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Chapter 10
"I love you."
Once I heard those words my heart stopped. He told me he loves me.
But does he truly mean it? Adrian was the only man who ever told me that, but ever since then I felt that I wouldn't feel that love once again.
I search in his eyes if he truly meant them. I found lust, love and . . . . wait confusion? Why would he be confused? That's when I notice I haven't said anything. He probably thought I don't feel the same way.
I looked into his eyes and said, "I love you too." Once I said those words I knew I meant them. I knew he wouldn't hurt me the way I have been hurting. I can trust him with my heart. He is my life now.
He had the biggest smile on his face and gave me a passionate kiss. We were in our own little world until we heard, "Ew Uncle Dimka, what are you doing?" Paul said. We all laughed.
"I'm giving my girlfriend a kiss." He said.
All of sudden Paul had tears in his eyes. I went over to him and put him on my lap.
"Paul what's wrong?" I asked.
"I wanted to give you a kiss instead of Uncle Dimka." He said sadly.
"You can give me a kiss too." I said.
He got really happy again and gave me a sloppy kiss on the cheek while I laugh. Dimitri glared at him playfully. Paul jumped off my lap and ran to the yard. We were all laughing until Paul came running back in with a flower.
"Roza would you go on a date with me?" He asked giving me a smile.
"I would love too." Giving him a kiss on the cheek. He blushed and looked so cute. He looked like a mini Dimitri.
"Roza would you like to tell me what's going on here." He said playfully mad.
"Yeah Dimitri I'm going after your old nephew." I rolled my eyes while I laugh. Soon he joined in and put me in his embraced.
"Aww. You guys look so cute together." Viktoria said.
"Thanks." I blushed slightly.
I felt my phone vibrate and saw I had a message from Christian.
Be in the studio in an hour. Got a new song for you and Dimitri to record. –Chris
I replied back to Christian.
Ok. Can't wait to hear it. Is it alright if I bring Dimitri's sister? XoX Rose
Dimitri was looking at me curiously. 'Christian' I mouth. He nodded and went back to talk to his family.
I had another message from Christian.
That's fine. See you then sis. DON'T BE LATE! –Chris
I shut my phone.
"What did Christian want?" asked Dimitri.
"For us to be in the studio in a hour to record a new song he wrote." I said.
"Alright then let's go. Mamma Roza and I have to go to the studio to record a new song we should be back by lunch." He said to Olena.
"Don't worry, take your time Dimka." She said.
I turned to Viktoria and said, "Would you like to come?"
"Really?" she asked.
"Yeah come on it'll be fun. You're going to meet my brother Christian and his girlfriend, my best friend. Also you'll meet my other friends Eddie and Mia." I said.
"Yeah I'll go. Mamma can I go with them?" She asked he mom.
"Yes you can." Olena said.
"Okay let's go. My car or your car Dimitri?" I asked.
"Yours. Mine is in the shop right now." He said.
"Okay." The three of us went by my house to get the keys for my black Mercedes Benz. My dad got for me when I got my license. We walk right into my drive way while Viktoria and Dimitri stopped with their mouths open.
"What?" I asked confused.
"This is your car?" They said in the same time. I laughed.
"Ah yeah." I said.
"Can I drive?" Dimitri asked.
"No one drives my baby but me." I said.
"Fine." Dimitri muttered while we got into the car. Me in the driver's seat while Dimitri goes in the passenger and Viktoria in the back.
I turned on the Radio and backed out of my drive way. The song love the way you lie came on and I started to song Rihanna's part. We made a small conversation along the ride. I parked in the parking lot and we all got out of the car. We were making our way to the building and Viktoria spoke.
"Wow how can you afford all of this." She said.
"Dad." Was all I said.
"Well you must have a rich dad to afford all of this." Viktoria said.
"I guess you can say that. By the way my dad wants to meet you soon Dimitri." I said, while he came over and hold my hand.
"I would love to meet him." You can tell he was nervous.
We made it inside the building and went to the room we were going to be recording in.
"Hey everyone this is Dimitri's sister Viktoria." I said.
"Hey." They all said but you can see tell that Eddie was interested in her.
"Hi." Viktoria said.
"Alright pyro what song are we going to be singing." I said while me and Dimitri got in the booth.
"You'll find out when you are singing but put some emotion in it. It will sound better like that." Christian said.
"Okay, you heard him babe so let's do it." I told Dimitri. We started to hear music from our ear phones, I started to sing.
[Rose] If I should die before I wake No air, air No air, air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand[Rose]
But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe[Both:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real[Rose]
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care[Both:]
So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air
No air, air Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Got me out here in the water so deep No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air
By the end of the song everyone one was smiling.
"How was that Christian?" I asked him while I took off my headphones. Dimitri was doing the same as me.
"It was perfect but we need you to do a song on your own. Ok sis?" he said. I nodded at him to let him know that was okay. Dimitri leaned over and gave me a kiss.
"I love you." He said while he walked out of the booth.
"Alright play some music." I put the headphones back on and the music started playing.
Moment of honesty You ready? You give me a feeling that I never felt before I was wondering maybe I know you once said to me Bay, uh You give me a feeling that I never felt before I was wondering maybe Yeah, sing... Why give up before we try I was wondering maybe
Someone's gotta take the lead tonight
Whose it gonna be?
I'm gonna sit right here
And tell you all that comes to me
If you have something to say
You should say it right now
And I deserve it, I think I deserve it
It's becoming something that's impossible to ignore
And I can't take it
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)
"This is exactly how it should feel when it's meant to be"
Time is only wasting so why wait for eventually?
If we gon' do something 'bout it
We should do it right now
And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
Its becoming something that's impossible to ignore
It's what we make it
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready)
Feel the lows before the highs
Clip our wings before we fly away
I can't say I came prepared
I'm suspended in the air
Won't you come be in the sky with me
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)
I was singing my heart out in this song for Dimitri. Once I was finished I got out of the booth and everyone was telling me good job. I looked around for Dimitri but he was nowhere in sight.
I went up to Viktoria and said, "Have you seen Dimitri?" I asked.
"He went out to get a soda." She said.
"Oh." I turned around and open the door to find him but I found something else that broke my heart. . .
Dimitri kissing another girl . . . .
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Songs – no air by Jordan sparks ft Chris brown
Unthinkable by Alicia keys