Disclaimer: I do not own any part of the Twilight saga except for the tears shed and the laughs while reading them... Oh, and a lovely worn out set of them(: Edward, Bella, Emmett, Jasper, Alice, Rosalie, Esme, Carlisle, and any other of the characters I use belong to Stepheine Meyer. I do not own The Mask's Her Aid either. That's To Be Juliet's Secret property. And for use of any other songs, which is inevitable, I don't own them either. A/N: An intresting thing that happened to me today: I had to go to the bathroom, and as I walked in, I realized my dog was in the bathtub. She is a golden retriever. A full grown retriever... Anyway, here's the next chapter!(: Chapter 10. BPOV
I was sobbing when he walked out of the room. How could he be so calm. It only took me a matter of minutes. I needed him in my life. I got up from my position I had assumed on the floor and dashed outside to get him, praying he hadn't left yet.
He had, he was driving on my road. That's when I noticed headlights. They were on the same side of the road as Edward, coming directly at him.
"EDWARD!" I cried out, even though I knew it was no use. I started running toward the cars about to collide, hoping he would see me and swerve.
It was wierd, to me it seemed like hours, but in reality it was only a few seconds. I knew Edward didn't have time.
I heard the revolting noise of metal against metal and the crash. I knew I needed to blink and breathe, but it seemed impossible. Two thoughts accurd to me: first, don't leave me, Edward. Second: 911.
I took my cell phone out of my pocket, and since God was turning against me today, I managed to drop it. I held my breath, hoping I didn't break it.
I luckily didn't, and dialed the number as fast as I could. I explained what happened, making sure they came as fast as possible. My dad was on duty today, I hoped he got called to this.
I continued running after the call. The shiny Volvo was totaled, I just hoped the person in there wasn't too.
The thing I saw next was something I replayed in my mind often. I looked into his car, praying he wasn't gone. Praying he wasn't going to go. There he was, his white T-shirt covered in red and his crazy mane bloodstained as well. His eyes were still open though, I let out a shakey sigh.
He must have felt my presense, because he turned to me and mouth 'I love you.' Then he was gone.
I just stared. I couldn't believe it. I don't know how long it was until the emergency vehicles showed up, it could have been seconds or hours. Time didn't matter now. I heard the sirens, but they were just backround noise, like the music still playing from Edward's car.
"I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I'd see you again."
The song didn't register until later, when Emmett and Jasper were driving me to the hospital. I was still numb, not really paying attention to everything. But I did start crying when what the song was about became present in my mind. Not sobbing, just silent tears. And the one thought kept running thing kept running through my mind. I hoped he could hear it, I knew it was impossible and I had basically lost all hope with everything that happened today, but I still hoped.
I love you, Edward. Don't go. I need to see you again.
A/N: Sorry, it's short but I did promise an update tonight. And this was a good cut off spot, don't you think? Plus... I feel guilty, but Degrassi the Boiling point starts at eight (I live in the Central time zone) and I really wanna see it and it's 7:50 so... The song was Fire and Rain by James Taylor. I don't honestly like the song itself, but I thought it hit home.
So review! I'll update tomorrow.
