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CHAPTER 9
In few days the wedding was off and we were back at the Cullen manor. Everyone was hovering over Edward thinking that he will have a breakdown soon but Edward seemed more relaxed and happy that I have ever seen him.
There were moments that he seemed relieved and to be honest he was starting to remind me the Edward I fell in love with and those feelings were stronger than ever. Four years ago I had promised that I would never let myself to fell in love with him again but I just couldn't resist.
Last night we had gone out with Rosalie and Alice for a girls' night out and I had told them everything that had happened since we arrived to the beach house and both of them had told me that he was ready to make his move and just give him some time.
So here I was at my room in the middle of the night thinking about what they told me last night and of course thinking about Edward. The big clock next to me wrote that it was around three in the morning and still I couldn't sleep. Tonight the guys had gone outside and still they weren't back.
However soon I heard Emmett's car and their loud voices as they walked in. Emmett's voice was loud anyway so it wasn't a surprise but what surprised me was that I could hear Edward's loud voice.
I wore my robe and walked to the living room curious and faced a hilarious scene.
Emmett and Jasper were supporting Edward who was rumbling about something and he had a grin on his face. He was slurring and pointing to Emmett who was rolling his eyes and looked at Jasper who was trying not to laugh.
"Uh… guys are you ok?" I asked "Actually is HE ok?" I nodded towards Edward
"He drunk a lot" Emmett answered "we don't know what to do"
"Get him to his room I will take care of him" I told them softly
"Are you sure Bells?" Jasper asked
"Yeah I deal with drunken people daily at Jacob's club trust me"
Emmett and Jasper seemed relieved and helped Edward to get to his room, as soon as they put him to bed they said goodnight to me and left fast shutting the door behind them.
I sat next to Edward and smiled softly as his gorgeous green eyes focused on me.
"Hey" I said softly
"Hello" he said slurring and I giggled
"Ok first" I grab the bottle of water I had taken from the kitchen and some pills I found on his bathroom and handed them to him.
"Drink this it will help tomorrow" I promised
He swallowed the pills looking at me and when he was done gave me the bottle of the water back.
"Ok let's get you more comfortable" I murmured and I found his pj's bottom.
I blushed as I started unbutton his shirt and almost had a heart attack when I felt his hands at my waist. I looked into his eyes and he was looking at me like I was something to eat.
"You are beautiful" he murmured and he sat facing me "so beautiful" he continued and slowly he pulled my face to his. His lips touched mine and I closed my eyes immediately.
His teeth were torturing my lower lip and then he used his tongue to sooth it, his arms was wrapped tightly around me and mine were around his neck. He moaned into the kiss and pushed me down on the bed getting on top of me as his hands starting to explore my body.
"Edward" I whispered softly and I opened my eyes but as soon as I did it the spell was gone.
That was my Edward yes and I really wanted this but he was drunk. I pushed gently against him and got up but he didn't seem to care. He hid his face at my neck and started kissing and biting there as his hands were at my waist again.
"Edward" I said again and this time when I pushed him away he lay down and looked at me "as much as I want this you are drunk and I prefer to do this when there are no possibilities to regret it the next morning.
He unbuttoned the shirt, take it off and grin as he pulled me closer. His skin was warm, his eyes were burning and his hands were holding me against him.
"But I want you" he murmured and his lips found mine again
"Edward" I sighed.
I wanted to leave because I knew that this was wrong and I wanted to stay because it felt right.
Finally I managed to pull away from him and at least getting him out of his clothes leaving him with just his boxers (which was really hard when he was touching me all the time). I folded his clothes and cover him with a sheet when he wrapped his hand around my wrist and he murmured sleepily "stay"
"You need something else?" I asked
"Stay with me" he said again and looked at me pleadingly
I looked at him for a few minutes, who I was kidding I wanted to stay. I took off my robe and thanks to God I was wearing a cute pink pj's with teddy bears, childish yes, but it was covering me and that was enough, and crawled to bed next to him.
Edward wrapped me in his arms and hid his face at my back neck sighing happily and five minutes later we were both asleep me with a goofy smile on my face.
The next morning when I woke up Edward wasn't next to me and I panicked. What would happened if he woke up, saw me next to him and he regretted it? What would happen if he remembered our kiss and he hated me for taking advantage of him when he was drunk?
I got up quickly and wore my robe ready to leave when his bathroom door opened and he walked out with a towel wrapped around his waist and water still running from his hair to his chest. I never wanted to be a drop of water more.
"Goodmorning" he told me smirking
"Hi" I replied blushing
"Cute pj's" he said smiling clearly enjoying my discomfort "you were ready to leave?" he asked and I guessed he wanted me out of is room as soon as possible
"Yeah" I said and headed for the door
"I'm afraid I can't let you do that" he said softly and closed the door with his hand "we need to talk"
"About what?" I asked my back to him I couldn't stand looking at his bare chest
"I think you know Bella" he told me and turned me so he could look into my eyes, my back against the door "I don't know about you but I can't pretend anymore"
"Pretend?" I asked breathless from his closeness. Our lips almost touching
"That I am attracted to you. I can't stay away Bella, not anymore" he whispered "just tell me to stop and I will but I need to do this" he murmured
He stepped closer and closed the small space between us. His lips touched mine and sparks flied between us. He was kissing me like a hungry man, his arms around me, his body against mine. I moaned softly and wrapped my arms around his neck kissing him back. All the love, the heartbreak from the past four years were in that kiss and when I pulled back to catch my breath I smiled softly.
"Are you sure?" I asked
"I am in love with you, I thought that ten years were a huge gap and we couldn't be together but I can't stay away" he said softly "and trust me I'm planning to make up for those four years "he smiled softly
"Not today" I told him
"Not today, today I will just stay at home and…"he bend down and kissed my neck softly "I'll make out with my girl"
"Your girl? Confident much?" I asked giggling
He looked at me and then he did something that I was dreaming to do for years. He looked at me like I was the only girl in the world, took my hands to him and he managed to look shy. "Bella, since the first moment I saw you I can't get you out of my mind, will you be my girlfriend?" he asked
I nodded with a huge grin on my face and jumped to his arm kissing him deeply and running my hands through his hair.
"Now that you agreed can we make out?" he asked laughing
"If we have to…" I laughed but soon my laugh was interrupted by his lips as he carried me to his bed and we ignored the rest of the world for the entire morning