I Always Will
Chapter 10
The couple has prepared vows to share with us today. The minister said. Looking to Lucas and Brooke.
Lucas looked into Brooke's eyes and started to speak.
When I think to my life before you. I can picture all the good in my world that I had. But once we met each other. I was never the same again. You brought joy, excitement, a new way of living, and most importantly you taught me how to love. How to put my guard down and let go of alot of the pain and darkness I didn't realize I carried until you took my hand and we faced it together. You changed me and we grew together and will continue to grow into the people we are meant to be building a life together that will conquer anything life has in store for us. You are and will forever be the one for me. I will love you until my last breath. Lucas said. Slipping the ring on her finger.
Brooke wiped her eyes and began to speak.
Lucas I was wild, breaking hearts, but most of all I was empty. I lived a life that was filled of material things but lacked what I needed the most. Which was love. When we found each other. I knew that what we shared was special. Falling in love was the last thing I was prepared to do. But when I realized I loved you there was no going back. I promise to love you, support you, be you're best friend and you're safe place. You are my home. I will love you for the rest of my life. Brooke said. Slipping the ring on his finger.
If there is anyone who objects to this union speak now or forever hold your peace. The minister said. Looking out at the crowd. Waiting a few minutes. When no one raised their hand he continued.
By the power vested in me I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride. He said. Looking out at the crowd.
Lucas took me in his arms. Leaning over kissing me.
I kissed him back as the crowd erupted in cheers.
We separated joining hands as we walked down the aisle.
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The wedding reception
Karen's home was bought alive with family and friends.
People talked, laughed, and shared memories of Brooke and Lucas.
The newly married couple not leaving each other's side all evening
The celebration went on for hours. The kitchen full of food and dessert.
The living room was where everyone stayed.
Lucas danced with his mother and Brooke danced with Keith.
The couple shared their first dance. The love pouring out of their eyes.
Eventually the celebration ended.
Lucas and Brooke went back to their home. Basking in the happiness and love they felt for each other.
The couple staying to themselves for the next few days. Barely leaving their home.
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Weeks Later
I was now 40 weeks pregnant. Meaning I could have our baby girl at any minute. Which was never wracking and exciting all at once. The nursery was ready. My hospital bag was packed. The car seat was in the car. We had clothes for her to go home in. All that was missing was the baby.
But since I haven't gone into labor yet. My friends and family planned a baby shower for me. I have never been more happily surprised then to walk through the front door of our home after a day of being at the spa. To see the living room. Decorated in pink and purple. A large banner with words Baby girl Scott. Flowers, music, food, dessert, all the women I loved. Surrounding me. I felt so grateful and blessed.
This party was put together by by me and Rachel but it wouldn't exist without Karen. She is the one who created this wonderland. We love you and cannot wait to meet that Little girl. Haley said. Looking to Haley.
The gifts were all on the gift table outside of the living room.
It was a large pile. Decorated with well wishes for the couple and the baby to be. The ladies bonded and enjoyed each other's company.
Hours passed by
This was so needed being able to hang out with everyone. Thank you for putting this together. Lucas said. Looking over at Nathan.
It's what brothers are for. We've all been busy with our own lives. But taking some time and celebrating the new generation of Scotts is a must. It's worth all the effort I put into it. Nathan said. Looking back at him.
We're going to finish up soon then we'll head out. You take it all in. Enjoy your last few days before you're life changes forever in the best way possible. Nathan said. As he headed over to where the other guys were.
I looked down at my phone as I heard the ringtone go off. I put the phone to my ear and started to speak.
How's the baby shower going.? I asked curiously.
The phone almost falling out of my hands. As I listened to the next words I heard.
I'm in labor... Baby is coming... Brooke said. As the call ended.
I turned off my phone and ran over to the guys.
Brooke is having the baby! I have to get to the hospital! I yelled. As I ran towards the exit door.
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Keep breathing. In through you're nose out through you're mouth. Karen said. Taking a hold of my hand. As we went through the Emergency room doors.
I can't do this! I don't know what I was thinking. I'm not ready for this. I'm going to ruin her! Brooke exclaimed. With emotion in her voice.
It's going to be fine. You and Lucas are going to be exactly the kind of parents she needs. You will learn as you go. And you're love for her and each other will get you through the rest. Karen said.
It's time to go into the delivery room ms. Davis the nurse said. While she stopped the wheelchair.
I didn't miss it. Lucas said. Running to the side of Brooke. Taking her hand in his.
I love you both good luck. I can't wait to spoil my granddaughter. Karen said.
As she watched them go into the delivery room.
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The doctor spoke but all I could focus on aside from the pain was the little cot at the end of the room. Labor was nothing like I imagined it and read about.
It was too late for an epidural so I felt every single labor pain.
I felt taken out of my own body. Swearing, swearing, crushing Lucas's hand as time went by slowly.
The room was painted white with multi colored polka dots.
The nurses gave me ice chips that ended up being thrown back at them.
Everything hurt every breathe I took. Felt like my stomach was being turned inside out.
At some point I heard the doctor's say that the baby was here.
I knew I was crying as I saw her briefly. They took her and cleaned her off.
An overwhelming feeling of panic overtook me.
As I realized how quiet the room was. Even with all the talking and moving around of the doctors.
She wasn't crying. Something was wrong. I knew it. I felt it.
Luke go be with her! Make sure she's okay. I said. Looking over at him.
He kissed me gently as he quickly walked over to the doctors.
She's not breathing. I heard the doctor say as I helplessly watched them work on her. For a few seconds. Before they took her out off the delivery room.
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