Please dont ignore me…
I remembered i twas always like this when i was a child, i get the feeling I was being avoided to all time, even by my parents of flesh and blood. It keeps making me feel forgotten, but it didn't really matter to me as I grown up into a powerful demon; however, I did not know that I will feel so irritated when my very own Minion does so; …
Chapter 8: The word that demon's can't say.
SESSHOMARU POV SPECIAL!
In the dining room, Rin came and bowed, I moved an itch, just a bit, she didn't notice though, to let her sit beside me, but in my great surprise she actually went in the edge of the table; who was 2 meters afar of me, she sat down; prayed, and started eating as if I wasn't even there, but I have to admit I was the one who always said privacy was the best solution.
For some reason, I couldn't feel well, I had some sort of dark ball inside my throat that made me feel really bad, I kept feeling irritated without knowing; is it because I actually yelled at her? That I got angry because of such a thing? It is true she is just a child, not even 13 years, at her age I was still not even considerate a real living demon.
In order for her to notice this Sesshomaru, I ordered a simple thing to do,
''The Salt…'' I ordered, making sure she would at least glance at me, usually when I need something; she would jump to the occasion and bring it to me with one of her infamous smiles; this time she did glance at me, still slurping at her bowl of noodles, but then took her gaze back to her meal as if nothing had happened, one of my servants came and moved it near to me as he saw that Rin didn't react, I felt angry and growled at him for some reason; and then he backed away.
I sighed and stood up, not wanting to eat anymore, it was my right, since I was the demon here; I could ask for food; stop eating, leave at any moment I desire to, the servants worried looked at me, "L-Lord Sesshomaru! You didn't eat enough! Are you alright?!"
Foolish question, of course I am fine, I didn't have a reason to answer a question that was bellow my rare answers, whom I devoted most to Rin and HER stupid questions.
A simple glare and they understood, they bowed and walked away…
As for Rin, I turned slowly, she was still eating and suddenly stood up, came across me, bowed and said " Thank You For The food, it was simply delicious"
…. That is not a line I usually hear coming out of her small cherry mouth.
Usually she jumps in front of me and say "Yay! Thanks for the food Sesshomaru-Sama! It was yummy!"
… Or something like that.
As I walked towards my private space, I suddenly came across Ichio, who seemed like he was heading towards Rin's room, he bowed and asked respectfully, "How was Our Lord's meal?"
"… Forgive my stupid question, I should had known it was no match for your answers, lord sesshomaru"
Good, he understands quickly, this is why I keep him longer than other servants, Ichio is different, when he does a mistake, he realizes it quickly and makes up for it, while the other stupid minions ( Like that stupid frog) take some time to realize it and what's worse, they keep making it even much more stupid, I guess that toad won't be in any use after some years…
I entered my private space, sat down my chair and gazed towards the window, just what is wrong with me today? What made me act like this? Is it possibly the illness of the west? Or is it…
… That hateful word?
The word which I haven't actually said in more than 300 years?
No, I never said that word.
The word that might be the key to opening my beloved old Rin…?
The word that is; …
Is…
No, I believe I can never say it no matter how hard I try.
Plus, I almost forgot, that rotten demon of the Demonic Reunion, he said he wanted to have Rin as a meal; yes I forgotten that, it is the most important matter as for now…
… Is it?
After thinking for a while, I finally decided to become what humans say a 'man' I do have that thing required to be one after all, so I guess I should really try and become one for once and stop thinking about this Sesshomaru's 'Demon Pride'.
I closed the door of my private space, I passed through the long long hall, ( that usually didn't seem so long though… ) and finally went next to Rin's room, before knocking I heard her giggle, I opened the door, she was near Ichio, as I read through her lips, she really WAS smiling, Ichio stood up and bowed, "I think I should take my leave now" I nodded, good, he really does understand after all.
Rin sat properly and straight this time she couldn't avoid my gaze, she finally decided to speak; "Is there something you are in need to, Lord Sesshomaru?"
I stopped for a second; but before saying anything I peaked behind the door, making sure no one was around, I sniffed the air, making sure no one was near.
"L-Lord sesshomaru?"
It seemed no one was there; good, now I closed the door, I squatted near Rin, who was rather very Confused.
"Rin…" I started saying, before that part came.
"… Eh… Euh, yes milord?"
She broke one of the first strings to her path on returning to normal, good, but I still didn't use that word who will bring her back completely…
"Rin, I…"
"Y-Yes?"
"I'm …"
"You're…?"
"Deeply…"
"… Go on"
"Sor—"
I couldn't tell the last part of that word, as I fainted.
"OH MY GOD! LORD SESSHOMARU!"
Hm…
"LORD SESSHOMARU-SAMA! ARE YOU OKAY?! PLEASE ANSWER! RIN DOESN'T WANT LORD SESSHOMARU TO DIE! I have to bring someone fast! Lord SESSHOMARU! Don't die! Please!"
Now I didn't even finish saying 'that word', but she really did come back, I think, I couldn't move an inch, but I was still glad; looks like that word was useful, but I lost a bit of my pride, just how much am I going to use that word for her until all my pride fades away? That I don't know, but it will sure come one of those days where all my pride will go just because of her, who knows?
Chapter End.
Youkai Hajimemashita.
Hello! NEXT CHAPTER ISSUE: Just how much of my pride will fade away?
So sorry for the late update, as promised, here is the chapter!
I am deeply sorry, it is school after all and I can't stop studying! Gah!
The website whom I was hired to is also taking most of my time!
But no worries; I wont ever quit any of my projects! In fact I am really going to continue until I am satisfied! is like one of my main hobbies!
please look forward to the next chapter.