Hey guys since Jeremy and Ellie can read each others minds when they are having a brain convo I will put it in quotation marks but it will be in italic. Warning this chapter contains self harm and bullying. *I don't own Vegas Lights or Collar Full.
Ellie
I wake up my body tangled with Jeremys.
"Hey Jer you awake yet"
"Yea thanks for waking me though"
"Can I ask you a question?" he said
"You just did"
"Whatever, What was different I could sense embarrassment when I mentioned it"
"The difference in what"
"Your vision on the beach with you and Damon"
I looked down I was trying so hard to leave that in the past and it just had to come up
"What had to come up you can tell me you don't even have to say it just think it"
"When I was 13-16 I was extremely overweight and I got made fun of. One girl said she could help and pretended to be my friend and she convinced me that the only way to make it stop was to throw up my food so I did and I continued and continued. Our agreement was that I would puke up in the bathroom and she would stand outside and not let anyone come in, but one day she walked in all scarred like she didn't know I was doing it with the school counselor and the counselor called my parents told them I had an eating disorder (Bulimia). My so called friend told everybody that I make myself puke up and the school called me vomit girl. Things were no better at home I went to 4 different therapists and an eating disorder support group. My life was a living hell, and after all the support groups and therapy I started seeing myself differently I am and was still a little over weight by like 30 pounds but when I looked in the mirror I saw a body that look like it was 100 pounds overweight. I made a promise to myself that I would never thrown up on purpose again but I still hated my body. So after I graduated highschool I went to college. I couldn't wait to leave home but of course on my second year my fake friend transferred to my college and was really mean to me called me names like fat ass. It only got worse she then told the whole sophomore class that I made myself throw up and I still do."
I was about to cry and I was shaking. My legs started to feel weak.
"When I found out she told everybody I could barely walk down the hall way with out getting self pity looks, people pretending to jam their fingers down their throats, or the disgusted looks. I was so fed up with it because even though I still felt overweight and fat and I was on a healthy strict diet, I hadn't made myself throw up since my last year of high school. I walked over to her dorm room and knocked when she opened the door she smirked. I was going there to have a friendly chat, but that smirk did it I punched her with all my strength and broke her nose and her jaw after that I just couldn't stop I pushed her to the ground and continued to punch until there were tears streaming down my face I looked at her. She was unconscious I soon realized what I had done got off her ran to my room packed my bag and left. On my way out I called an ambulance and hoped she didn't remember who beat her. I got on a bus heading somewhere I don't remember where and called the collage pretending to be my mom. I called and said I am dropping out. I got out of the bus somewhere and when I was about to get back on I heard someone yell my name and when I turned around I was chloroformed-"
Jeremy cut me off.
"And they took you to that cave that Damon found you in"
"Yea now that you know my secret I have a favor to ask can you not tell anyone else about this"
"Yea since you told me that I will tell you something. When vampires were new in this town and my parents died I was a druggy, and then my girlfriend was turned into a vampire by Damon and then killed for going insane by Stefan and Elena that is how I found out about vampires, then they tried to compelle the pain away but when I found out I flipped and tried to kill them all but then Damon uncompelled me"
"You're serious? Wow I thought my life was bad"
"Shut up"
"It seems like we both need a hug"
He curls over and wraps me in his huge arms and I don't know why but I started to cry. He strokes my hair and repeatedly whispers
"Its OK to cry"
About 5 minutes later i have regained my composure and stopped crying.
"Breakfast" Damon shouts
"Lets go down stairs"
"Yea sure"
We both get up and run down the stairs smelling the air. We both shout at the same time. While running down the stairs in perfect sync.
"BACON"
We both laughed as we jump off the stairs at the sametime. We run into the kitchen and grab a piece. Damon started to laugh.
"You two still 5 year olds"
I start to talk but I got flustered and looked down
"Don't say anything. It might be funny to act like 5 year olds but then you won't get to kiss him right now, like you want to so I am willing to give up the gig of being 5 year olds so you can kiss him"
"Thanks for that Jeremy but maybe we can manipulate ice-cream out of him, but I do want to kiss him"
"THEN STOP HOLDING BACK AND DO IT"
I grab Damon's hair and press him against me. He wraps my fingers in my hair and Jeremy looks truly discussed. He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around him. He tries to place me on the countertop but misses and the side hits back. I hear Jeremy wince.
"Ok that is enough kissing you are starting to get turned on and since we are bound I can feel it we should make a pact no sexual things or unpleasant emotions on purpose until we can figure out how to control it. Deal? Oh FYI that hurt how did you not stop kissing him-"
"If I say yes will you let me finish my make-out session and will you get out of my head?!"
"Fine don't kill me"
"No promises"
Damon pulls away.
"I guess you aren't 5 anymore"
"Nope we are all good but me and Jeremy made a pact; no sexual things or unpleasant emotions on purpose until we can figure out how to control it."
"Ok I agree, not willingly but I do"
"Great we are going to head over to Jo's house to get how to control it"
"K see you later"
He kissed me on the lips lightly. He turned around and got bacon for me and Jeremy to have on the go.
Jeremy
She was making out with him and I felt so weird being turned on by Damon. His eyes she really likes his eyes. He picked her up and I felt so weird. She wraps her legs around him and he tries to lift her on to the countertop. I feel like I feel like I am being smothered, I can't breath. I feel a sharp pain in my back and look at them Damon must have missed the counter top and she didn't even notice. I couldn't take it any more, it was terrible.
"Ok that is enough kissing you are starting to get turned on and since we are bound I can feel it we should make a pact no sexual things or unpleasant emotions on purpose until we can figure out how to control it. Deal? Oh FYI that hurt how did you not stop kissing him-"
"If I say yes will you let me finish my make-out session and will you get out of my head?!"
"Fine don't kill me"
"No promises"
I stop talking to her and Damon pulled away. Thank god.
"I guess you aren't 5 anymore"
I laugh in my head I hope she didn't hear that.
"Nope we are all good but me and Jeremy made a pact; no sexual things or unpleasant emotions on purpose until we can figure out how to control it."
"Ok I agree, not willingly but I do"
"Great we are going to head over to Jo's house to get how to control it"
"K see you later"
Damon turns around and gets us bacon. She grabs the bacon and turns around on her heels and gives me the death glare, she walks out of the room and flips her hair that is so tangled its scary I watch her slip on her sandals and walk out. I hurry out and grab my flip-flops. I run out to my car and get in. I pull out the keys, and then started the car we drove off.
"CAN I TURN ON THE MUSIC" She shouted over the wind coming from the open top
"SURE"
I reach over to turn it on and hear her say
"I hope they play Panic!"
"Same"
She stares at me obviously still shocked that we can hear every thought.
"Which song is your favorite?"
"Hurricane, Lets Kill Tonight, or The Ballad Of Mona Lisa"
"Exactly do you hate the new Panic!'s music"
"I think it's different but I love them the same"
"Finally"
I turn on the music and its Justin Bieber. I had a wave of hate go over me. It wasn't all from me. I shut off the radio quickly.
"Um I might have a PATD disc in the glove compartment."
She leans over to check and pulled out their new album; Too Weird Too Rare To Die
She puts it in with a huge smile on her face, and hits play.
*"We've waited so damn long, we're sick and tired I won't leave any doubt or stone unturned I've got a collar full of chemistry from your company So maybe tonight I'll be the libertine Oh show me your love, (your love), your love, (your love)Gimme more but it's not enough (your love) Show me your love, (your love), your love, (your love) Before the world catches up (your love) 'Cause there's always time for second guesses I don't wanna know If you're gonna be the death of me, that's how I wanna go You've got it all worked out with so little time Memories that I'd blackout if you were mine You've got a pocket full of reasons why you're here tonight So, baby, tonight just be the death of me Oh show me your love, (your love), your love, (your love) Gimme more but it's not enough (your love) Show me your love, (your love), your love, (your love) Before the world catches up (your love) 'Cause there's always time for second guesses I don't wanna know If you're gonna be the death of me, that's how I wanna go Oh oh oh Oh oh oh Oh oh oh Oh, show me your love, your love Gimme more but it's not enough Show me your love, your love Before the world catches up Show me your love, (your love), your love, (your love) Gimme more but it's not enough (your love) Show me your love, (your love), your love, (your love) Before the world catches up (your love) Show me your love Oh oh oh Oh oh oh Show me your love"
Me and her sang every single word and waited for the next one but as soon as Vegas Lights started we pulled up in Jo's drive way. We got out of the car, and walked into of the door.
"Jo you here?"
"Yea I have someone you might want to see"
We ran upstairs and saw Kai.
"What the Hell is he doing here?"
"Who the Hell is he?"
" This is Kai Jeremy explain the rest"
I told her a brief description of it.
"Well what does he want."
"Help"
"I can try" She said before I could tell her that he could piss off
She gave me a glare like: I got this I can take care of myself please leave with Jo.
I nodded my head and told her to be careful. I lead Jo out of the room and I told her Ellie knows what to do I pray to god that is true.
Again I don't own the songs and I hope you liked this chapter it is a little longer than usual I think i like this length better expect longer chapters as the plot thickens.