A/N sorry it took so long homeschooling is hard and I have to get caught up on my work that I missed earlier on this year blegh. Which includes long essays and debate pappers so I haven't had much time lately. But since I love you all I decided I should upload today. Hope you enjoy! xxx

Chapter 10

Ciel went to go gather his food picking anything really. Not taking in anything and just going through his day like his mind was trapped in a thick fog. He didn't even realize he was standing in front of his psychologists office until he heard the door open.

"come on in" Sebastian gestured toward the seat. Ciel plopped down waiting for what was about to come.

"Ciel I just wanted to say sorry for what you had to see earlier today. Alois isn't always like that" Sebastian said.

"it's fine really, I don't know why your apologizing it's not like it's your fault." Ciel mumbled to his shoes.

"All the same I should've noticed at first what had happened instead of-" Sebastian seemed at war with himself his eyes frustrated and hair slightly messy from running his hands through it numerous amounts of times."I just heard you scream and I assumed..." sebastian rested his chin in his palm and looked guiltily down at his papers. Ciel looked slightly shocked as he anticipated Sebastian to go on with his sentence. After realizing his psychologist wasn't going to say anything more on the subject he piped up.

"what?" asked Ciel one blue eye filled with hope. Sebastian bit his lip (A/N in a sexy manner of course) "I just thought of the worst is all. I was worried when I heard you scream I was scared you had gotten hurt."

Ciel looked at his doctor with wide eyes before chuckling to himself " Sebastain are you sure you don't belong here as a patient you sound mad yourself" he laughed nervously.

Sebastian smiled gently before pointing a finger at him accusingly "wise ass"

Ciel smiled and stuck his tongue out before replying "hard ass"

Sebastian looked shocked before he just rolled his eyes. "oh lord I think Alois is rubbing off on you"

Ciel chuckled "oh no this is just my usual charming self." he winked.

Sebastian just sighed "your going to be trouble for me aren't you?"

"I wouldn't dream of being trouble for you Sir" Ciel said in a sophisticated manner.

Sebastian leaned forward leaving Ciel anticipating before saying "something tells me that's a huge lie."

Ciel smiled cutely "I don't tell lies."

Sebastian just laughed "alright wise ass lets get down to business." he shuffled though various papers on his desk. "so why did you stop playing piano? I'm curious." crossing his legs Sebastian leaned back in his chair comfortably.

Ciel nervously looked at the ground he didn't exactly like talking about himself to other people but something told him in the back of the mind it was alright to trust Sebastian. Ciel looked out the window aimlessly thinking about things to himself

Ciel just sadly looked out the window "I used to be good but..." he looked down at his injured hand.

"I'm sure you can still play you don't always need two hands for anything." Sebastian said hopeful.

"the doctor said my hand is too damaged and I won't be able too anymore" ciel said shaking his head.

Sebastian got up and plopped himself next to Ciel patting his shoulder. "that's just some trick doctors play so when their patients are able to walk again, write again, piss again it makes them look like they're some big success that should be praised" Sebastian rolled his eyes "you'll play again"

Ciel just nodded trying to believe what Sebastian had said was true but doubting it. It wasn't that his hand was injured...it was the fact he hadn't played since his parents death. He always played for them especially his mother she loved to hear him play sometimes whenever she had a bad day she would come ask him to play for him.

"Ciel can you play for me sweetie?" she asked proudly and Ciel would always comply. The thought of playing now seemed lonely when there was no one to play for. Ciel was scared of that loneliness he didn't want to feel that kind of sadness again. His mind drifted off and suddenly a burning piano in flames engulfed his mind.

Shaking his head he noticed Sebastian looking at him concerned. "Ciel?..." he questioned

Ciel gave a small smile to help reassure Sebastian "don't worry it's nothing sometimes I just daze out. It's no big deal." Sebastian didn't look reassured but he nodded his head anyway.

"i'm sorry but we're going to have to cut this lesson a little short. I'm afraid I have a meeting to go to latter on tonight. But I felt I needed to see you before I left so I'm glad we had this conversation Ciel" he said looking at his watch.

Ciel felt somewhat saddened oddly but nodded and stood up "I understand it was nice chatting with you sir" Ciel winked and Sebastian just rolled his eyes smiling.

"bye Ciel I'll see you tomorrow morning " he called out the door as Ciel just waved to him bounding down the hallway.

Now that he was out of Sebastians office he didn't know exactly where to go he didn't want to go back to his room because Alois night be there and quite frankly he wasn't ready to confront him after what had happened. So he decided to go in the lounge area and sit on the couch watching a cartoon called 'Adventure Time' Lizzy was coloring before she picked her head up and saw Ciel sitting alone she pranced over and sat next to him.

"heya Ciel what's up" she Leaned forward in her chair to smile at him.

"nothing much honestly." Ciel said numbly not really in the mood to talk to anyone at the moment.

"oh come on you have to tell me what happend!" she pestered.

"what are you talking about?" Ciel asked somewhat annoyed he hated gossip.

"like you didn't know Alois is your roommate you had to know what was up with him!" Lizzy babbled "everyone saw him get practically dragged down the hallway by Claude and thrown into the quite room"

"the quite room?" Ciel questioned looking slightly confused.

"yeah! It's where people get put if they badly misbehave. Alois is usually in there quite allot but besides that no one really gets put in there often. You usually get loads of paperwork to do and you don't get let out till your done" Lizzy said shaking her head. "you figure Alois would learn after a while"

Ciel was humored at the idea of Alois actually doing paperwork but he did feel slightly bad for the kid. Paperwork sucked.

"so what happened?" Lizzy asked.

"I'm not so sure honestly I didn't even know he was taken to the quite room?" it was technically true he wasn't sure what Alois was doing and why and he didn't even know about a quite room in this place. Not wanting to stay long enough for Lizzy to say anything else Ciel got up quickly mumbling a goodbye before heading towards his room. It's not like Alois was in there yet accept when he walked in there Alois was there. Ciel was shocked he didn't know what to say. So he said the only thing that came to mind "you finished all that paperwork already?" he asked.

Alois just rolled his eyes and looked up from his book "yeah I never take those damn things seriously anyway. I basically bullshit the whole thing with ridiculous answers." Alois waved his hand as if this was the obvious answer.

"oh" was all Ciel said before cautiously making it to his bed. Alois eyes followed Ciel even though his head was still in the direction of his book.

Sighing he shook his head " no need to be such a wuss I'm not going to kill you in your sleep or anything...or maybe I will you never know." he chuckled evilly.

"I'm not being a wuss" Ciel snapped "and don't be so conceited about yourself . Actually thinking I care what you do or say. I could care less."

Alois just pouted "aw don't be like that baby doll" "shut the fuck up Alois" Ciel threw his extra pillow in the blondes face.

Alois just chucked it back ten times as hard."touchy touchy no need to be scared." Alois rolled his eyes "I'm not going to go all jack the ripper on you and cut you up." he chuckled.

"whatever" Ciel mumbled.

"no seriously though I'm not like that I regret doing that to you..." Alois trailed off

"ew are you trying to say sorry" Ciel looked at Alois grossed out

"what the hell! No! don't you be conceited I'm just saying I would rather I didn't do that in front of you." Alois snapped "I never usually do it in front of people and I'm not aware of what I'm doing really. I just need to do it" Alois tried to explain.

" I don't understand" Ciel mumbled.

"oh course you don't because you don't cut like I do" Alois sighed "I don't feel like getting into it right now honestly but maybe if your not such of a ass one day I'll explain it to you." he smirked.

"like I care" Ciel plopped down on his bed closing his eyes.

"by the way Claude told me tomorrow was cat day?" Alois said

"what!"

A/N cat day woo! I love replys as much as I love kuroshitsuji so leave them if you can! 3 I'll try to update again sooner than last time. hopefully early next month tata for now!