I realize the last chapter was extremely short however it is not always about the length but the emotion evoked out of the piece. I hope you are finding it to be up to par, however if not please review and tell me how to improve. Now, I am going to fast forward the story a bit. It's been a month since the last chapter. Claire and Quil have not seen each other since and Quil as maintained his wolf form, refusing to change back. Unfortunately he is running on instincts now and refuses to speak to anyone. Claire is getting in worse shape. She has been staying with Casey at his house more often, his strong façade being the only reason why anyone is allowing it. Claire hasn't talked to Renesmee since the day after Quil called that night, she left that morning and cut her off. We are going to reintroduce Renesmee into all of this, this next bit will be a conversation between her and Jacob, she voicing her concerns about losing her best friend.

Renesmee's POV

Jacob was over my house this evening, we were supposed to be having a date however, I couldn't focus on my boyfriend. I hadn't spoken to her since the day she left my house and that was about a month ago. She wouldn't answer my calls or respond to my texts messages. Every time I went to go and visit her Emily said that she was with Casey, she even stopped coming to the bowling nights. Something felt so wrong, I knew she wasn't okay, I could feel it. Worse than that I couldn't even talk to Quil about it because the last that I heard he was on "vacation". I didn't believe it for a minute!
"Renesmee?" I turned my head quickly, Jacob looked very concerned.
"Yes Jacob?"
"You haven't been yourself lately. What is wrong? Baby, talk to me." I felt horrible. I had been shutting him out, for fear that as soon as I opened my mouth tears would roll… and they came just as expected, right on cue. Jacob scooped me into his lap smoothing my hair.
"Oh baby please don't cry, I didn't mean to make you cry… shhh" as he wiped my tears with his finger I began to soothe him.
"It's not you Jacob. It's never you. I'm just really upset about Claire. I know something is wrong. She would never cut me out like this. She's not okay!"

My body began to shake uncontrollably, my gentle cries raking through my body.
"I am going to go find Quil."
"You're not going to find him. I hear no one has seen him in a long time, he's not in his human form and has cut off any noticeable connection!" I rose from his lap and walked over to the side table with a picture of me and the ghost of what was my best friend. Without thinking, I balled my fists up and punched it, breaking it into shattered fragments, cutting my fist. I collapsed on the floor, looking up to the heavens praying that someone, anyone would hear the prayers of a lost monster.
"I don't know how to do this!" I cried out. Jacob yelled aggressively at the sight of me bleeding on the floor. He called out to Alice and as soon as he saw that I was in the arms of another he phased and went somewhere.

Jacob's POV

I phased immediately, the sight of Renesmee got me so railed up I was actually proud that I could maintain myself long enough to get outside. I ran for miles, trying to pick up any sent of Quil, I knew more times than not I wasn't going to find him around Washington. I had to think like an animal, but remember that Quil was still there; no matter how much Sam thought that the animal in him had taken control. Quil was the most mysterious of the pack; Only Sam knew everything about his past. But I was desperately trying to remember anything… something that might help me.
His mother? I remember that one day, which was the only time he spoke of her; he said that she was his everything. He was never really the same person after her passing. Where was her burial? I thought long and hard about where Quil lived before being introduced to "our world" He lived about six hours out of the Res and I had a strong feeling that's where he was, don't ask me but I couldn't shake the thought. I ran as fast as I could for hours! It was well into the dark when I reached a rundown house that looked to be a miracle that it was even standing. A strong gust of wind was enough to probably knock it down. Suddenly, I caught an odd scent. It smelled a little like Quil, but the human scent was completely gone. I went around the back of the house and there by a little stone I found a wolf, which could be better compared to a monster. His fur was long, matted with so much mud. His breathing was hollow, what did he look like from the front. I approached slowly, Quil was alive at least and was sleeping, his paw resting on his mother's stone. I approached him slowly, I didn't know what mind frame he was in and I didn't want to attack my own brother.
I nudged his side gently with my nose, calling softly, he rose instantly, snarling. I backed up quickly, he was not thinking clearly.

(The italics represent the mental communication between the pack)

"Quil?" I thought, hoping at least that he could hear me.
"Go away Jacob, go home and stay there!"
"Quil I am not leaving without you, Claire needs you, your family needs you. Family Quil, meaning the people that love you, the people that NEED you!"
"No one needs me Jacob, least of all Claire. She left me and I don't care about her! Now LEAVE!" I sat nose to nose with him, I was so mad at that point if we weren't already in form I would have been that moment. My chest rose violently up and down as my breathing became heavy.
"You know what you truly are not the Quil that I know, because the guy that I knew to love as a brother and respect as a MAN, would know that Claire loves you and she is in danger. But since you are not that person, stay out here; stay out here and rot for all that anyone cares. No one can give a damn about someone that gives a damn about no one!" I snarled loudly, snapping at him to give an authoritive effect, and went back home to my family. I knew that I was being dramatic but I also knew that it had to grip him. This wasn't just about him and anymore. This was affecting my pack and my girlfriend as well. I just prayed that I had done everything I could to reach out to him…

I understand that this was an incredibly long chapter, my apologies. I want to thank everyone who has shown me support for the story, stick with me please. We're reaching the peek of the story so on to the next chapter…