(A/N: No idea how I cranked this out so fast. ok so, um I've never written or really read femslash before, this isn't full on sex or anything but if any of you are regulars to the stuff can you let me know if I'm on the right track? Because if I do eventually have them have sex I don't wanna fuck it up (no pun intended hah) oh and I know that these a short, believe me I try and make them longer but I just can't seem to do it, I'll keep trying though. One more thing, I have an idea for the formal so I'm going to postpone it a few chapters, so disregard the other authors note.)
Brittany nervously drove home after receiving the text from Santana. She wasn't sure what Santana wanted, she just hoped it wasn't bad. Brittany's lips tingled at the thought of Santana's on hers a few short hours ago for those blissful few minutes. She tried to go as slow as possible because she honestly did not want to face the inevitable lecture about how it was a mistake and how the friendship was over. No, Brittany didn't want to face that, because honestly, even though she had only had the pleasure of tasting Santana's luscious lips twice, she was already addicted to it. Just outside of her housing complex Brittany stopped and pulled over in front of Mr. Rayces' house and took a deep breath, letting it out in a long stream before continuing to her house. Just as she expected Santana was parked in the driveway, her cheerio uniform clad body pressed against the door of her convertible. Santana's' face was looking to the ground, her right foot making small, invisible circles on the cement. Brittany pulled her car in opposite of Santana's' and turned off the ignition. She slightly hesitated on getting out of the car, her and Santana were having a staring contest through the passenger side window. She finally got out and walked over to Santana, no words were spoken as they walked into the house and up to Brittanys' room. Brittany sat on her bed; Santana chose the desk chair on the other side of the room. The silence between the girls lingered for a while until Santana spoke.
"I honestly have no idea what to say to you... I had this whole speech prepared in my head but now that you're in front of me, I have no clue what to say." Santana admitted, her brown eyes were staring into Brittany's soul.
"Why?" Brittany looked up
"I..." Santana hesitated before completing the thought "like you Britt, I like you a lot"
"I like you too San, you're one of my best friends"
"No, Brittany, I like you like you... I always thought I was a..." Santana couldn't say the word "ever since i first laid eyes on Kate Winslet at the tender age of 12, but... I never thought it was real, i never thought I would like a girl who was right in front of me until you came along."
Brittany was speechless, the girl who she had the biggest crush on for years actually liked her back, it was like a fairytale. In that moment Brittany forgave the world for all the bad things it had done to her: killing her grandmother, making her dad leave, all of it. Brittany's life lit up for the first time in years, she had so many things she wanted to say
"I've been in love with you since I was 14" was all that would come outSantana looked at her, shocked
"So you're a..." Santana's mouth refused to let her say that word
"A lesbian, yeah, since I was 13... Blaine and I figured out our sexualities around the same time."
The silence between them grew again and neither knew what to say.
"I... I want to be with you Brittany, I am so sexually attracted to you that I can't even take it, but, no one can know. Not even Blaine. I can't let this get out my school life and my home life will be over if they find out."
"I would never out anyone... I don't believe in it. Besides... I can't even out myself" Brittany laughed
Santana cracked a small smile
"I still have to go on like everything is normal, that includes dating Aaron."
"I understand, we can get through this... but for now, no more talking"
Brittany smirked devilishly and walked forward, pulling Santana by the shirt onto her bed. Santana landed on top of her and her tongue almost immediately began to trace Brittany jaw; she shivered with ecstasy underneath her. Brittany ran her hands along Santana's back before going the extra step and pulling her shirt off, Santana was more then helpful in removing it.
"Help me get this skirt off" she breathed sitting up
Brittany got on her knees behind her and pulled the zipper down. Santana twisted her neck so she could kiss Brittany, who was above her, their lips reconnecting slowly and romantically. Santana wiggled out of the skirt and laid back, Brittany was on the end of the bed taking her shirt off. She rejoined Santana, getting on top of her and sensually pulling the ponytail from her soft hair, the coconut scent of her hair aroused her to no end. Santana reached her hands down and rolled Brittany over; she then began to unbutton her jeans. Brittany moaned and slightly lifted her hips so Santana could pull the pesky jeans off; she did, and threw them across the room. Santana's hands ran up and down Brittany's body that was now covered in sweat from the heat this encounter was giving off. Brittany grabbed two of the bars of her headboard and squeezed tightly as Santana replaced hand with her tongue. Brittany had to bite her lip from screaming out as Santana moved lower, her tongue gracefully running down her stomach. Santana stopped on Brittany's belly button and began to lightly suck; Brittany had to arch her back from the pleasure. She had a death grip on the headboard as, with one final tongue stroke, she came with such a force that she almost blacked out. Santana laid down next to her and smiled, Brittany started to giggle.
"What's so funny?" Santana asked
"All the rumors are true, your tongue really is magical… you didn't even have to touch my below the waist" Brittany looked over at the gorgeous girl in her bed
Santana started to giggle along with her and do a slight bow while still lying down.
"it's not always like that, you are just really sensitive… it's actually really sexy that I can make you fall apart like that without even going near your bottom half" Santana leaned over and chastely kissed Brittany "I have to go"
"ugh no, don't let's do that again" Brittany winked
"Britt I think we should take this slow… I mean I want this to be real. Not based on sex like all my previous relationships" Santana was off the bed and pulling her skirt and shirt back on.
Brittany considered this a moment, as much as she wanted Santana's tongue all over her again what she really wanted was a relationship. So she nodded in agreement to the beautiful girl who made her see stars only moments ago.
"Ok, let's do this the right way… an actual relationship"
"That's my girl" Santana smiled, she had Brittany zip her skirt up then kissed her gently on the lips. "I'll see you tomorrow" she whispered into her ear, it was so sexy it sent a shiver down Brittany's spine.
"bye" Brittany said as Santana walked out of the room and down the stairs. She wanted to jump up and down and scream from mountain tops that Santana Lopez wanted her, but, she couldn't even tell Blaine. So Brittany settled for writing in her diary and letting her calculus homework ease her mind.