"thoughts"

flashbacks

All he could only see was darkness. He didn't knew where he was, but all he know was that there was no light for him. Then there was a small light coming to him slowly. When he looked at the light it was a women with light blue hair, blood red eyes, pale snow skin. But the light made a gasping noise. Something went through her heart and all the light he had was not gone.

Shukaku woke up sweating and panicking. "Its was a dream." He thought and looked around "Odd I remember I was getting beat up by Temari in the living room and was there...so how the hell i got here?"

"I see your awake now." A women with midnight blue hair with a sweet smile said. Shukaku look at the women that was next to his bed, with a tray of food and tea, and have some mid-kit near her.

"Mai?" He asked, but the young lady giggled a little.

"No I'm not Mai. My name is Hinata Hyuga I'm her host." She explained.

With a groan he said "I'm sorry it's you look just like her. I miss her so much and I have regret what I said to her, but I was so confused of my feelings for her...sorry I guess I'm boring you to death. aren't I?"

"No, it's ok. I'm use to it." She replies.

"How do you know what I look like you never seen me before?" he asked.

"Will when I was little I kept having dreams, or I thought I was having dreams. Anyway in the dreams I saw Mai how she was when she grew up and how her life was like. It reminded of me when I saw them. Of course I didn't have a lover to be taken away or a friend that try to help. These dreams I realized that they were Mai's memories. It show me how much she loved you even before she told your or made love to you, but when you said you didn't love her...it broke her heart she blames everything bad happened to her when you meet, she believes that is was your fault, but she know some of it was her fault too. Mai didn't want to live knowing that you didn't love her, Yami might never accept her again, and her family didn't want her because she was weak. When you try to touch you she would try to stay away from you till the day she die. When the last day she lived she felt free from the world that she knew and even though the kunai was already deep in her chest she walk forward to it so she can die faster. 1 day Mai was able to talk to me and I was able to talk to her. She told me that I was able to bring her body back. For about 5 years I was able to get it right and without killing anyone for bringing their body back." Hinata explain.

"I see will child you are very smart indeed that might have been why Mai would protect you and love you the way a mother would love a child." Shukaku said.

"Mai still loves you. You know even thought she doesn't show it. She just scared to have her heart broken again." Hinata whispers and Shukaku look shocked.

"I'm not sure anymore if she still dose...I hurt her, but I'm sure if you help me to let her to listen to me 1 more time I'll tell her the truth on my feelings."

"Ok, but it will take sometime to try to get her to be alone with you. But time I don' have because we have to leave this village soon I don't know how soon but soon."

"Gaara won't like it if you leave he already loves you."

"I know that, but I have to kill my family if I want to be free...if I don't I'll be forever hunted till I die. Also the Huyga clan is more powerful so I don't want you guys to see the monster I have to be." She whisper the last part. "I have to see the Kazekage and I'll tell Mai to come in this room she know its my room" Hinata smiles and leaves

At the Kazekage office

Gaara is working on some paper work boring paper work. at time he would look out of the window and think about how is Hinata. Then he remember on what Tsunade and he did to Sakura.

Flashback

Sakura was on the floor with charka retrains on her wrist while 2 men was beating the shit out of her. While Tsunade and Gaara look at her with disgust. They have been beating the shit out of her for the last 30 mins or so. Then Tsunade step forward.

"Stop." She command them and they stop. Now she is in front of her now former student. "Sakura you have dishonor the Leaf Village for money. The only reason why we haven't killed you is because-"but Tsunade was cut off by Sakura.

"Did Gaara let me live...because he love me." She said with hope in her eyes. Gaara growled at Sakura's words.

"No, Gaara didn't let you live because of love! He let you live so that you can feel the humiliation, dishonor of your family, disrespected by your fellow shinobi's, and never trusted ever again." Tsunade glared at her. "for now on your dishonor to a genin and only work as a genin. You are no longer my student and if you try to say that you were my student I'll never tell them you were my student only Hinata Hyuga." As Tsunade watch her former student being crushed down to nothing from her former statues. Tsunade walk behind Sakura and did some hand seal "Sealing Charka-jutus!" She put her hand on Sakura's back while Sakura scream due to the pain of the jutus. Once finished there was a there was a crescent moon and snake around it.

"What did you do to me Tsunade!" Sakura yelled, but got slapped which left a big bruise later on the day.

"You will call me by Lady Tsunade or Hokage. For what I did to you I put a sealing charka on you so you can only use only 25 percent of your charka and all of the villager from Sand to Leaf knows what you have done." Once finished with her speech she left the room while Sakura cries on the floor and Gaara looking at her with no emotions on his face then he leaves the room.

Flashback over

Gaara sighed he knew that Sakura's life will be a living hell for now on, but just a little he felt sorry for her, but for what she had done to him she deserve it. He was working on his paper work for about 4 hours which he didn't like much. He started to wonder if Shukaku was ok because he was gone from the living room when he got there yesterday. Temari told them not to help Shukaku or get the same punishment him or worse. Gaara stop thinking when he heard a soft knock.

"Come in" He said without looking up from his paper work. He heard the door opened and closed. "Is there anything that I can help you?" Gaara asked.

"Yes...I need to tell you something." A soft voice said. When he heard it he look up and saw his beautiful angel.

"Hinata, you ok?" He asked worried.

"Yes I'm fine, but I have to leave soon...back home.." Hinata said worried of what he will say.

"You can't they will kill you when they see you." Gaara got up from his seat and walk to her. "Please don't go."

"Gaara if I stay here the Hyuga Army will come and destroy your village and I will not take that chance. Mai will be with me I'll be fine Gaara." She look at his eyes that were filled with worried and love. Gaara pull Hinata to a tight hug not letting her go for any reason and smell her hair. Which smelled like fresh soft lavender and rose pedals. Hinata return his hugs with her gentle loving hugs

"Hinata if you can't stay at least tell me where it is." Gaara begged, which was very rare to see him beg for anything.

"Should I tell him...it will take time for him to look for it...I guess.." Hinata thought for a few min. "You go south till you see tress and grass, once your in the forest you go NW to see the forest of cherry blossom trees, after about 20 miles or so you see a pond once you see it you will see the Hyuga Clans village from the pond." She said in a riddle form.

"That sounds like a old bed time story I used to heard from Temari used to tell me when I was alittle?" He thought.

For the next few minutes they were silent just looking and holding each other. Then Gaara started kissing Hinata and she kiss him back. Gaara was pushing Hinata to the couch in his office and taking off her clothes with the help of his sand. While Hinata was taking off his clothes as fast as she can. Once all the clothes were off Gaara started to suck on her breast while rubbing the other.

"Oh Gaara.." She moaned and started to feel his chest, his abs, to near his manhood.

When Gaara felt her hands near his manhood he moans while sucking her other breast. Slowly Hinata took his manhood in her hands and gently rub it in a nice slow pace. Gaara stop sucking her breast and put his head on her shoulders moans while Hinata increase her speed until Gaara cum. Then Gaara put his hand on her women hood and start fingering her. Hinata felt rush of emotions when he was touching her it felt so good, but all good things much come to a end which was when she cum. Both Hinata and Gaara were breathing heavily and look at each others eyes with lust, love, and passion. Hinata open her legs a bit wider for Gaara to enter as he go into position.

"Hinata are you sure you want this?" He asked gently and soft. While Hinata smiles and put her hand on his cheek.

"Yes I'm willing to give you 2 precious things of mines." Gaara looked confused, but she giggles and undo her necklace. "I'm giving you my mother's necklace it means so much to me that I'm going to give it to you so you won't forget me." Hinata lock the necklace on Gaara neck.

He knew it mean so much to her. "I should give her something that means so much to me too." He thought and summon his sand to get something in his desk. It was apposed to be Sakura wedding ring, but now that she prove that she is a whore he will never giver her a thing that belongs to his mothers. It's a 24k gold ring with a ruby heart on the center and engrave said 'beloved I'll always be yours'. It beautiful yet elegant. Once the ring was in his hands he put it on her ring finger which was a prefect match in size. "Hinata I'm also giving you something that is precious to me too. This was my mother's wedding ring I want you to have it. To remember our love that we have and to never forget me." He kiss her softly and whisper. "Are you ready, my love?"

"Yes Gaara, I'm ready." Hinata put her head on his shoulder while he slowly and gently enter her. She screamed like there is no tomorrow because of the pain was so much and he was so big, but he didn't move he just so she can get use to him.

After what felt like 2 hours which was only 2 minutes Hinata started to move her hips to his and with that he started moving. He thrusts were slow and gentle for a first-timer. For Hinata, she wanted more so much more then this now. She whisper in his ears and said one word that would drive him insane. "Gaara...Go...Faster!"

He drove into her hard and fast as he can with her screaming his name with each thrust. While he kiss her neck, breast, anything that his lips can touch that was her. Gaara left so much pleasure with her then Sakura its was much better then her. He will make sure that Hinata will be his wife and never leaver her. Most thrusting hard and faster then the last one until they both scream each others names as they cum. Gaara falls to the side of her so he can hold her also not to crush her. They both breathing heavy and kiss each other once in a while and smiling. Hinata snuggles up to Gaara's chest and he tighten his arms around her waist.

"Thank you Gaara...that was the best I'll never forget it." She said sleepy.

"Anytime love,...anytime." He kiss her forehead.

They lay at each others arms sleeping peacefully, but the peace will not last long one of them will leave in order to free herself from the chains of life slave to the family. While the other will only wonder if the elders will know about her powers and if so what will they do. But this moment they will always remember.

"It's time for fate to be changed." a voice called out one of the lovers in there sleepy minds

AU NOTES:

Hi guys i hope you will like this i keep having a hard time on what i will do on this and this is my 2nd lemony so give me a break please and i know you guys waited for a very long times like i said i had a hard time because for some reason i keep thinking of the ending and if i was going to do a shukaku and mai on this one or they will just talk or just a letter im not sure ill get you guys tell me what to do. and please review because i usually dont know if im good or not so please review i just want at least 5 or 10 that all and ill try to write asap but that is if i dont think of something else. oh yes ill give you guys alittle preview on the others chapters im not sure which one it will be but i think it will be 12 but not sure. will here it is. ENJOY AND R&R PLEASE!!!

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"Neij this is why father killed mother because she cheated on his for your father...Neij please believe me all the lies that Hiashi told you were all lies!!!" Hinata yell.

"And how would you know you didn't even know him very well and yet you saying all these things my father would never do such a thing!" Neij replied coldly.

"Neij...my mather and your father are our parents...your my brother Neji..." She said quickly.