Dean
I awoke in the middle of the night again. I don't even remember getting out of the bath, let alone being changed into a diaper and put in a crib. I noticed I was still sucking the pacifier again, but I didn't even try to stop. It was extremely comforting and after the day I had, I would take what I could get. I thought about the day's events. First, Sammy took me to see Jessica dance. I'd never actually been into dancing. I only saw it as bendy girls who were absolutely crazy. But watching Jess was different. I appreciated what she was doing.
But that came to a quick end when a falling spotlight almost killed her. And oh yea, a psychotic ghost who fit the crazy stereotype to a T. At least Jess would be all right. I assume she'll wake up tomorrow and maybe Sammy and I could go see her. That brightened my mood a bit.
I could hear Sam's soft snoring. Something I had become accustomed to twenty years ago. The sound released a feeling of comfort within me, as my eyelids grew heavy again. I drifted back to sleep.
I was startled awake the next morning to Sammy picking me up out of the crib. I really didn't want to wake up yet so I rested my head in the crook of Sam's neck. I felt Sam check my diaper and expected to just be on our way to the hospital. But something was off. My diaper was actually wet this morning. And I hadn't even woken up to wet it! Oh god. Please this didn't just happen. I actually peed the diaper in my sleep. This freaked me out. At least every other time I used it I had known that I used it. I had never felt so little in my life. The tears just started to fall again. "Hey, hey, none of that little guy. You can sleep in the car. We're gonna go see Jessica. I know you're tired." Sam rocked me slowly and laid me on the batman mat. Screw being tired, I was upset cause I was turning into a freakin' baby and there's absolutely nothing I can do about it!
Sam finished the diaper change, and today's outfit was an Avenger's onesie. Sam really liked his superheroes. Not that I minded, it was definitely better than ducks or something.
Sam carried me to the car and strapped me in. We made our way to the hospital and all I could think about was seeing Jessica. We finally arrived and checked the front desk. I guess Jessica was sleeping, but we were welcome to wait in her room for her to wake up. Sammy accepted the offer and we went to the third floor.
Jessica looked terrible. She was wearing a sports bra and had a blanket to cover her legs. Her neck had severe burns on it (from the tights) and her side was all bandaged up. Her eyes were closed, but fluttering behind her lids. She was dreaming. But even with how beat up she looked, she was still beautiful. Sammy sat in the one chair in her room with me on his lap. I started to fidget and he placed the pacifier in my mouth and gave me a plastic car. I sat for a while, refusing to suck the pacifier or play with the car after this mornings event. I was going to hold on to being an adult. But after about ten minutes I got extremely bored. I caved. Damnit I'm weak. Oh well. I sucked the pacifier happily and played with the car. At least it was entertainment. But of course, right on cue, Cas zapped into the hotel room. But he wasn't alone. Son of a Bitch! He brought Crowley! I was praying (not literally) that Kissa's spell would affect him too. He would have a field day with this sight. Dean Winchester, sucking a pacifier and playing with a toy car in a diaper. But fate was too cruel. Crowley burst out laughing. Shit. I spit the pacifier out and threw the car at him. But being five months, it simply fell to the floor, a few inches from Sam's feet. "What the hell is he doing here?" Sam demanded. Castiel didn't even bother to answer. He simply touched Sam's head and knocked him out like a light. Jessica woke up to Crowley's laughs and Cas sent her to sleep too. So it was just Cas, Crowley, and me. "Well aren't you just a little bugger". I glared at him. Cas what the hell. Why is that son of a bitch here? "I'm sorry Dean. I had to bring Crowley. I haven't found a cure and he may have information on how to reverse this." Crowley continued laughing and I really just wanted to stab him with the demon knife. "Is he wearing a diaper? I can't take this, it's just too good. Who'd of known the one way to shut Dean Winchester up. Should've thought of this myself really." Castiel gave Crowley the look. Even I know what that means. Sure, Cas doesn't really understand embarrassment, but he obviously felt a need to protect me. "So can you fix it or not?" Crowley stopped laughing and thought. "Say I know someone who can. Or give me information at least. Why would I want to? I finally have Dean Winchester out of the way. All it took was a box of huggies and a soother. Like taking candy…from a baby" He smiled that greasy son of a bitch smile and I wanted so bad to just knock him on his ass. But Cas butt in. "Crowley, talk to your person. Or I swear you will be number one on heaven's radar. Find a way to change Dean back. Now." Yea! Go Cas! "You know I get all tingly when you use that voice." Crowley winks, then vanishes. "Don't worry Dean, we will fix this soon." And with that, Cas vanishes too. Sam wakes up and so does Jessica. He spots the car and the pacifier on the floor and quickly picks them up. He wipes the pacifier off and places it back into my mouth and puts the toy car into the diaper bag. I didn't care at this point. Crowley was on the case, and I would be free soon.