell her. She wanted to keep it to herself, but it was probably better to let it out. Surely, Meiko would give her some advices. She was more experienced than she was. She had been with a lot of different women in the past. "I... kissed Miku yesterday..." She warily admitted.

Meiko instantly stopped playing with her hair. She looked shocked. She didn't seem to believe her at first, but she still nodded in acknowledgement, waiting for her to continue.

"She... she kissed me back. I swear, she was the one taking the lead. She was really into it. She didn't want to let go of me." The pinkette spoke and turned to face the brownette. She was keeping a calm expression. "Her heart... I... I could feel it beating against mine... It was beating really fast... Maybe even faster than mine..."

Meiko stayed silent for a bit. She narrowed her eyes as if waiting for Luka to tell her it was all joke even though she knew it wasn't something she would make fun of. She was deadly serious. She shook her head. "Maybe she's just confused. After how she treated you, I highly doubt she's serious. This girl is straight, hon."

Luka's face fell. It wasn't what she wanted to hear. Her chest felt heavy. "How... do you know? She was really into it, Meiko! She kept on kissing me, she caressed me, she... she..." The pinkette suddenly started tearing up, unable to continue. She refused to think Miku was just confused.

The brunette took her friend's shoulders and forced her to look into her eyes. "Listen to me, sweetie, stop this. Don't go any further. There is something wrong with this girl. She called you disgusting, she told everyone at your school and now you're telling me that she might be into you? I don't want you to get hurt, so it's better if you keep your distance away from her." She whispered seriously. "You know, there was that girl that I really liked. I thought she was into me for real, but when I decided to take things further with her, she decided to break up. She realized that it wasn't for her. And guess what? She got a boyfriend a few days after she left me. It's like I didn't matter to her at all."

Luka looked down. "I'm sorry to hear that..." She murmured sadly. Meiko rarely talked about her problems. She was always the one complaining about them, and she felt a bit bad about it, but the other woman told her that she was used to being rejected, that she shouldn't worry about her. "I decided on my own to stay away from Miku. I know it won't do me any good to stay around her. If I ever get together with her, I know our relationship won't be perfect. I... I can't trust her anymore. A relationship without trust doesn't go anywhere."

"Luka," Meiko murmured gently. "Give me an honest answer; you still love her, don't you?"

The pinkette's eyes widened. She knew she couldn't avoid that question anymore. She scratched her cheek and took a ragged breath. "I do... I do love her..." She admitted weakly. "Even after everything she has done to me, I still care deeply about her. She's everything I think about. I... I swear the kiss we shared was so... exciting. Her body was getting hot. She was reacting so much to my touches. I could feel her shiver. It's hard to believe that she's straight." She sighed wistfully. "I... I want her to be mine, but I'm scared..."

The brunette smiled softly and gently stroked Luka's cheek. "I know, sweetheart, I know." She whispered a bit painfully. She liked the pinkette, more than just a friend, but she knew Luka didn't feel the same way about her. When they had been dating, Luka always kept her distance with her. She didn't even try to kiss her once; she was the one who had to do the first move every time. Even when they had been sleeping in each other's arms, the pinkette always murmured Miku's name in her sleep. Her heart only belonged to the tealette and she learned to accept it. "Why don't you go see her, dearie? I bet she's all alone right now. It's Christmas Eve, after all. I'm sure it would make her happy to have your company. Go for it, girl."

Luka pursed her lips. She was very tempted by it, but she was too frightened. "I...I can't... Besides, Luki will never want me to go. You know how he is, always worrying about me. And I think he really hates Miku..."

Meiko laughed and winked at her. "Don't worry, I'll take care of him. Just go, princess."

The pinkette hesitated. A part of her really wanted to see Miku, but another part told her it wasn't a good idea. She would probably only get hurt, but the thought of the tealette being all alone during Christmas Eve was worrying her. It wouldn't be surprising if her mother wasn't even there for her. She felt so conflicted. She didn't know what to do. "I... I don't know..." She bitterly whispered.

Meiko rolled her eyes. "Jesus, you're so stubborn! You don't know what will happen! If you have a chance with her, take it, dammit! Stop running away. You're already lucky that the girl is confused. This kind of thing doesn't happen often." She took her hand and forcefully leaded her outside. "Go... Take this chance..."

Luka was taken aback. Her last sentence sounded so sad. It didn't really seem like Meiko wanted her to leave. She turned around. She wasn't even surprised to see how heartbroken the woman seemed to be. She was fully aware of her feelings and it made her feel terribly guilty. She knew the other female was strong, but she was still sensitive. She kissed her cheek. "I'm sorry, Meiko... I'm really sorry..." She said worriedly.

The brunette lowered her eyes and forced a smile. "It's fine, don't worry about me. I'll eventually get over you. I just need time."

A silence ensued. Luka had no idea what to say. She knew how much a rejection hurt. She wished she could say something to comfort her, but it would probably only make it worse. Meiko had done so much to help her, and all she was doing was hurting her. She squeezed the woman's hand. "You're a nice person, Meiko. You'll find someone who will love you. I'm sure of it."

Meiko nodded and grinned. "Oh, I know, baby. Nobody can resist me." She joked lightly and gave her a gentle push. "I told you not to worry about me. Just go see your Miku."

Luka weakly thanked her and left. She was still worried about her friend, and as much as she would like to do something about it, she knew she couldn't. She just wished that she would be alright.

She did feel lucky that Miku might be into her. She had a hard time believing it. When she confessed to her the first time, she thought she was making fun of her. She didn't think she was serious. It really shocked her. She hadn't even been able to react properly.

The pinkette felt extremely nervous as she approached the tealette's house. Her heart was beating from anxiety, her throat was tightening at the strong emotions she was feeling. She really was scared. It wouldn't be too late to leave, but she knew she shouldn't. She should face her. She should tell her how she really felt and see how things would go. She couldn't run away anymore. She inhaled and exhaled several times. You can do it, Luka. She nodded to herself and knocked on the door. She waited impatiently, her hands completely moist. She felt disappointed as nobody answered. She sighed. It seemed like she wasn't home. She probably left to enjoy Christmas with her family. She still took the doorknob and slowly turned it. It wasn't even locked. She frowned and hesitantly entered inside. The lights were all off. The house looked empty. It wasn't even decorated for the holidays. It looked kind of... lonely.

The pinkette entered Miku's room and her breath got caught in her throat at the sight. The tealette was hugging her pillow tightly into her arms, her shoulders were shaking, hoarse sobs were being heard. Luka felt like her heart just broke. The poor girl looked completely devastated. She tried to speak, but her vocal chords refused to work. It was all her fault. She never wanted to hurt her that much. It was like receiving a stab in the heart. She slowly approached her and pulled her into a tight hug. Miku gasped, finally noticing her presence. It didn't take her a long time before she wrapped her arms around her. She started sobbing loudly into her shoulder. The pinkette closed her eyes and rubbed her back in comforting circles -just like she always did. "It's okay, I'm here..." She whispered in a shaky voice. Her eyes started tearing up as well.

They both cried their hearts out. They couldn't stop themselves. They gently caressed each other, trying to comfort their beloved one. "Don't... leave me anymore..." Miku murmured between uncontrolled hiccups.

Luka pulled the girl closer to her. She didn't say anything. It wasn't something she could promise. She was afraid of saying something that she would regret. She gently pulled away and wiped her tears away with her thumb. "I can't promise you..."

Miku bit her lip and looked down, her cheeks glistening from tears. Her words just hurt her. "Please, don't... I need you, Luka..." She desperately met with her eyes, and pushed her down into the mattress, going on top of her, one of her legs slipping between her thighs. "I...I want you..." Her voice was low and weak, but her words were sincere. Anyone could tell.

Luka's heart was beating like crazy into her chest. Her face heated up. She was blushing. She knew she was. She took a shaky breath. She should also be honest. "I want you too. I never stopped wanting you." She finally admitted. She caressed Miku's face with her fingertips, slowly tracing her cheekbones, relishing the softness of her skin. She could feel her shiver under her touches. They stared at each other longingly before slowly closing the disturbing distance between their lips. The kiss was surprisingly restrained and gentle at first, but it soon intensified. Their hearts were beating wildly, their bodies were rapidly growing hot. The air around them almost felt suffocating. Miku pressed her hips up into her. Her hands explored everything they could; her breastbone, her arms, her stomach, her waist, her hips, her legs... The electrifying caresses were making Luka moan in pleasure, and chills were going through her. Her back arced, their bodies meeting into a warm embrace. She stroked her teal hair, eagerly trying to pull her even closer to her. Her eyelids flickered. She needed more. She wasn't getting enough. They broke the kiss to catch their breath. Once they did, their lips immediately found each other again. Luka opened her mouth with a groan and swirled her tongue with hers. It was too intense. She couldn't breathe properly. She suddenly gasped as Miku's thigh started rubbing her most intimate and sensitive spot through her skirt. Her breathing immediately became shorter and her pulse started to race. The heat between them was boiling. It was going too far. With trembling hands, she gently pushed her away. "S...Stop..." She murmured. As much as she would like to take things further, they should stop for now. Her genital was itching. It was begging for more touches. She couldn't believe Miku went that far.

The tealette's face immediately became a deep shade of red as if she just realized what she had done. "I...I'm so sorry! I...I couldn't think properly, I...I just..." She seemed to feel guilty.

Luka kissed her forehead, showing her that everything was alright. "Don't worry... It's not like I didn't enjoy it..." She said with a smile filled with tenderness and love. "We should take things slower." She added while tracing a heart on her torso.

Miku nodded and rested her head against her chest. She sighed happily as they listened to each other's breathing for a moment. "I'm... I'm really sorry for everything I have done..." She whispered. "You didn't forgive me yet, did you?"

Luka's chest felt heavy. She didn't feel like talking about it now. She just wanted to enjoy the moment, but knew she couldn't avoid it. Now was her chance to tell her how she really felt. "Miku..." She muttered and absently played with her hair. "I...I can't forgive such a thing easily. It might take a while before things return back to normal between us. In fact, I..." She trailed off, her mouth dry. She looked away. "At the moment, I can't fully trust you. If... if I could, I would have stopped loving you since a long time."

Miku's face crisped in pain. She looked hurt. It almost seemed like she was restraining her tears. "I...I understand..."

Luka knew it was better to be honest even if she didn't mean to hurt her. They couldn't return back now; it was too late for that. And she knew things wouldn't be easy from now on...

A/N: This is just the beginning... My chapters are short, but there will be a lot of them. Got plenty of ideas in mind.

Phew, I'm writing some intense yuri here. Or I'm trying to at the very least.

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