Jade Pov

I woke up with Beck staring at me. I sat up and stare ahead of me. Cat and Tori was gone. It just Beck and me.

" Did you have a good night sleep ?" He asked

" Where Tori and Cat ?" I asked.

" They went home to change. Don't worry They be back." He smiled as He held my hand.

I pulled away and crossed my arms.

" Jade are you still mad at me ? " He asked

Silence

" Jade , I love you too much to see you try to kill yourself over a sibling."

" Max wasn't just my brother... He was my happiness... My joy...my smile and my best friend but now that He gone all of that is gone to." I sighed.

" Jade I love you can you please stop doing this ?" He pointed to my arm.

I hadn't cut in 1 day. New Record.

" Beck... Cutting is like a drug. People can't stop when they told to. " I sighed

" Do you think Maxwell-"

" His name is Max." I snapped

" Ok Do you think Max would want you to cut ? " Beck asked placing his hand on my knee.

" Max knows this is my way of dealing with his death." I commented.

" Jadelyn West." A nurse asked walking in with a clipboard.

" Yes call me Jade."I smiled.

" Jade it time for you to eat And I'm your nurse until your out of here. My name Betty Ross." She smiled.

" Thank You Betty and nice to meet you." I replied nicely. She put a tray of a grilled cheese sandwich , juice box and fruits.

" Bye Jade." She waved goodbye.

I just stare at my food. I just feel like if I eat it , I'm just gonna break down crying.I put my tray aside and turned on the TV.

" Jade Aren't you gonna eat ? " Beck asked.

Stomach growled loudly. Bad timing.

" Not hungry." I replied

" Jade." He gave me a stern look.

" Hey Hey Jadey." Cat entered the room.

I covered my ears and started screaminG. All the memory coming back. His corspe going at his funeral . The day before He died. Playing knock everything over. I should had watch him the next day and not go to Cat's sleepover. I still cannot believe Mom left him with a nearly blind woman. He had a heart attack cause the lady didn't give him the meds. I hate Mom the lady and especially me since I could be there.I stopped screaming by being hugged by a small kid figure.I opened my eyes and see Max well And Mom crying.

" Mom is this Maxwell? " I asked

She nodded " The lady that was babysitting him kidnapped him and put look like baby to die from overdose in the house." She smiled happily.

I picked Max up and examined him, he still had the spiky black hair and the blue/greenish eyes. He was taller and the tube was out of his nose. I hugged him tightly.

He hugged back " Jadey Jadey Jadey."