Title: Not Gonna Lose You.

Disclaimer: I obviously DO NOT own Saiyuki (If I did, do you think I'd be here simply WRITING FANFICTION?!) that is all.

Pairings: Gojyo x Hakkai (possible Sanzo x Goku...maybe if I can talk my friend into it )

Warnings: Suicide attempt, Disturbing Imagery(they're in a hospital later on...shudders ), Shounen-Ai, Yaoi(later), RP ficlet.

Author Notes: This is another RP changed into a story using original text from both players, I didn't change or add much to the fic. I mainly played Gojyo, my friend mainly played Hakkai/Demon Hakkai. We took turns at Sanzo, Goku, demons, extra characters. Please enjoy.

SUMMARY: The conversations just aboutta get a lot more interesting...bwaha.

"NAW not Gojyo..." said Goku happily.

"Well?" Sanzo asked, violet eyes training themselves on the red-head.
"What the hell's it to you if I am or not, monk?" Gojyo retorted raising a brow at him in question...smirking at him a second later. "Why? You taken an interest in me or something?"

"EEEEWWW" said Goku sticking his tongue out at the kappa. "You're disgusting."

"Tch, hardly...I'd have better taste for a start moron...and you..." Sanzo said and turned to Goku hitting him with the fan again. "Shut up."

Hakkai hid his smile be hind his hand at the exchange. Sanzo was blushing and the healer was amused by this.

"Bakazaru," Gojyo smirked as he got hit. "How the hell did you come to that conclusion anyway?"

"Tch it's not like he hasn't brought that little detail up before idiot." Sanzo snorted really hoping that the blush on his face wasn't drawing much attention.

"And since when did you blush like that pretty boy?" retorted the Kappa, he felt like this was a great opportunity to tease the monk to no end.

"I'm going to kill you." The priest muttered while Gojyo simply sniggered. Hakkai tried not to laugh too hard. He covered his mouth harder and ducked his head.

"Aww, hey wait...if you said you'd have better taste does that mean you actually put thought into that?" Gojyo asked menacingly

"No I...SHUT UP!" He hissed at the kappa nearly falling for that one -since when did that stupid kappa get him that easily?!-

"Haha, ah well you wouldn't be my cup of tea anyway, Sanzo-sama." Gojyo snorted with amusement, glancing up at the monk with one hell of a smirk.

"Oh? And fuck only knows why I'm going to ask...Why would that be?" Sanzo asked pretending it had his interest.

"Simple." the kappa grinned. "I'm not into girls." Silence fell between the Sanzo-Ikkou for a brief moment.

"Wh-You damned kappa! You saying I look feminine?!" Sanzo barked, keeping his tone and voice quiet even he didn't feel like drawing much attention to this little conversation. Gojyo just laughed. Hakkai's stomach hurt he was laughing so hard. Goku was looking confused.

"Men can't have sex!" he practically screamed.

"YAKAMASHI!!!" Sanzo yelled at the boy bringing the fan down on his head yet again. "Keep your voice fucking low stupid monkey!"

Gojyo coughed a couple of times brought on by his laughing. "Well, ya must do...Sanzo, it'd sum up why Goku's always calling you his sun, ne?"

"Shut up you perverted asswipe. Hakkai, how the hell do you put up with that idiot and his remarks?" Sanzo said adding a sigh. Hakkai gave Sanzo a smile.

"Must be his good looks." He began to laugh again quietly.

"Him? Gojyo and good looks don't add up. Are you sure your visions fine?" Sanzo said amused again. Hakkai grinned at him.

"I think even with out my monocle I know that Gojyo is good looking Sanzo-sama but you know best."

"Just what the hell is that suppose to mean?! And since when did you become more cocky than you already were?" asked the monk looking at Gojyo suspiciously.

"Hey don't look at me, I've not been teaching him anything before you start priest. He's just tellin the truth, right 'Kai?"

"I always tell the truth Gojyo." The healer's face went serious as he locked eyes with the kappa. "unless someone forces me to lie."

Gojyo laughed nervously at that, knowing that he had asked him not to say anything to the other two. He gulped down that lump of guilt at the back of his throat to, damn it all.

"I know, I know."

Sanzo threw him a strange look, knowing something had to be going on not that he'd pry or anything...at the moment. Hakkai went back to looking at his lap. Gojyo cursed at himself feeling guilty about making him keep quiet leaning over to him he kept his voice low again.

"I'm sorry 'Kai, I just don't want them fussing over it...not they probably would...well, Goku might...but the monk? hah, maybe in the next era or five.."

Hakkai nodded, "It's fine."

"How about this...I'll tell them later?" Gojyo asked looking to him.

Hakkai shook his head. "I don't want to worry them either."

"Like I said, I doubt the monk would care, hell he'd probably be jumping around with joy knowing he'd be getting rid of one of us for good." The redhead said with a sarcastic tone, though he could imagine him doing just that actually. Hakkai's eyes were pained at that,

"Then don't worry about him...I'll never do that."

"I rarely do Hakkai. I worry about you more than those two, and I know you'd never do that."

"Sanzo will mourn you...he just...doesn't know how."

"Hmmm, probably. Who knows, stupid priest is too unpredictable in that sense." He muttered looking up as a bottle and glass got placed in front of him. "Oh, drinks are here."

"Sorry to keep you waiting, it is a bit busy as you can tell...food should be on it's way soon though." The waitress said before moving away to attend another table.

"I bet you'll be outta here before the nights through kappa." Sanzo said with a smirk pouring himself some sake.

"Hah, shows how much you know." The kappa retorted not looking up at the monk. Hakkai sipped at his tea with a bemused smile on his face.

"You saying you have better things to do for once...and here I thought chasing tarts was your specialty." The priest snorted with great amusement raising a brow.

"I was always rather picky when it came to that, but yeah, if you must know I do have better things to do." He grinned while casting a side glance to Hakkai. Hakkai did look surprised at this. "Like what?"

"Come on Kappa, enlighten us all." Sanzo added, waiting patiently as the other two for Gojyo to tell them. Gojyo looked back to the monk, his face totally straight as he replied.

"Well, for a start there's Hakkai."

Hakkai choked on his tea. "Excuse me?" His heart leapt in his chest. Sanzo followed the choking reaction example as he choked on his sake. "What? You perv!"

The kappa kept that grin on his face, knowing that he'd probably get that reaction if he only said part of the sentence, not that he was complaining if he'd left it there...which could be interesting?

"You heard me." Gojyo stated simply as Hakkai stared at Gojyo his mouth open. Goku was laughing.

"Gojyo's in love with HAKKAI!"

"And what may I ask is so hilarious about it chimp?" the red-head asked casually raising a brow at the monkey.

"Because Hakkai's a GUY!"

Hakkai stared into his tea with a blush.

"And you're a brainless monkey...you're point being exactly?" grinned Gojyo menacingly. Sanzo simply snorted and shook his head, he chose to stay out of it...unless it got too much for his nerves.

"Well you can't love a guy..." Goku said. "That's weird."

"You keep telling yourself that pipsqueak." Gojyo snorted looking away from him with a shrug. Sanzo rolled his eyes, geez.

"Bakazaru...love doesn't just occur between male and female."

"What?" Goku's eyes got huge. "Really? You mean like I love you Sanzo?"

Hakkai ducked his head to keep his smile hidden. Gojyo burst out laughing after seeing the monks face turn red again.

"What?" Sanzo stared at Goku for a moment, hand itching for the gun instead of the fan.

Goku's golden eyes widened further..."I love you, you didn't know?"

There was silence as they looked at and watched Sanzo, the monk looked like he was ready for putting a bullet through their heads…not just Goku's.

"..." He reached for the gun and aimed it at the monkey. "I'm going to kill you..."

Gojyo laughed more now, though stopped abruptly when he noted the gun trained on him.

"And I'm going to kill you for passing on that pervert aura you have."

Hakkai waved his hands. "Don't be silly, I'm sure Goku didn't mean that the way it sounded."

Goku stared at all of them. "Sanzo's the only one of you I'd have sex with..."

"or maybe he does..." said Hakkai.

Goku's comment sent Gojyo back into a laughing fit. Sanzo though hit Goku harder than usual with the fan cursing at him before getting up and leaving to have some 'me' time in the bathroom.

"OWWW," said Goku rubbing his head. "I'm gonna go after him." He scrambled over the table before they could say anything. "Don't eat my food GOJYO!"

"Yeah yeah, I'll eat it after he's killed you for disturbing his mood." Gojyo called after him, turning to Hakkai afterwards. "I sure as hell didn't expect the monkey to come away with any of that."

"He's so innocent." Hakkai laughed. "We forget he is an adult."

"Yeah add the fact he's technically older than the three of us put together ne? And I swear I never mentioned anything in that department to him..."

Hakkai smiled, "He's very smart Gojyo. I'm sure he learned it on his own."

"Tell that to Sanzo, he tried to blame it on me." Gojyo smirked a little.

Hakkai's smile grew. "I don't know if Sanzo will be THAT upset about it."

"Hah, probably not, if you ask me...It might just be what that monk needs ne?"

Hakkai's smile reached his eyes. "Never know."

Gojyo sniggered a little bringing a hand to cover his mouth as he coughed at the same time. He brought his hand away after tasting an all to familiar metallic in his mouth, nothing resembling blood was on his hand though. He shrugged it off. "Damn it, I'm hungry..." He muttered looking to Hakkai. "You're having some fun at least right?"