Patricia's POV
December 3, 2009
Dear Patricia,
It's Eddie here, again. I've been writing lots of letters to you, but I haven't had the nerve to send them. But I'm sending this one. I'm positive.
I've been thinking about you. Every single minute of every day. I can't even talk straight anymore. All that's on my mind is your auburn hair and your cute little Yacky yackiness. I came up with a nickname for you. Yacker. And I think I'm doing all of these things because I'm dangerously close to falling head-over-heels in love with you.
No. I am head-over-heels in love with you. Ever since that day when we were 10 at the water park, when you poured ranch dressing on my head for the first time. When you got so scared and cold on the rollercoaster and I had to hold you close for warmth. When I looked into your eyes, I decided that you were the girl for me. And now we're 14, and I've been in love with you for 4 years now.
And don't mock me, but I wanna be with you. And I know I'm not there right now, but I'll be back soon. And I wanna be with you for the rest of my life. I know. Cheesy, right? I know you're laughing your eyes out, but consider it. Consider us, and write me back.
XOXO
-Eddie
It took me a moment to realize that he had given me a letter he had never sent. Which means… he's still in love with me.
I guess I always kind of had that feeling that he liked me as more than just a friend in the back of my mind, but now… We're older and "love" means more than when we were 10, 11, 12, 13, 14 years old. It meant that someone wanted to spend the rest of their lives with you. To form a family and live together, forever with you.
"How'd it go?" Kimma walked back in the room, snapping me out of my thoughts.
I held up the letter for her to see. She took it from me and quickly read it.
"Trix?" She said.
"He never sent it." I said softly. "And he's still in love with me… And I think I might still have feelings for him, but…"
"But?" Kimma urged me to go forward.
"I thought I was in love with Nate." I sat down carefully on the couch and Kimma took a seat next to me.
"Do you want my opinion?" Kimma tenderly asked. "I think you loved Nate, yes. But I think you forced yourself to. Remember when Eddie left? I know Jamie and I both do."
"I was a mess for days." Patricia laughed softly at the memory. "I really thought that we would be together forever. That's why I was so upset."
"And that's around the time you started dating Nate." Kimma said, barely above a whisper.
"Are you saying…" Patricia trailed off.
"I'm saying that you never got over Eddie." Kimma stated.
"But I loved him when we were 13. Love is totally different when you're 13." Patricia pointed out.
"And you still love him now. Admit it, Trixie!" Kimma insisted. "Neither of your feelings ever went away!"
"But—" Patricia began to protest.
"But what?" Kimma raised an eyebrow at her.
Patricia sighed, giving in. "I—it—something doesn't feel right."
"Like what?"
Patricia just shook her head. "I know what I have to do."
And with that, she opened the apartment door and walked out.
Piper's POV
I'm getting ready to meet up with Nelia. It's time to get full revenge on Serge. He needs a bit more of a reality check, I think.
To be honest, I'm kind of nervous meeting up with Nelia. She is the girl my boyfriend cheated in me with, not to mention the queen's granddaughter.
I walked through the coffee shop and instantly spotted her…
Patricia's POV
I knocked on Eddie's door.
"Coming!" I head a familiar voice call. The door opened, and Eddie face rose a bit at the sight of me in his doorway. "Patricia?"
"I read the letter…"
I wrote the chapter and Drmiracle wrote the letter. Not one, but 2 cliffhangers! Woo! Haha I like torture! ;)
