Stop.
Breathe.
I'm lost here. I'm trying so hard not to be crushed by my emotions, I'm trying hard not to drown in this. But I can't help it. How can twenty years of a continuous action be changed so quickly in one evening? I need you to understand, Alucard. I'm running from the blood…
Not from you.
Seras sat under a bridge. A lonely bridge. One where no one visited, one which no one ventured. She compiled her thoughts, and they were nothing less than scary.
Why do I feel like this? Ever since I've been in that manor, I've wanted nothing but to be independent again, not have to live under the rules and guidance of a master. Yet somehow now, I want to please my master.
It's so hard, really.
My whole life, I've wanted to please no one but myself, so why suddenly, do I want to please him?
Stop.
Her thoughts ceased. "I'm so scared." she said out loud as she gathered her knees in her arms and began to cry.
"Don't be." Said a dark figure lurking over her, above on the bridge.
Seras' head shot up. It was that familiar red coat and yellow glasses looking down upon her. As if he were quite the opposite of what he was, a god.
"Why did you come here?" Shouted Seras, darting her head away from him, not wanting to bare the sight.
Alucard didn't respond.
"Answer me!"
"Telling me what to do? I don't haveto do anything, but you do." Alucard snapped, somewhat seductively.
"No. Master, I-"
And then he was gone.
Author's Note:
I NEEDED to upload this story. Dang! I think I started it when I was thirteen years old, I remember, summer of seventh grade. Haha. Now I'm sixteen and halfway through my sophomore year of high school.
I think the reason I decided to continue this was because of a comment I received on it like, today, I was amazed that people are STILL commenting this.
I know its not much, but I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm still here, barely. Haha.
Peace.